Applying to join the Writers Association, the role of the paper may be worse than useless, but it is still useful to me.

Recently, I was sorting out the materials for applying to join the Writers Association. Since the literary works were a bit thin, I dug out all the papers published in public journals.

Surprisingly, I found three papers that I published in core journals on China National Knowledge Infrastructure, and one of the papers was included in a book edited by Professor Fan Hong of Tsinghua University.

I find it a bit strange. 14 years ago, when I was a master's student, I was able to publish three papers in core journals. It seemed that my research ability was pretty good. When I was looking for a job, why didn't I think about going to college?

I think back carefully. My original thoughts were that I felt very inferior. I felt that I was not qualified for theoretical research in colleges and universities. I had to teach students by myself, so as not to mislead others.

At that time, I was still a little arrogant in my heart. I thought that for liberal arts students, it was difficult to say the value of theoretical research to actual work and life. It was better to enter the society and work early.

Look, at that time, I regarded myself as a green onion. I had low self-esteem and arrogance. I was actually naive and pretended to be mature.

The paper that was included in the book impressed me deeply. It was actually a thesis assignment for a semester course.

I once witnessed the teacher unceremoniously criticize a male classmate’s essay assignment in class: “So you majored in Chinese as a major and passed the inter-major exam. No wonder, you are not professional at all.” The male classmate His face was red and he didn't dare to say a word.

I am very worried that even when it is my turn to explain my homework, I will be criticized. To be honest, my undergraduate major in tourism is further from my major in journalism and communication, and my professional foundation is even worse.

Fortunately, there are 13 classmates in the class, and my student number is No. 11. It is almost the end of the semester when it is my turn to explain the homework, and I still have time to make up for it.

Fortunately, unlike my unlucky male classmate, his student ID was No. 1 and he was the first to bear the brunt.

Fear creates stress and motivation in me. I made a long list of required readings for the semester and showed it to the teacher. He didn’t raise any objections.

I breathed a sigh of relief.

Throughout the semester, I read more than 30 books related to the research topic. In order to search for information, I spent countless nights and weekends in the library, sacrificing a lot of rest time, to complete this decent course. Special Papers.

After successfully passing the assignment, I submitted my manuscript to a core journal. In the midst of my anxiety, I received a notice that my paper was being requisitioned, and I finally let go of my worries.

Soon, I received the magazine that published my thesis. When I saw my name, I felt that it was worth the hard work for a semester and it was finally settled.

Today, I see the papers that I worked so hard to write. These are nothing more than useless references for joining the Writers Association, and they are better than nothing.

But in the process of writing the thesis, I saw that I actually have a stubborn spirit.

The paper is of little value to me, but this method of not being afraid of difficulties, persevering to the end, and focusing on doing things is also very suitable for today's writing.

I have never been a quick-thinking or smart person, but I still have the strength to push myself and persevere in writing.

On the way to joining the Writers Association, these useless papers, to me, have greater value here.