Introduction to Zhiqiang Chi?

Together with Liu Xiaoqing and Chen Chong, he became a rising star in the domestic film industry. He was sentenced to four years' imprisonment for "hooliganism". His Tears at the Iron Window 20 years ago is more popular than Jay Chou's Chrysanthemum Platform now. He is Zhiqiang Chi, a star who once wandered between heaven and hell. Now that he is over 50, he told the whole story of his arrest for the first time. ......

In a daze, I handed over my first time.

After starting a business, I was out of control. At that time, I played in the cinema every month, and I was in the popular film last month. Zhao Xi Street is finished. 1982, I went to Nanjing Film Studio to shoot From the Moon to the Mid-Autumn Festival. At that time, I didn't have much contact with the outside world, and I seldom went out, because I was very, very famous. Wherever I go, people know you. At that time, people were simple and didn't sign a photo, that is, I surrounded you, followed you, looked at you and pointed like a monkey. "Look, movie star, Zhiqiang Chi!"

One thing changed my later life. Liu Xiaoqing, Zhang Lianwen and Zhao Lian are all very good friends. I am very happy to perform in Nanjing. I took two bottles of maotai and put them together. When they left after the performance, they said to me, "Xiao Chi, find some cars to deliver." There are many of them, some go to the airport and some go to the station. There were no private cars at that time. Where can I give them a full car? But I was enthusiastic and a friend, so I agreed.

I found the driver who was driving for me. He is in the small team of the provincial party Committee. But it's not enough that he has a car. He said that someone must be willing to send it. I want you to meet a friend, the daughter of the leader of Nanjing Military Region. In this way, I met my older sister 10 years older than me.

Elder sister is in her thirties. She is a battalion doctor, tall and handsome. When she said this, she said, Oh, I just want to meet Liu Xiaoqing and take a picture. Can I meet him? I said no problem, and I took her and her sister to see her at once, which made her very happy. After you came back, you implemented a red-flag car, a Shanghai car and two vans. They are strong and arrogant, driving people away.

Special thanks to the elder sister for inviting her to dinner. She was also generous and said you're welcome. Nice to meet you, Zhiqiang Chi! Sister, please! Pulling me and the driver to her house for dinner, the three of us drank a whole bottle of Yanghe Daqu.

I am a person who can't drink, but trying to be brave is also to show my gratitude. People invited us to dinner. Although we are actors, we are also the daughters of the heads of major military regions, so we drank too much. Eldest sister is divorced, and she is the only one in the family. Seeing that I really couldn't leave after drinking, I wouldn't let go and had to stay at her house. She helped me to her room. I only remember that the driver blinked at me for a long time, and he left first. I fell asleep without thinking much. Who knows, before long, the elder sister got into my bed.

What happened that week?

Many years passed, and Zhiqiang Chi never saw her again. He has been embarrassed to tell her that it was his first time. He couldn't open his mouth at that time because he was "too embarrassed to say". Later, he learned about the elder sister's situation. After he was sentenced for hooliganism, the elder sister was also tried by a military court and sentenced to 1 year in prison.

To tell the truth, my heart is fresh and eager, because I have never experienced such a thing, I am drunk. At first, I didn't get to the point at all I just felt very uncomfortable, so she hit me and later gave me a cup of hot milk to comfort me.

After this happened, my elder sister and I got closer. They have a group of people who often dance together, all children from Gao Qian, from the military region, the provincial party committee and the municipal party committee. The atmosphere at that time did not allow dancing, but they often danced face to face. Today, his house is yours tomorrow. When they arrived, they said, "Dance." As soon as the music was played and the curtain was pulled, Teresa Teng's honey floated out and jumped on it. Later, I heard that the neighbors reported that we were ugly, saying that we lived in groups by dancing, a lot of men and women pulled curtains, engaged in improper relationships between men and women, and danced naked. But I swear, we just danced face to face, which is true.

There was a girl dancing. Let's call her Xiao C, a little younger than me, and also the daughter of the army leader. She kept telling me that she didn't expect to dance with a movie star. After two dances, she leaned in my ear and said, come to our house tomorrow. There is no one at home, only myself.

I remember how I felt when I heard the subtext. My heart is pounding in my chest and I'm about to jump out at any moment. After what happened with my elder sister, I am no longer an ignorant teenager. I know what will happen here, and I am eager and afraid. I didn't sleep well all night and woke up early the next day. I am on pins and needles, looking forward to the appointed noon time.

Carrying all the crew, I came to the bus stop near Jiming Temple as a spy, and she was already waiting for me there. As soon as we met, she took my hand and went to her house three times and two times. They didn't say a word all the way. I'm so nervous that I can't even remember what kind of house her house is. She is as nervous as I am, and her clasped hands are shaking.

As soon as the door opened and entered the room, she hugged me, and of course, I hugged her. I don't know how we slept together. Looking back now, at that time, there was no happiness, all tension, and my mind was blank. At that time, I couldn't remember the process at all, and I felt very fast. After that, I felt embarrassed, as if I didn't know. I dare not look at her. I'm leaving. Just one word: go.

"No, you can't go. I will cook for you. " She hugged me.

I feel particularly uncomfortable, especially uncomfortable, and it's just the time between us. I left like an escape. I am beginning to understand men now. I've already passed and regretted it. I dare not face it, I can only escape. I can't fall in love with her and I don't know what to say to her. She cried and refused to let me go. She really likes me. Finally, she let me go and asked me to dance in the evening. I agreed. But at night, I just dare not dance with her, dare not look into her eyes, nervous and embarrassed, as if afraid that the whole world will know about us.

Zhiqiang Chi stayed with these princeling children for a week, and both Big Sister and Little C happened in this week. He later called this week "Black Week". He paid a heavy price for it. He vaguely condemns himself, but he also envies and yearns for this kind of upper-class life. It was an era when new things were constantly emerging, but the surrounding environment was still conservative: ballroom dancing, Teresa Teng, red flag cars ... these are not things that ordinary people can touch all their lives. In the social consciousness at that time, ballroom dancing was a hooligan and Teresa Teng was a decadent voice, but for a young man, he obviously felt the lifestyle brought by it.

You ask me, am I romantic except this week? I am not romantic. I am simple and kind, but I am not sure about myself emotionally. I am not a man of my own mind, and I don't know how to refuse resolutely. In addition, at a certain age, there are indeed some physiological stimuli and needs. There is a soft place in my heart, and I will let nature take its course. When I get to a certain occasion, I will get used to it and put myself in it.

This week, another time, the three of us drove a red-flag car to Zijinshan together, each with a girl, both partners, holding hands and carrying them into the car. In the red-flag car, everyone sits on his lap. I just sat on my lap-this is what the newspaper later rendered as "gathering people for fornication."

I spent a week fooling around with these people because I used the car, but I have a job and I want to make a movie. I will return to my life soon. Our shooting is semi-closed, strict and even semi-militarized. What era was that? At that time, you had to report to the unit when you were in love. If the organization doesn't agree, you won't be allowed to fall in love until you are 22 years old.

This week has brought me great surprises. I feel a little happy and a little scared. A voice in my head said, "Stop it and don't go any further." As we say now, this is a small matter. So, after this week, I will never go again. After more than a month, the play was over and I left Nanjing.

Forced cuddling is called indecent men and women dancing and hooliganism.

Zhiqiang Chi made his first film when he first entered the Chang Ying factory. His first shooting location was Shexian County, Hebei Province, which was the starting point for his "involvement" in the film industry. Finally, when he was arrested, he was also in Hebei Province. This time, it is Wanxian. He repeatedly stressed: "it's over" and "it's over"!

It was 1983, the national "strike hard", and the film actor Zhiqiang Chi never thought that strike hard would have anything to do with him. On this day, after filming, he was playing cards with his colleagues in the hotel room. The local police who assisted them in filming in Wanxian knocked at the door, and the attitude of the usually polite police changed completely at this time.

Because I know this policeman well at ordinary times, I'm still joking. Why? Who has offended you? He didn't make fun of it either. He just said, Come out.

Before going out, just probe: a corridor of the police of the Public Security Bureau! A row of blue uniforms and red collars! What is this? My mind flashed through Nanjing. Sure enough, the police told me that they had received a call from Nanjing: arrest Zhiqiang Chi.

On the same day, he put me in Wanxian detention center: a small earthen house, in which two people have been shut. There is grass on the ground, one is handcuffed, the other is sitting underground, and it stinks everywhere. I was thrown here from such a high-end hotel at once. They were very excited when they saw me: Zhiqiang Chi! Aren't you Zhiqiang Chi? Why did you come in? ! You can imagine how embarrassed I am. I ask again, these two people: one peeked at the ladies' room and was sentenced to death with a two-year suspension; The other, forcibly hugging a young woman, was called indecency and sentenced to four years in prison.

To tell the truth, it makes me sick to be locked up with such people, but when I think about it, I am not as good as them. They haven't had a substantial relationship with women yet. That's it, and then I'm not allowed to die. Don't laugh. At that time, the relationship between men and women was so high that you didn't know that people were shot every day during the crackdown. That's what we saw with our own eyes: pointing a gun at a row of signs on our chest, rapists, robbers, murderers, hooligans, death penalty! Execute immediately! Big cross!

I was really at a loss. Unlike now, people have a sense of law. If you commit a crime, you have to have someone to infringe on. Who did I violate? She takes the initiative, you are voluntary, consensual, based on facts and taking the law as the criterion. I understand all these words today, but where was it then? The police in Wanxian don't know what I did. Ask me, can I say? I said, let's fight. How can I talk to people!

The police are very kind to me. I went back to the hotel and brought my toothbrush. I also brought a hotel quilt tray and spread it on the ground. These two prisoners look silly. I have never seen such a special prisoner. Soon, a big barrel of sweet potatoes came in to cook porridge, which belonged to the three of us. The two prisoners immediately jumped down to eat, and I couldn't swallow a bite. In the end, both of them ate. I asked the police for a cigarette, stretched it out by the small iron window, and stayed up for two days.

On the third day, people came to Nanjing. Armed police were escorted to Nanjing, and I was still in handcuffs. I'm ashamed of your brother for coming all the way! Everybody knows me! The armed police also said that we have never escorted celebrities, and we saw it this time. On the train in Tianjin, three armed policemen lost their money, and finally I came forward. I told the conductor that we were on a business trip and we lost money. The conductor looked at it: Zhiqiang Chi! Arrange the sleeper quickly. Train tickets for four people are free. In this way, they untied me When I got to Nanjing, I got off the train, immediately put on handcuffs and pushed into the police car. Woo-hoo took me away.

Later, I learned that I was arrested for dancing, and dancing is a hooligan. Everyone we danced with was caught. The trouble is that every time we ask who else has danced, everyone doesn't know what the psychological reason is. The first one must say Zhiqiang Chi, I am the leader! Comrades in the Public Security Bureau told me that you should take the initiative to explain, and if others tell you, you will be passive. Your father came here the other day. Can you live up to your father by not telling the truth? I'm honest, too, and I'm thinking about being lenient. I'm relieved to tell you everything.

A few days later, China Youth Daily reporter lied that he was the superior of the Public Security Bureau to find out the situation. When I heard that I was superior, I thought about how to belittle myself. I have made a lot of profound reviews and severe self-criticism: pursuing bourgeois lifestyle, bourgeois enjoyment, and longing for luxurious life ... I didn't expect that my report on my thoughts and fierce struggle against private discourse became my crime in the hands of journalists.

As soon as the newspaper came out, the headline was "screen star, life criminal", and the article wrote how I took the girls to the red-flag car, collective fornication, gang rape and rape. When the report came out, the whole country was in an uproar: what are such people still doing? Shoot!

Before the article was published, the Public Security Bureau called my unit and told me that there was no victim in Zhiqiang Chi's case. At best, it is a bad life style and requires the factory to take it out for education. Liu is the director of the security department of our factory and plays Wang Cheng in Heroes and Children. He came here all night. It took two days from Changchun to Nanjing at that time. What a coincidence. On their way to pick me up, the news report came out. In just one day, how many calls have been made to the Nanjing Public Security Bureau from all over the country: scum and degenerates like Zhiqiang Chi, what are you doing with such dirty people? We're waiting for a public trial and execution! These calls were made to the public security bureau, the provincial party Committee and the provincial political and legal Committee ... The public security bureau said to the people in our unit: not now, dare not mention the release of people again.

Or is our factory director at a high level? He called the police: "since you decided to let people go, it means that things are not serious." How can it be influenced by public opinion? " The other person's answer is, no, now the politics and law committee is very embarrassed: Zhiqiang Chi can't let go for the time being. Later, an article was added: The Zhiqiang Chi red-flag car case should be dealt with as hooliganism, otherwise the people of the whole country would not agree.

As a result, all the young men and women who danced together were punished as hooligans, and all the girls on the red flag car were spared. Little c got a heavier sentence than me. She was sentenced to five years. My appeal was rejected and the original judgment was upheld.

"Imprisoned Freshmen Art Troupe"

Many things, Zhiqiang Chi didn't know until he got to the labor camp. He didn't read the newspaper until later. After reading it, he tore it into pieces. The court specially wrote an internal reference for him: China Youth Daily seriously interfered with the judicial process of the court trial. Before the court convicts, the newspaper has no right to characterize rape and gang rape. "But what's the use? The popular psychology of that era: newspapers represent the official position. People didn't know the final verdict of the court, so they labeled Zhiqiang Chi as a "rapist".

Deng also came out to help him speak. 1980, later than the highest national literary award "Creation Award for Outstanding Young Actors of the Ministry of Culture", which was awarded twice, the first time by Zhao Dan, Bai Yang and Qin Yi, and the second time by Chen Chong, Zhiqiang Chi, Liu Xiaoqing and Tang Guoqiang. This time, it's just an award presented by Deng. She met them, and when she took a group photo, Zhiqiang Chi sat next to her. On the case of Red, she said, "Don't exaggerate Zhiqiang Chi. Why does an actor make so much noise? "

In the labor camp, Zhiqiang Chi works like a silent stone. The quarry of the coal mine transported the boulder from the mountain, smashed it into small stones and smashed it into the tiger's mouth. He shed tears while working, and two white tears brushed his dark face. Digging, orchards, tea gardens, fields ... "What the hell am I doing!" He hopes to get rid of his inner pain through high-intensity hard work.

At first, I really wanted to die. I already have a stewardess girlfriend, needless to say, it's over. Her parents asked my parents to compensate for the loss and cursed my parents: your family has raised a beast!

Of course I don't blame her. In this case, she is also a victim. How sad and disappointed she should be with me. Everyone around her knows that she is with me, which is also an impact on her reputation. Six months after I went to prison, she got married, because the young man who pursued her said, I won't let you fall in love with Zhiqiang Chi.

Once, the reform-through-labour team took me to a coal factory, and there were a sea of people on both sides, pointing and poking me: rapist! Under such a great shame, I burst into tears. I've already done this, so I won't say much. I'm going to serve my sentence. I have been a citizen and an actor all my life, but I have made three great achievements in the labor camp!

At that time, there was a belief that I would return to the ranks of actors. In the 1980s, every worker's post was cherished, let alone an actor. I firmly believe that Zhiqiang Chi is a good man and I want to go back to work.

In prison, the leader asked me to organize a "prisoner art freshman group" to perform for prisoners and their families during the New Year. I became a professional as soon as I heard it. There are many people arrested in the entertainment circle, including acrobatic troupe, somersault and dancing. I often don't sleep, and I rush to schedule programs all night.

One program is my music recitation. There was a gymnast in prison, and I asked him to make up a dance. "Mom, I used to be your pride, but today I am your shame. Looking at your stumbling back behind bars, I am speechless ... "The voice is beautiful, accompanied by dancing, with the iron railing in the background, the image of an old lady chasing the light silhouette. I asked the actors who can do somersaults to do somersaults directly here, kneeling on their knees, crashing to the ground and standing still. "Mom, I can't make up for the trauma I caused you in my life!"

Oh, that works really well. At that time, when he fell to the ground with a crash from the air, many people in the audience exclaimed, and then there was a long applause! I hugged him as soon as I got off the stage. I said, good brothers, really good brothers! On the stage, as an actor, I have never heard such sincere and grand applause from the society. Now, as a prisoner, among the prisoners' families and the police, the applause I hear is really the applause of world famous brands.

Because the performance was so good, we started a social tour and went to all the districts in Nanjing. At that time, Nanjing Radio and Television Bureau wanted to make a film called Zhiqiang Chi, and the script was all written, so I refused to make it. I, Zhiqiang Chi, am not a hero. But I still remember the beginning of the script: the shaking lens-pushing and pushing-"Zhiqiang Chi Prison Art Freshmen Group". Someone is holding money: Do you have a ticket? Do you have a ticket? One ticket is hard to find.

Because of this art troupe, I made a contribution. There is an old lady whose son is in prison. In order to get her son into our art troupe, she raised money everywhere to buy him a guitar-because the labor camp was also poor at that time, and there was a bad rule that anyone who volunteered to join the art troupe should bring a musical instrument. The old lady knelt down as soon as she saw me. My heart is always uncomfortable. I said, "Don't worry, Aunt, I'll take your son!" In fact, he doesn't have any literary expertise. There is a program, "Three Sentences and a Half". I just let him say that half sentence, and I don't know. I'll scold him if I can't say it well. Very intense. I said, do you deserve your mother? I was grumpy. It was all sin. I can't establish my prestige without tough measures. I'm relieved that many of the inmates who served their sentences together at that time are very promising now, and they are all millions of bosses. What about me? Four years in prison, one and a half years later, he was released early.

Back to the long shadow

Before I got out of prison, I was ecstatic and expected to be free again. I didn't know what to do the day I got out of prison! I can't walk, my legs can't walk, and I can't get out of the iron gate. where am I going? Go home? It's a pity that I met my parents. How can I meet them? Shall I go back to the factory? Oh, my god, I have to climb in along the crack. Don't meet acquaintances. What a pity! There are reporters and people who come to meet me at the door. "Step by step out of the prison gate ..." This song comes from.

The first stop went to Nanjing, and "Color Bridge" played my mother's Chen Lin's house. As soon as I got to the stairs, I heard the long-lost voice of cooking, and with a sound of "Ding-",my heart was sour and sweet, bitter and astringent, and I leaned in. As soon as she entered the door, she was afraid that I would be uncomfortable and embarrassed, pretending as if nothing had happened: "Son, come back, wait a while, and aunt will bring you the meal later." His wife came over and patted me on the shoulder, and the clap made my tears come out.

The evaluation of the reform-through-labour team is: "Zhiqiang Chi was treated too seriously in the movement and suggested returning to the factory." With such appraisal and the record of three meritorious deeds in prison, changchun film studio accepted his return with pleasure, but it also showed that he could not enter the troupe immediately after his return and had to be transferred to the workshop to make a transition. This is the most difficult road. His former good friends, Pan Hong and Liu Wei, hang around in front of him every day. He wears sunglasses and is afraid to take pictures with them. They were filming, but he was pulling a cart, one to deliver coal, the other to build a house, repair lights, sand and paint walls, and do some temporary work.

But I have spiritual support: I am back, and I am still in the factory. For this little hope, I will follow this hope. People's adaptability is the strongest. I have adapted to luxury, and I can adapt to hell. So when Song Xiaoying patted me on the shoulder and said "Hadron, do a good job", I only felt grateful to these friends.

Tears in prison: recasting glory

This was done 1 year. Jilin TV Station has a TV series "Second Inspector Coachman". Let me play inspector ii, one of the leading men. Come to our factory and transfer me here. Our factory agreed. It's really my grand festival. After I got out of prison, I got my life, political life and artistic life for the second time. In front of the camera, my growth and artistic talent are more real at this moment. Because all my life experiences are for performance, and people's maturity lies in past experiences. I made two plays in a row. Because I always hum the song "iron gate, bars, chains …", which I wrote and composed myself in prison, and was heard by the people in the audio-visual company of the unit, I thought it would be better to record a tape. I still feel a little guilty. Just say it's not elegant. As a result, the other party said, nothing, change the lyrics. "Karma, Karma, I really am Karma. Why is my fate so miserable? Life outside is wonderful, and I was tortured in prison. " The last sentence was later changed to "I was thinking outside the prison".

After the recording, I didn't take it seriously, so I went to the source of the Yangtze River and Tanggula Mountain with Li Youbin to shoot "Ancient Days". Yes 1988, we have suffered a lot. When we came down from the mountain and arrived in Shanghai, I didn't know that Tears behind bars was so popular all over the country. The film world was founded 35 years ago, and the event was held in Shenyang Gymnasium. I, Yan Weiwen, Mao Amin, David Jiang ... Many singers went, with Ni Ping as the host. When the announcer reported that the following is the long-lost changchun film studio famous actor Zhiqiang Chi, the stadium of 10,000 people was boiling, red flags, colorful flags, RMB and even banknotes were thrown on the stage, and college students played banners "Zhiqiang Chi We Love You"!

I walked to the center of the stage, and for five minutes, I didn't speak. Later, every time I sang, the audience cheered and thundered, so I couldn't sing any more. Behind me is Mao Amin. She can't even go on stage. The audience wouldn't let her come up or let me go down at all. It's a mess The curator said that Shenyang Gymnasium only cheered like this twice. Once, Lang Ping women's volleyball team won five consecutive victories here. Once again, you Zhiqiang Chi.

Fate and this joke I played often made me cry.

This kind of scene, even Zhiqiang Chi himself felt incredible. "I was going to shoot birds, but I finally got back a tiger!" He tried to analyze the deep-seated reasons for people's unprecedented enthusiasm for him. Perhaps, I think his star path is bumpy, which has aroused the good feelings of the audience; Perhaps I feel that fate owes him and I have the will to double compensation; Maybe he feels that he is a victim of the times and needs to be rehabilitated; Or, the simplest reason is that people see their own human weakness in Zhiqiang Chi-he just made a mistake that everyone can make.

But soon, Zhiqiang Chi's "Prison Songs" series was criticized and questioned. Some people think that Zhiqiang Chi has brought a deformed and abnormal unhealthy emotion to the society, showing off his sufferings to win the sympathy of the audience ... Tears in Prison turned from hot to cold in less than a year, and was said to be useless. This time, Zhiqiang Chi was disheartened and decided to quit the stage completely. He married a girl from Hangzhou and started to go into business and open a hotel. This walk is more than ten years.

For an actor, the most ruthless thing is time, and the most forgetful thing is the audience. After more than ten years, Zhiqiang Chi, who regained his interest in performing arts, found that the good days of his generation had passed. There are few good scripts suitable for his age, and the director either forgets his existence or is worried that he will not be used. After coming back, I only took a few roles, mostly supporting roles. More ironically, this actor who once played a positive role in the film has now become a professional prisoner in the director's mind. Whenever there is a prisoner play, directors will think of him.

"It's almost turning me into a singer." His most frequent performance activities now are going to concerts in various places and going to some remote counties. Naturally, I still sing his prison song series. "They don't recognize anything else." He found that there were people there who remembered him. This time in Hubei, an 80-year-old woman must come to see Zhiqiang Chi and say that she is too worried about her children. Seeing him, the old lady grabbed him with a strong hand. "Son, I can't believe you are such a beautiful person. You can do that! "

After singing in Hubei, in Hunan, a farmer opened dozens of miles of mountain roads just to give him 100 yuan. "His own clothes are very old and his shoes are pulled. He gave me a crumpled 100 yuan. The security guard almost wouldn't let him in. I asked him why he gave me money. He said: You need it. I don't understand him, he thought. It must be hard for Zhiqiang Chi to go to prison.

I had a lump in my throat. He refused the old farmer's gift and asked him what he needed instead. The old farmer said happily, "I don't lack anything." My family has more than ten acres of land, and I can sell more than 3,000 pieces of grain a year! " He couldn't even attend the concert, so when he saw Zhiqiang Chi, he left in a hurry.

So, you ask me, when can I really stand up after I get out of prison? I'm telling you, I haven't stood up yet

When will Zhiqiang Chi stop being a prisoner in people's minds, and the director will no longer be the first to think of me when shooting a prisoner's play. I can play any excellent role I want, so that I can really stand up and tear off this label on me.

The only consolation is that my son is 19 years old. I think he can collect his father's past through many channels, but I have always kept my dignity in his heart. He has no shadow at all. He knows that his father is a good man.

You ask me, now that the atmosphere has changed, will I find a lady in some social occasions? I tell you, I want to, but I dare not! Once, two of my fans chased me to my room to spend the night with me, and I realized that they were ladies. Boy! Two accompany me, one! It's all beautiful and delicious, don't I want to? I perform outside for eight months a year. Am I a monk? But I dare not. I have to refuse. My wife knows me. She said: Zhiqiang Chi was bitten by a snake once, so he would never jump on it.

But I feel that I look at people around me, in front of my wife, hugging other women's husbands and wives, and I think, this world is really different! If I had been born 20 years later, I wouldn't have gone to prison!

So you see, I am a kind person, weak and affectionate inside, and seldom resent anyone. I am a receiver. My father is the police chief. When I was a child, I would salute him when I saw the epaulettes coming and going at home. I set up the ideal of being a policeman, but when the teacher advised me to be an actor, I accepted it. I had a crush on a girl, but when my parents introduced me to my girlfriend, I accepted. I have no plan for my career, even at the peak, I don't have much ambition, so when my career falls into a trough, I accept it calmly. Although I was convicted of the so-called "hooliganism", in fact, I am more of a receiver than a requester in this matter of women. Therefore, I can finally accept the joke played by fate, which often makes me cry.