[Crime suspense] Silence and suffocation Chapter II: Break free

The big pendulum on the porch is jingling at this time. Sun Pingtang subconsciously stopped his housework, wiped his apron, pinned a little hair behind his ear and looked down at the swagger position. It's already three o'clock on Saturday afternoon. It seems that the owner of this family should come back soon, and should step up the pace to prepare dinner.

Sun Pingtang's eyes swept to the photos of a family of three placed on the coffee table. Whenever this time, something in my heart is awakened, and it hurts faintly.

Sun Pingtang thought his last marriage was a failure, but in fact he lived together and didn't get a license. The root cause is nothing more than youthful. I don't want to listen to my parents' arrangements, and I am desperate to fight for breath. In fact, my original blindness was not completely unreasonable, because the other person was the oldest of the three children in my family. He dropped out of school early to help with farm work, so his skin became dark and he looked a little older than his actual age. But Sun Pingtang felt that the other party was very responsible, hardworking and reliable, and the other party did the same at the beginning.

In the past, men were obedient to themselves. Although they live in the village next door, they often help Sun Pingtang's family to farm and feed the cut rice when they are free. Although money didn't play a major role in the marriage at that time, the other family was really not well-off and could barely eat and wear. The only thing that exists is the brick building built at home before, which has been in disrepair for a long time and looks shabby. I wonder if it can keep out the wind and rain for several years.

But Sun Pingtang's mother is firmly opposed to this marriage. She won't admit a person who may not be able to maintain her daughter's life for a long time. However, Sun Pingtang believes that happiness is coming. She felt that her mother worried too much, and she had to live by herself after all. Sun Pingtang remembered the days when he was a child, hiding in the corner and secretly wiping his tears. He remembers his father's verbal and physical violence against his mother. He spent all day partying outside, indifferent to his life and his mother's, and finally went to live a good life with women outside.

From that moment on, Sun Pingtang secretly vowed not to repeat his mother's hell, but to find someone who is good to himself. In the end, regardless of obstruction, I just want to be with each other. What I like is each other's frankness and so-called kindness. Later, I thought about it. I have no right to judge whether what others give is good or bad. This thing has neither standard nor stability. Besides, it was never your own.

After that, Sun Pingtang chose to stay away from his hometown and move into the city. The first days can barely last. At that time, Sun Pingtang might take up to three odd jobs a day. He gets up at four o'clock every morning to wash the bathhouse, then goes to the construction site to do odd jobs, occasionally goes to the housekeeping company to see who needs hourly jobs, works as a cleaner in the supermarket at night, and does some needlework in his spare time.

Although the daily work exceeds his physical load, Sun Pingtang is satisfied in his heart. She thinks that life will definitely get better and better, and her husband is also working hard as a security guard in the hotel. Although these two people live on bread and water every day, their feelings remain the same.

Who would have expected that after a long time, the other party was actually a grumpy person who hated the poor and loved the rich. Plus, the other person doesn't know where he got addicted to alcohol. They go out early and come back late every day, but they keep their mouths shut about Sun Pingtang and say nothing about where they went.

Although Sun Pingtang once swore that he didn't want to live a life of torture like his mother used to, he also knew that he had always been a patient person. Even if the other person is violent to himself, it will hurt for several days, and he will have to endure the pain of sewing to subsidize his family, because this is absolutely not allowed to appear in public. But as long as the other party kneels, apologizes and tears, they can only be soft-hearted and forgive. Because of his denial, Sun Pingtang has been unable to escape his clutches. Even if we are separated, life in the future may not be as good as it is now, and the bullet may still survive. Sun Pingtang constantly hinted to himself in his mind.

After another year of this life, Sun Pingtang found herself pregnant.

"I'm, uh, I'm pregnant." Sun Pingtang sat on the bed, like a child who made a mistake, prevaricating. My heart hung in my throat, thinking that the other person's attitude might change.

"Oh?" The other party still turns his back on himself and is busy with his own business. "What do you want to do?"

Sun Pingtang thought that the other party was asking for his own advice and trying to control his trembling body.

"I, I want to stay." I'm so scared that I can't even say the word' life'.

"Leave? How to check in? How about staying with us? Can't you see that it's impossible to open the pot now? I think I'd better forget it. "

A series of rhetorical questions completely defeated Sun Pingtang. Sun Pingtang suddenly raised his head, and the other party still maintained the original standing posture, just turned his face to himself. Sun Pingtang's mouth is a little salty. It turned out that his lips had just been bitten too tightly. Sun Pingtang's eyes were hot and fuzzy, his mouth was half open, but he wanted to say it, but he was speechless. The desperate cry was quiet but extremely painful.

The other party's first thought was to abort, and there was no room, which made Sun Pingtang wake up from a rude awakening. Coupled with the ambiguous behavior I saw when I went to the hotel where the other party worked before, the track of the other party often going in and out of the place of flowers and willows, and the rumors that the other party was fooling around with men and women outside, I really made up my mind to end this relationship and not wronged the soon-to-be-born child.

But what can you do? Due to feudal conservative thoughts, I have no proper education and can only do some rough needlework. Besides, I'm pregnant, so the heavy work I've done before can't be considered. Besides, I don't want to go home and be teased by my family. After all, I was determined to prove it to others. What did you say? So from the beginning, I helped people sell vegetables and picked up junk in the vegetable market. Who knows this is five years.

It was not until one time that he heard from the grocer that there was a lack of a babysitter at home that he had the cheek to come forward and recommend himself. After all, children need a stable income support in all aspects of life when they are older. Fortunately, the other party often comes to buy food and thinks that Sun Pingtang is a reliable woman. For her own sake, she readily agreed.

Sun Pingtang neatly put the cleaning supplies back in the bathroom, took off his sleeves and told the girl to pay attention to safety at home. She is going to visit the vegetable market across the street and come back later. The girl's parents should not be home for another hour or so, so there is plenty of time. Recently, our daughter is growing up. I remember when my son grew up, his family conditions were not so comfortable and his nutrition didn't keep up. Now the body is very thin compared with peers. Sun Pingtang himself is very distressed. I feel that nutrition should keep up if conditions permit. When I arrived at the vegetable market, I was thinking about what to buy.

Sun Pingtang skillfully shuttled between booths, stopping at each booth to ask the price of the freshest ingredients today. Although the money is not your own, it is not a bad thing to spend some time. Hands-on work seems to be the standard for Sun Pingtang to do things in this family, which is why she is the most trustworthy person in this family. It's been twenty minutes. If you walk for ten minutes, you should be able to cook dinner when they go home. Sun Pingtang thanked him in a hurry and hurried back with the bought ingredients.

After opening the door, Sun Pingtang was about to put the things he bought back into the kitchen, only to find that the room was unusually quiet. On weekdays, girls will be very sensible to take over what they have. So Sun Pingtang called the girl's name several times in confusion, but she still disappeared. Sun Pingtang threw things at the door without taking off his shoes.

Ran into the room to see, at the end of the second floor, Sun Pingtang's legs were weak, his hands were hanging on the armrest, and his whole body lost its center of gravity, so anxious that he wanted to scream, but he could only growl a hoarse cry. Sun Pingtang swallowed, moved to the first floor of the machine, sat on the ground with trembling hands and dialed the telephone. Before the phone could respond, Sun Pingtang screamed incoherently.

"The dead! Dead! That girl is dead! Come on! "