The ashtray in the corner

This is an ordinary ashtray. No one will notice it in that corner.

? It was there quietly, and endless troubles and melancholy piled up in its mind. In its small volume, it contains too many past and old things, with thoughts and endless thoughts. You can see the traces in your heart when you sit by and look at the burnt-out cigarette butts. As if seeing your heart struggling painfully between opening and closing, why think so much? In fact, I don't expect too much, but you can't afford what I want in your life. Some of them have been given to others, and the rest, I will feel too unfair to fight for.

? I am too tired to see it. How many times have you turned your thoughts and mind into that wisp of smoke again and again, anesthetizing yourself in its illusory cloud, and when you see the pile of innocent dust clearly, you feel cold and desperate. Why are you so stubborn about distinguishing right from wrong? In fact, people sometimes can't tell which way to go. Indulge yourself and relax yourself. In the corridor of life, you can't tell who won the home.

? Another rainy season. When you are breathing warmly and hear the lighter click, only fire will make your face look so helpless and far away in an instant. Then the silent fireworks flashed. What are you thinking about? You just feel suffocated and can't say what it is. Heavy and unclear. Do you have an ashtray? When you release everything, you are destined to load those meaningless endings. I'm looking at it, I'm looking at you quietly, feeling a silent sigh. Is it because of me? I don't know!

? I can't sleep for a long time. All I think, hear, dream and see are flashing cigarette butts. What I feel is your fragile mind wandering in the dark, wandering. I understand, I understand everything in your eyes and everything in your heart, but all I can do is listen quietly and watch it quietly. Sometimes I seem to be a bystander, but why do I feel sad sometimes when I look at your haggard and depressed appearance, as if it is myself who suffers?

? Ashtray, it's still there, quietly pick up your frustration and tolerate everything with a tolerant attitude. Have you ever seen its innocence? Why not look, listen, think and think clearly? Instead, they always deceive themselves and others with false images. In fact, you are always sad in the end!