Do you think it was lucky or unlucky for Xu Meijing to meet Chen Jiaming as a fan?

Do you think Xu Meijing, as a fan, was lucky or unlucky to meet Chen Jiaming?

May asked me this sentence. It was in 215, when I listened to "Regret" for ten years, and it was also the tenth year that I knew May.

I suddenly got a call from May that day. Her voice was depressed and deep, so I hurried to her house.

half an hour after we first arrived at her house, we didn't say anything. She curled up on the floor next to the sofa and held herself in tears silently. She wore headphones, and I got one when I came. It was Xu Meijing's "Sorry" that came from the earphone.

I silently accompanied May in tears and listened to "Sorry", saying nothing and asking nothing. If she wants to talk, she will take the initiative to tell me.

Finally, May asked me, "Do you think it was lucky or unfortunate that Xu Meijing met Chen Jiaming as a fan?"

I didn't answer. I turned to look at May. She was silently wiping her tears.

May's question stumped me. May didn't want to go on after asking this sentence. So I was lost in thought with May's question.

I began to reorganize the scattered memories of Xu Meijing in my brain.

About 95 years ago, Xu Meijing became famous for his songs such as Regret, Moonlight in the City and Sunshine after Rain. In the years when he shot to fame, Xu Meijing was dubbed as "Little Faye Wong" and "Queen Killer" by the media, and was also regarded as a great rival of Faye Wong in the music world.

But Faye Wong has been booming since the last century, but Xu Meijing has gradually lost news. The last shocking news about Xu Meijing reported by the media was "Xu Meijing is crazy".

When I learned this news, May and I always felt sorry when we listened to Xu Meijing's songs. How can a good singer be crazy?

That's when I started to go to Xu Meijing outside of music. I just learned about the love-hate relationship between Xu Meijing and Chen Jiaming.

Chen Jiaming has created many songs for Xu Meijing in music, giving full play to her vocal characteristics and making her a diva in music. But emotionally, Chen Jiaming gave Xu Meijing too many scars. As a song goes, the person I love most hurts me the most.

Zhang Ailing said that you asked me if love was worth it, but you should know that love is not worth asking.

Maybe Xu Meijing is such a person who doesn't ask if it's worth it. But when Chen Jiaming called to say that she was divorced and asked her to go back, when she left everything behind only to find that everything was a lie. When Yuan Yaofa learned all this, he sent the words of rejection. The last straw that crushed the camel appeared.

Xu Meijing, who was tortured in love, became mentally abnormal and even had rumors of suicide. As the media exposed the "hotel incident", it disappeared from the music scene.

I combed Xu Meijing's story in my mind, and then recalled the question May asked me at the beginning, but there was still no answer.

I don't know how true the news I heard from major media reports in those years was. But if that's the case, I'd rather never hear Xu Meijing's songs. Let her be an ordinary girl, with a person who loves her and a baby she loves, and live an ordinary life.

but how can I decide other people's lives? I stopped thinking and turned to look at May. Xu Meijing's song still came from the earphone: I'd rather you made a mistake and regretted it than let you wither in my arms; Let you fly to the world of your dreams and leave me alone to grieve ... < P > "I am a mistress." May said with a breakdown.

this sudden remark is enough to surprise me. But there's not much on my face. I tried to be calm. I'm afraid that my slightest strange expression will make May think I'm laughing at her, although I don't think so.

but may didn't look at me at all. Her sobbing face was buried under her long black hair. That I can't see any expression on her face.

I learned from May's next talk. May is lovelorn. That's a divorced man with children. But May doesn't care. At first, the divorced man always avoided May. However, after May took 99 steps with great courage, the man finally took a step only by Nuo Nuo. So they got together. But just a few days ago, the man told May that he had remarried.

What can May do to resist a family with an emotional foundation of more than ten years? Tears?

After telling this story, May buried her head deeply in her knees and arms, motionless. At this time, it was dark, the lights outside the window gradually lit up, and the window gradually became dark. If it weren't for May's breathing, I would hardly be sure that she was still beside me.

I said, "Let me cook you a bowl of porridge." May didn't speak.

I cooked a bowl of porridge with some vegetables and shrimps using the only ingredients in May's refrigerator. When I came to May with porridge, she silently took it. We didn't turn on the light, but lit a candle. I was very pleased to listen to May's porridge.

Finally, May was so tired that she fell asleep. I helped her tidy up and left. The next day, she called to say that she slept soundly at night. I said, then you have to treat me to a big meal. She said yes.

Later, May threw away everything related to that man and started a new life. And I left the city where I lived with May, and gradually lost contact. Just a few days ago, May called and told me that she was getting married and asked me to attend. I said yes.

On my way to the wedding, I listened to Xu Meijing's "Sorry" on the high-speed train again. I suddenly thought of what Zhang ailing said-I thought love could fill the regrets in life. However, it creates more regrets. But it happened to be love.

To my surprise, the man appeared at May's wedding. Moreover, May actually replied to me by imitating Xu Meijing's silent words in response to the "hotel incident" Chen Jiaming, "In fact, he is not a bad person. He chose to remarry, but he needs more courage."

to this day, I still can't answer May's question. But now that the parties have let go, what can I say? Happiness and misfortune may not be so important! I wish them all the best in the future!