Xiao Tian's Prose

Xiaotian is an adopted son. His mother always said he was my age, but according to my mother, he was actually older than me. My mother said that I was not born when he came, and he had eight teeth when he smiled.

I said, mom, why are you so serious? People say they are peers, which is unlucky enough. I heard from her mother that Xiaotian's mother had five daughters. The fortune teller said that she had no children in her life and told her to give up. At that time, family planning was particularly tight. Her five female dolls gave birth to two pairs of twins, one gave birth to two and the other gave birth to three. The township cadres told the village cadres that the woman in your village is still very strange. She has been a sister flower all her life, and they are not enough. She can have three more children. According to her way of bearing, family planning will be blind. The village chief is playing with the eye of two tigers, and the five sisters in Xiaotian finally have registered permanent residence.

Xiaotian's mother was fed up with having children, so she discussed with Xiaotian's father to adopt a boy doll. As long as she can kiss him hard, he will be filial when he grows up. Xiao Tian's father thought about it and asked his third brother-in-law to go to Shanxi to help. Maybe it's fate with Xiao Tian. A year later, Xiao Tian was taken to Henan by her uncle in Shanxi. When Xiaotian was born, it should be about ten months, but Xiaotian's mother said that he was only half a year old and teethed early.

Everyone's heart is like a mirror, but no one seriously thinks about how old the child is. Strangely, Xiao Tian is very good when she comes, and she naturally blends into this family. Children over half a year old don't cry, make trouble or recognize strangers.

Unfortunately, however, Xiao Tian is a sick child who didn't see it at all when he was a child. I was born six months after he came to this home. I learned to walk slowly, but Xiao Tian still can't walk, and one leg is always soft. Xiaotian's mother was very sad and took him to a big hospital for examination. The doctor said that the child had congenital rickets in his left leg. Xiaotian's mother let out a long whistle on the spot and fainted from crying ... The couple took Xiaotian home and sat opposite each other, sighing bitterly. What shall we do? Why don't you take the child back? But after more than two years, I have feelings. Although I am sick, my intelligence is quite normal and my mouth is very sweet. He talked about his father and mother, which made people feel painful. The last bite, stay, a puppy will raise feelings after two years, let alone a heavy-eyed child.

When I was four or five years old, I was often taken to my grandmother's house in Xiaotian by my grandmother. Xiaotian's grandmother is a good-natured old lady. She is neither deaf nor deaf, and speaks slowly. Unlike my grandmother, she has a loud voice and is full of strength. Xiaotian's grandmother likes Xiaotian very much. At this time, Xiao Tian is holding the small wooden stool forward. His right leg is normal. If you give him a crutch, he can stand up and walk slowly, just limping. Grandma Xiaotian always says to my grandmother, "My little Xiaotian is a poor doll. She gave birth to a baby that neither her father nor her mother loved, but it was a sick doll. Hey! People should have a conscience. I can't love him less because he is ill. "

At this time, Xiao Tian, who was holding a small stool, peed her pants because she was playful. He quickly called grandma, grandma. Her grandmother didn't want to talk to my grandmother anymore, so she quickly stood up and took off her pants to show Xiaotian. Xiao Tian is shy and blushes and won't let me see it. I left my pie mouth and followed my grandmother home. On the way, I said to my grandmother, "Grandma, Xiaotian is really dirty. I won't play with him in the future!" " "Grandma sighed and said nothing.

Later, I went to school and made many friends, so I stopped playing with Xiaotian. Xiao Tian always holds his small stool, then sits at his alley mouth and watches my friends and I go to school. His big eyes are full of envy. One day, my mother told me that Xiaotian's mother went to school and asked the teacher to accept Xiaotian. A few days later, Xiao Tian's mother came to my house with a bowl. She carried a bowl of mung bean noodles with scallion oil and eggs floating on it and said to my mother, "President Wang of the school is really a kind-hearted woman. She is not only beautiful, but also good at talking. She is also cultured and speaks slowly. " My mother asked, "Did they agree to accept Xiaotian? That's good! " I thought, if Xiao Tian goes to school, she is probably in my class. A few days later, I saw Xiao Tian in class.

He came to school with his four sisters and five sisters. He is still leaning on crutches, which are still new. Xiao Tian is a little shy. The teacher asked him to sit in the first group, but he wanted to sit in the corner. The teacher wants him to sit near the classroom door. I think the teacher must know that he will pee his pants in a hurry. After class, Xiao Tian didn't go out to play, but his classmates dragged him out. He refused to live or die. The teacher said don't embarrass him, let him go! But in the second class, he peed his pants. The teacher took him home without saying a word. In the afternoon, I never saw Xiao Tian come to class again, and Xiao Tian never came to class again.

Later, I continued to study and occasionally saw Xiao Tian. When I was slim, he was less than one meter, but his face became an adult. One summer vacation, I heard my mother say that Xiaotian asked to find her own mother. He said that mom and dad are very old and don't want to burden them. I asked my mother, what do you mean by sweet parents? Mom said that his parents agreed to send Xiao Tian away and go to her daughter's house in a big city to enjoy family happiness. A few days later, Xiaotian and his adoptive parents set off for their hometown in Shanxi, with an uncle leading the way. I guess it should go well.

About half a month, Xiao Tian and her parents came back. Listen to his mother told my mother that Xiaotian has two brothers, they are both married, her father has an accident, and her mother has bad eyes. I heard that Xiao was born ill and cried her eyes out on the spot. Xiao Tian's mother said, "Sister-in-law, don't be sad either. We'd better take Xiao Tian away. " When she left, Xiaotian's mother gave Xiaotian the money she left for her natural mother. Xiaotian's biological mother didn't want it anyway, and she gave Xiaotian the amulet she wore beside her. She said, my child, my mother can't afford to support you, and I am sorry for you. Be a mother and son in the afterlife! Xiao Tian arrived at the station and said to her parents, "Dad, Mom, thank you for raising me like this. Go, leave me at the station and let me die! " I can no longer rely on my parents to increase your burden; You are getting older and older, and your son can't honor you ... "Xiao Tian's mother hugged Xiao Tian and cried," You child, what did you say! From here on, wherever mom and dad go, they will take you! Mom and dad will never send you home again. The place with mom and dad is your son's home! " In this way, Xiao Tian came back with her parents.

Later, I was so busy with my work that I hardly noticed Xiaotian. I only heard from my mother that he learned to repair the zipper of his shoes and set up a stall in the vegetable market every day. Business is good. His mother came to my house, occasionally met me and nagged me. Xiao Tian went to the city to learn massage. What about the money from the government? I am also full of blessings. Xiaotian's mother is also happy and satisfied.

About three years ago, I rode home from National Highway 308 to burn paper money for my father, and suddenly I saw Xiao Tian standing on crutches on the only way back to our village. I'm not ready to talk to him. I can't help seeing him wet his pants when he was a child. I rode very fast and tried to overtake him. Unexpectedly, he called my name and asked me to stop and give him a ride. To tell the truth, I'm-I'm not a bad person, and my heart is not malicious, but I don't know what happened that day, and I just didn't stop it. Instead, I took out my cell phone and pretended to make a phone call. I admit, my thoughts are a little impure.

Maybe he waited too long and was anxious to go home. When he saw me rushing forward, he shouted even more eagerly, "Sabrina! Sabrina. Wait for me, give me a ride! "

I crustily skin of head still rushed forward and pretended to answer the phone.

He continued to shout, "Sabrina! Sabrina. Give me a ride! " Seeing that I didn't mean to stop, he said crossly, "Sabrina! You are a big card! Let's talk about it when you need me! "

I feel guilty and a little angry after listening to his words. Heart says I need you? How can I use you in Sabrina?

Seeing that I didn't stop, he hit the ground with a cane and stamped his right foot.

It seems that I have done something wrong. I swear to heaven and earth that I don't discriminate against disabled people, but I just ... I just don't want him to take a ride. I can't count the flowers in the village, but I am also famous for being as beautiful as flowers and pure as jade. I think if Xiaotian sits behind me, he's ... he's neither fish nor fowl. But in my mind, like a movie, I flashed a picture about Xiaotian and felt that my heart was really cruel. This afternoon, on my way home from my father's grave, the zipper of my boots was damaged by bushes.

I said, what should I do? Sister said it's simple, you just go find Xiao Tian and get it done! My heart said, what goes around comes around, or is it a narrow road? I asked my sister to go instead of me. I told my sister about meeting Xiaotian this morning. When I said he gnashed his teeth and said I needed him. I wasn't convinced at that time. Where on earth could I use him? Now I believe it. Then I asked my sister, "If it were you, would you give him a ride?" Don't answer me right away, think it over. "

My sister really thought for a while and said, "I don't know, I don't think so."

I said it's not cruel, right?

My sister said it was not heartless, but my heart was too complicated.

It's been a long time, but I think about it from time to time and feel that I am really narrow and complicated. But if you'll excuse me. I think too fast. Others have only one answer to a question, and I will have three. For example, when a fish pond opens for the first time, there will be many people and cars fishing for free, and I will immediately think of Shili Long Street to send the leaders; Then, it is associated with the girls in ancient brothels receiving guests for the first time; Then I thought there was treasure under the pond. Let's see, let's see how innocent I can be

Some time ago, my silly uncle got lost, and our whole family was anxious to find him like ants on hot bricks. The next day, I got a clue from Xiaotian. He said he saw my silly uncle in a town on National Highway 106. At that time, he set up a stall there, thinking that there must be a mistake. Uncle Chen Jia usually doesn't go out. Why is he here?

I was so excited that I wanted to slap myself. I regret refusing to put Xiaotian to death. I praised Xiaotian to my sister: "Xiaotian is really a good comrade. I don't care about personal grievances in front of the country's righteousness. Compared with him, I feel very small. "

My sister said that if I see Xiaotian next time, I will not hesitate to take him home.

At that time, we searched along the 106 national highway for two days, but we didn't see my uncle. I said to myself, this must be Xiao Tian's personal vendetta. Unexpectedly, my uncle found it in Puyang later. He really walked along the 106 national highway. I can't help wanting to give myself two mouths. How can I be a despicable gentleman?

I went back to my uncle's house to do something the afternoon before yesterday, but I didn't expect the zipper of my handbag to be broken. I am poor these days, and the economic crisis is quite serious. I want to borrow money for dinner. I don't want to buy a bag of several hundred dollars for a zipper. I had to bite the bullet and go to Oda's house to see if he had gone out to set up a stall. Wearing a hat, mask and glasses, I quietly walked to his house and asked in a low voice, "Is Xiaotian at home?" It suddenly occurred to me that this is how the underground party met.

"Is Sabrina? Come in, I'm at home. " Xiao Tian answered in the aisle.

My face turned red to my neck in an instant and I said shyly, "My handbag zipper is broken. Please fix it." Xiao Tian's voice came from my head again: Sabrina, you can play big cards! Wait till you need me!

"It's fixed, take it back!" Xiao Tian interrupted my thoughts.

"How much is it?" I'm a little embarrassed to ask.

"Nothing has changed, no money." Xiao Tian said gently.

"So ... thank you, Xiaotian. Then I'm leaving. " I'm still embarrassed to say.

This afternoon, I went to the commercial street to do something. I didn't intend to turn around and go back to the village, but I suddenly saw Xiao Tian get off the bus. Standing on crutches on the only way back to the village.

"Xiao Tian, let me give you a ride!" I stopped the car and said sincerely.

"Don't ... no ... you go and do your thing, how embarrassed you are ... it's strange that you can drive!" Xiao Tian actually stuttered.

I said it's okay, I'm on my way! Get in, or I'll help you get in!

"No, no, I'll do it myself." Xiao Tian said firmly.

I thought about it and said, "Well, don't worry. Anyway, I have nothing to do when I return to the village. I just want to play for a while. Don't worry. " I know what he means. I must leave my dignity to him.

We talked and laughed all the way. I asked him, "Xiaotian, if you are capable, why don't you find a wife?" Xiao Tian said, how can a normal girl marry me? Even if someone gets married, I have self-knowledge and can't hurt others. If I marry an abnormal girl, won't my mother serve us both? What a burden this will be! He said with a sigh.

I said sweet, that's very kind of you! Oda smiled and said nothing.

Then I sent Xiao Tian home, and his mother was tearful. I have a bad feeling in my heart. I don't think it is easy to be a disabled child. I want to give him a hand when I have the chance. After all, there are still many good people in the world, and the national policies are also good, so that these disabled people can feel safe. It would be better if everyone could contribute their share and a heart. With this in mind, I'm going to write an article, write down my feelings and share with you.

Then there is this sweet. I think one day Xiao Tian will laugh when he hears that there is something in my text message.