The shared story of two lovers

Today, I still remember when I just graduated from college, Tianyu and I happily packed our bags and moved to a remote, small but warm apartment to share with others. We took the bus for a whole hour and went to IKEA to buy cheap things: tables and chairs, curtains, cushions, cups and plates ... That time, we were tired of shopping and sat on the unusually soft white sofa in the exhibition area. I pointed to the price tag of more than 3 thousand yuan and said to him, "honey, when we get married, we must buy one and put it in the living room!" It was covered with small floral cushions and a big wool carpet ... "At that time, we didn't have our own house and didn't have much savings, but this didn't prevent us from looking forward to the future.

We also share a house with a couple who are senior students in a nearby university. Their life is very simple. They go out early and come back late every day. The girl's name is Xiaomei, from Shanghai. She is petite and delicate, and you can tell from her dress that she is a child of a rich family. My boyfriend Xiao Jiang is from Hangzhou. He is tall, handsome, gentle and knows how to take care of people. They are also our second landlords. In order to reduce the burden of rent, Xiaomei posted a request for sharing rent online, and Tianyu found this good place with high cost performance.

Xiaomei Xiaojiang is not good at cooking and often comes back after eating well in the school cafeteria. But after living together for a long time, they asked if they could pay to "board" with us because they were tired of eating at school and nearby restaurants. Tianyu and I are both very accommodating people, so we agreed without much thought. It should be very lively for four people to eat together, and the variety of dishes can also be increased. My work is more free, usually I don't have to work, so I have enough time to prepare dinner.

Actually, I didn't like Xiaomei very much from the beginning. Maybe it's because she was spoiled since she was a child. She hardly does housework at home-the living room is shared, but I have been cleaning it up by myself since we moved in. Xiao Jiang occasionally comes to help, but because he is applying for a foreign university, he has been very busy and often is not at home. Students in the graduating class are very free. When Xiaomei is at home, she not only watches TV and eats snacks, but also eats GRE words. Seeing that I was cleaning, I came to thank you at most, and then boasted, "My sister is really capable, and my brother will be so lucky in the future!" " Xiaomei is only one year younger than Tianyu and me, but her "brother" and "sister" are very excited.

Our relationship with Xiaomei and Xiaojiang is just an ordinary sharing relationship. I never thought it would affect the feelings between Tianyu and me. We have been together for four years, quarreled countless times, and even almost broke up, but we finally persisted and found each other more and more important. Tianyu and I have imagined the scene when we got married countless times: at that time, we had settled in this city, and we didn't need expensive wedding photos or even diamond rings. We just invite friends to dinner. It's simple. Tianyu touched my head and praised me: well, it's really a good wife that makes people worry.

From the moment we moved together, we have been working hard for this day. However, when did Tianyu gradually get away from my sight and give up fighting for our future?

Tianyu suddenly changed in those days, and talking to me every day would seem absent-minded and preoccupied. He always apologizes to me: "I'm sorry, I'm too busy ..." Tianyu was promoted after working for one year, and the pressure was even greater. I told myself to understand his difficulties. For the obvious neglect, I forbear to get angry and ask questions, just thinking that everything will be fine and have confidence in this relationship. Until one day, I received a text message from Tianyu saying that I had something to talk about. Don't come home from work and wait for him at the company.

In the office, Tianyu and I have a direct dial phone at hand, so we seldom contact by mobile phone. That sudden message, with an unusually serious tone, suddenly gave me a bad feeling. Coupled with the eyelid has been beating for no reason, increased my anxiety. It was the end of June 1 1, early winter, and the night was very cold. Tianyu and I walked aimlessly in the noisy street. He didn't say a word, but bowed his head and left. Passing a hotel, a wedding car stopped at the door. The bride and groom greeted the guests in the cold wind, wearing little clothes and shivering with cold. In order to ease the tension between us, I pretended to be relaxed and joked, "Tianyu, we can't choose winter to get married in the future. You are so afraid of the cold!" "Tianyu silently looked up at me and suddenly held me in her arms, saying" I'm sorry "five times in a row. Actually, I guessed something before he spoke.

The day before Tianyu asked me out, Xiao Jiang moved out of that house. He was angry and slammed the door, but he didn't destroy anything in the house. That night, Xiaomei threw all her GRE exam review materials out of the window. I don't know what happened between them, but I'm sure it's an end. I heard Xiaomei's voice slightly crying. She said she was in love with someone else.

Tianyu worked overtime that day and came back very late. He didn't seem interested when I relayed it to him. That should be the most earth-shattering thing that has happened at home since we lived with this couple. Tianyu's indifference seems unnatural. I'm puzzled, but it never occurred to me that the reason for his indifference was that he was involved-he already knew it.

Tianyu said that his relationship with Xiaomei has been secretly maintained for several months. On one occasion, the company left work early due to power failure. When I got home, I saw her lying alone on the sofa in the living room reciting words and wearing transparent lace pajamas. Seeing him, she smiled and didn't shy away, as if she was always ready for this moment. She greeted him, and he couldn't help it.

"I feel guilty about you, but I have never had the courage to tell you, because I still love you ... I am very contradictory, but I can't turn my head. She has left Xiaojiang for me and could have gone to America with him. " In front of me, Tianyu was incoherent for the first time. It seems that he will only say: I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry ...

Actually, between Xiaomei and me, I'm not surprised that Tianyu will choose her. Xiaomei's family is very rich, so that he can have his own house, car and high-paying job without so much hard work-he not only found a wife, but also found a ladder to get him to the top. When two people are together, there will be many reasons other than love, and sometimes these reasons are even more important than love itself, resulting in a natural betrayal.

That night, Tianyu didn't go back with me. He said that the situation of those three people was so embarrassing that he didn't know how to face it. I wandered around to sort out my emotions. It was nearly early morning when I got home, only to find that the light in the room was still on. Xiaomei sat on the sofa waiting for me, her eyes red. I looked at her, unable to restrain my resentment any longer, and picked up the magazine on the table and threw it at her. "Go back to your room and don't let me see you again!" Xiaomei didn't shy away, but cried and begged me to fulfill her and Tianyu and their feelings. "Finished?" I sneer, "feelings will never be realized. He wants to be with you, I have no right to stop him! "

"Perfect", that's a must-have song every time I go to karaoke with Tianyu. I went back to my room, found this song in my computer and played it over and over again. I like the faint sad sound in milk tea. I've sung this song countless times, and I'm almost tired of listening to it, but I've never heard it again and again, and I burst into tears.

Do you feel at a loss? When you know that you can never bring your favorite man back to you with your ability. No one will come to save you, even if you are exhausted and miserable. At this time, you just need to raise your mouth and stubbornly say a perfect sentence. What a brave gesture-not giving up love, but finally knowing that letting go is because I want to break free, because I have no other choice but to move forward.

Conclusion: I don't know why Tianyu's wedding was chosen in winter. As a southerner, he is particularly afraid of the cold. According to a friend, it may be because the bride is pregnant, and the ceremony must be cancelled before it is "obvious". I didn't receive the invitation. I had planned to spend my annual leave in those days and find a quiet place to hide, but in the end, on that unusually cold night, I suddenly wanted to visit. I just want to see the man I once loved. That may be the last time.

When I saw Tianyu, I couldn't remember how many times the word "perfect" was played in the earphone. It turns out that when you hear your ears numb, your lacrimal gland will lose its function. Shanghai in December is really cold. The only thing that can keep you warm is the cigarettes on your lips, which are lit one by one.

I just stood quietly across the street, in the dark. Xiaomei is very beautiful, wearing a red cheongsam, which just outlines the lines. Tianyu hugged her sympathetically, dressed in a black suit, and seemed to block the cold wind for his wife.

I am confident that it will be me standing next to him.

(The above answers were published on 2015-11-05. Please refer to the actual purchase policy. )

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