Thank you for making me so good that I can never look down on you again!

Thank you:

No matter how hard I work, in your eyes, I will always admire others; no matter how I do it, in your eyes, I will always be calm and responsible. It's not me; no matter what achievements I get, in your mouth, they are so cheap and not worth mentioning. Thank you for your companionship for so many years, thank you for your persecution for so many years, thank you for looking down on you, which made me become so good, so that I can no longer look down on you!

Chen Xi said, before I met her, my biggest dream in my life was that when I saved enough money, I would take my parents to see the outside world, so that they could not know the outside world for the rest of their lives. I only stayed in dictation and reverie, but after meeting her, I realized how simple it is to go outside.

After the rain settles in the empty mountains, and the misty clouds pass by, it is like "a girl comes out of the bath and puts on a light veil". The stream gushes out from the mouth of the altar in the abyss beneath my feet like a frightening stream. On the other side of the dense canyon, the peaks surrounded by white clouds and mist are meandering and indigo. Together with the hazy sky, they appear harmonious, natural and tranquil. There are hundreds of miles of deep valleys and three thousand peaks. And all this is known only from outsiders’ accounts!

Chen Xi is a child in the mountains. Before he walked out of the mountains, he learned everything about the outside world from his parents, fellow villagers, and those who came home from the mountains to visit relatives. He had a strong impression of the outside world. He couldn't wait to see his reaction. When he told his parents about this bold idea, he couldn't help clenching his fists, because children in the mountains basically work with their parents when they grow up. Generally, there are very few parents. Chen Xi was very worried that his parents would disapprove of letting their children wander around.

Obviously, Chen Xi’s worries were unnecessary. His parents agreed after thinking for a while, saying, you are the first child in our family to walk out of the mountains. Don’t lose our ancestors. Face, when you get married that day, remember to take our old couple out for a walk and let us see the outside world!

Chen Xi jumped up excitedly, her hands that trembled involuntarily because of excitement tightly grasped the clothes of the second elder. I will definitely try my best to behave like a human before coming back. I will definitely take you out when the time comes. Never return to this desolate mountain.

On the day Chenxi left, the mountain people who heard that Chenxi was leaving the mountains gathered in front of his house. Some people brought dry food, and some gave Chenxi a small amount. Savings, and some people told Chen Xi about a safe route out of the mountains, or how to save themselves after being injured. Chen Xi listened to these in her heart, and tears kept rolling in her eyes. She didn’t know how long she endured it, but finally when she turned around, Sliding like silk threads.

The morning sun went out as expected. The outside world is indeed very exciting. At home, except for the endless mountains, the rest is desolate. But here, there are green waters and green mountains, pleasant scenery, developed transportation, and clothing worn on the road. The people of all shapes and sizes coming and going, as well as the sprinklers that sprayed water, made Chenxi full of curiosity. Faced with many temptations, he was confused because he didn't know where he was going in this bustling and colorful city. What to do, after all, it is normal for a child who has come out of the mountains to have difficulty getting used to it!

Chenxi said, I only got a serious illness when there was no one around, which made me sleepy, so I could get to know her. I thought I could spend my whole life with someone, just to take advantage of myself, but I didn’t expect On the contrary, it fulfilled me! Life is really dramatic. What you value and want may just be something that others disdain.

Chen Xi’s name was Jia Wen, and she was a sex worker in this city. She was working overtime that day, so she went home late, and happened to meet Chen Xi who was unconscious on the road. She thought she had drunk too much and lay down on the road and fell asleep. She was probably afraid of her life, so Jia Wen dragged Chen Xi to the side of the road. During the process, Jia Wen felt that Chen Xi's body was particularly hot, and it was not the state of being drunk. And she also came into contact with many drunk customers in her work, so she was very familiar with the state of drunkenness. After that, she touched Jia Wen's head. The heat made her understand that the young man had a high fever, so she quickly called 120 and called an ambulance.

The first thing he saw when he woke up in the morning sun was the dazzling white wall. Since he had just woken up, his mind was still very confused, so when he thought about the sky and the dark, a soft voice floated over, you woke up?

Chen Xi turned around and saw a soft face. Her heart suddenly slowed down three beats. Jia Wen looked at his obsessed look and smiled, but this was the first time Jia Wen was happy. Smiling, very sweet!

Before Chen Xi was discharged from the hospital, Jia Wen had been taking care of him and asked some questions about why he fainted alone on the road. Chen Xi told her all about her situation one by one. Those who are involved in society do not understand the dangers of people's hearts, because we don't know whether the beauty of one moment will turn into a big bad wolf in sheep's clothing in the next moment!

After Chenxi was discharged from the hospital, Jia Wen took Chenxi to decorate it well. She was worthy of being a child from the mountains. Although her skin was a bit darker, it did not affect the wild beauty of her mountain people at all, and the black color made her look more beautiful. It adds a layer of maturity and stability to his handsomeness.

Jia Wen rented a house with two bedrooms and one living room. Anyway, she couldn't live in it alone, so she simply let Chen Xi live in her home. In this way, the two of them "lived together". Wen would tell Chen Xi about the current social situation and the country's laws and regulations after get off work every day, and was also looking for a job suitable for Chen Xi. Because Jia Wen is good-looking, most of the customers she receives are executives or officials, so she comes in contact with a wider range of people. In the end, Jia Wen, based on Chen Xi’s own situation, asked him to work as a security guard first to familiarize himself with the society. When the day comes, No longer so alien, let him find another job.

She regarded him as her trust for the rest of her life. When she was no longer in this business, she planned to go home with him and use her savings over the years to live a good life. And he, at first, just regarded her as a big sister. Later, after getting along with her, he found that although the age difference was a bit big, she was quite good in other aspects, so he and she fell in love!

She can arrange a job for him, but he doesn’t know what kind of job the person he likes does. He only goes out late and comes home early every day, and when he comes back, he always smells pungent. The smell of alcohol, every time Chenxi asked her what she was doing, she would always talk about the company's entertainment, but every time Chenxi chose to believe her unconditionally because he loved her.

She changed jobs for him again and again, and every time he changed jobs, he would work harder, because he knew that only by working hard could he be worthy of her. Chen Xi is worthy of being a child from the mountains. He has a strong body and strong perseverance. He works overtime until late at night every day and makes breakthroughs again and again. His boss will publicly praise him every time he meets, and every time he is about to be promoted. When his salary was raised, she would change his job. Being assigned a new job again, Chen Xi couldn't help but ask why you changed my job every time when my career was just starting to improve? She said, you have too little social experience and your current social class is too low. Only when you are appreciated in a company and your boss entrusts you with important tasks can you know whether your current status is solid. Each change of job is to allow you to better adapt to society and lay the foundation for a better life in the future. Your actions make me very happy and make me feel that my investment in you is not wrong. In the future, you will definitely let me live a good life. A good life. So this may be the last time I help you change your job, because I can only help you so far, and all my resources stop here. From now on, it’s up to you!

Chen Xi nodded in understanding, but when he heard about the lives of the two of them in the future, he became even more motivated. He promised in his heart that he would give her a life as a master, and would not let her in the future. If she continues to live this kind of life of leaving late and returning early, Chen Xi has already planned in her mind when to get married, when to have children, and when to take her parents out of the mountains to live with her.

It seemed that all the plans were proceeding steadily according to Chen Xi's calculations, but suddenly one day, Jia Wen told him that she didn't want to go to work anymore and wanted to be a full-time wife at home. Chen Xi thought Without thinking about it, he readily agreed, because looking at her distorted expression when she came back every day, although he had intentions, he was helpless and could only provide care. Letting her resign and stay at home was Chen Xi's dream, so this time she Opening her mouth, Chen Xi of course agreed! Later, Jia Wen would wait for Chen Xi to come home every day, and then eat, wash and rest together.

However, it didn't take long after such days. When she spent all her previous savings lavishly, Jia Wen complained, saying that Chenxi's salary was too low and could not meet her maintenance needs except for daily expenses. Complaining and endless complaints made Chenxi start to waver like never before. Is this really the girl I think I can stay with for life?

Chen Xi just had an idea and persuaded herself in her heart that maybe she had lost herself for a while and she would be fine after a while. However, Chen Xi's tolerance did not make Jia Wen reflect. Instead, she punished him even more intensely, talking about who is good, who is generous, who is so and so...

Chen Xi had just returned home, and when she was about to tell her the good news about her promotion and salary increase, she heard this monologue. In the past, my job was indeed not sunny, and I was engaged in dirty underground body trade, but since I met you, I thought You are a gift given to me by God to save my Prince Charming, but your career is really chilling. You can keep me fed and clothed, but you can’t satisfy my realistic heart, so I still pick myself up. It's my old profession. Although it's not natural, my pursuit can be fully satisfied. Chenxi, I’m sorry!

In the morning light, I knocked on the door and returned to the room. We had dinner together and looked at each other speechlessly. It was just that one of the eyes had more indifference and less innocence; the other had more shame and less innocence. Just calm down a bit! After that night, Chen Xi never went home again. She lived and ate in a small attic next to the company every day with a rent of 200 yuan a month. But Jia Wen seemed to understand something. Only at the beginning, she still cared about where he was and why she didn't. If he came back, there would be no news later.

Three years later, this is the eighth year that Chen Xi has come out to work. Now he is calm and calm, and his aura has improved a lot. He is unsmiling and not lecherous. The boss gave him the He worked hard to complete the tasks. Later, he sent off the general manager of the company and took up the post with the support of his employees. In the first year of the company in his hands, he used his management experience and marketing strategies in recent years to make the company Successfully made the first pot of gold.

Later, when the partner approached him to discuss business cooperation, he saw Jia Wen again. When he saw her, she was being held by an old man. Due to the dark light, he could not see clearly. What they were doing, I only knew that their behavior was disgusting. When they sat down, they didn't expect that the old man was also one of the joint venture partners. Chen Xi showed no so-called anger, and there was no so-called contempt in her eyes anymore, more It's respect and admiration. After it was over, Chen Xi quickly walked out of the hotel, dialed her phone, and took her back to the small house where the two of them had lived together.

Chenxi opened her mouth first!

Thank you: No matter how hard I work, in your eyes, I will always be admired by others; no matter how I do it, in your eyes, being calm and responsible will never be me; no matter what I gain No matter what achievements you make, they are so cheap and not worth mentioning. Thank you for your companionship for so many years, thank you for your persecution for so many years, thank you for looking down on you, which made me become so good, so that I can no longer look down on you!

Thank you for everything you have given me. Perhaps it is more accurate to say that you have given me the opportunity. Everything is achieved through my own struggle. On the way to my success, I seem to have not received a single bit of support from you. Encouragement, some are just initial and additional blows. Of course, I really thank you. No matter it is good or bad, it is you who make me better and make me look down on you now!

Tomorrow I will give you a sum of money. Save it, it will be enough for you to spend your whole life. Don’t do this kind of work anymore. This is not a charity to you, but just to thank you for helping me. It’s just my help when there is no way to go, and my unbearability when I see you being teased. Although we are not married, we have lived together after all. I don’t want you to be plagued by diseases in the rest of your life.

Later, Chen Xi picked up his parents from the mountains, married a wife and gave birth to a baby. But he never forgot that benefactor in his heart.

When the road ahead is unknown, please try to package yourself so that you look like a lollipop instead of a marshmallow. You can only make yourself better and keep working towards the strong. , only then can we be able to block it with soldiers, cover it with water and cover it with soil, stay calm in the face of danger, draw a successful end to our lives, give our parents a complete explanation, and give our families a good guarantee!

A "Thank You" is given to everyone. Please be patient and read it to the end!

Thank you

Thank you to the person who always helped me clean up the mess no matter how much trouble I made.

Thank you to the person who pushed me when I was at my lowest point. Thank you a lot to the one who didn't give me a tissue when I cried but cried with me. Thank you to the one who forced me to try again when I told you to give up a million times. Thank you to the one in the no-man's corner. You who applauded me thank you who scolded me and bullied me all day long but could be the first to show up when I needed it most. Thank you to me who cried and wiped away your tears when you cried. Thank you to me who was stubborn, willful, silly and persistent. How could I have such a good person without you! Thank you and thank me. I believe that even if we go our separate ways, there will always be those two star shadows holding hands in the most beautiful night sky.