I was hung on the confessional wall.

I was hung on the confessional wall.

I heard that the school grass in the next class wanted to give it to me.

I don't remember the school grass, but my deskmate was really angry.

He sat there and continued to write physics topics, as if he didn't respond.

A man was hiding in the shadow under the wall, and his long hair covered his eyes. I can only see his pointed chin, which is too thin and pale.

I concluded that he was angry.

"Thin feast, I don't like him. Don't be angry. "

"It's none of my business."

His cold face scares me a little.

2

Bo Yan is my savior.

The night my stepmother kicked me out, he picked me up by the roadside.

I please him every day without making him angry. He is really rich. My tuition and living expenses depend on him, including that I live in his house now.

So I only do two things every day. One is learning.

The other is to coax him.

Bo Yan is handsome and rich, but he is disabled.

When we met, it was like I was lucky.

When Bo Yan was a child, my parents had a bad relationship and often quarreled. Later, my mother committed suicide with Bo Yan, who was 10 years old.

When he was rescued, his legs were badly burned and he had to take a wheelchair.

"Thin banquet, let's go to Jinyuan Zhu Xiao for dinner tonight." I pretend to be pathetic.

"Very good."

Bo Yan will be soft-hearted. Every time I show such an expression, he will listen to me.

I admit that he can be regarded as my father.

But I wasn't like this before.

The day he came to pick me up, he had to go home with him because there was really no place to go.

I remember him. He is the classmate in the wheelchair in the last row of our class.

But he left the next day. I'm going to do a part-time job, or I'll really starve to death.

Jinyuan Zhu Xiao is the place where I used to work. This is a rich area, with a lot of tips, and the waiters designated by the guests can get a high commission.

Only waiters who are good-looking and in good shape have to wear maid clothes.

I went without thinking, and I was quite confident in this face.

Bo Yan's father made money abroad, and his mother left a large fortune after her death, so he had nothing but money.

I go to school during the day and work at night.

Very tired.

I want to save money to pay the rent, and I also need tuition and living expenses for college.

I want money.

"Xiao Sheng, I envy you. You made a lot of money this month. "

Xiaoyou is my colleague. We go to work together every day.

At that time, Bo Yan often came to dinner and then asked me to serve by name. Although it's just the housekeeper and him, he will order a lot of dishes, even if he doesn't eat a fifth.

Every time he comes to dinner, I get about 3000 commission.

In less than a month, I have saved enough tuition and living expenses for high school in the next two years.

"You don't have to come in the future, I have enough money." I am really grateful to him for coming to cross my living Buddha.

Actually, it's more like the silly son of the landlord's family.

I recorded the money I owed him one by one, and vowed in my heart that I would pay him back when I had money.

three

Later, his father wanted to take him abroad for treatment, but he refused and shut himself in his room.

He hates his father.

For so many years, he was accompanied by only a housekeeper and no father. Then shut yourself in your room like a child and refuse treatment.

Bo Yan has always been too sensitive to drink. When I was called by the housekeeper's grandfather, he smelled of alcohol and hid in the corner, which was very pitiful.

"Thin banquet, you go to treatment."

I feel a little distressed. He is so beautiful and kind. Why are his eyes so sad and pathetic?

"Why do you care about me?"

His voice is deep and hoarse, like a wolf in the dark.

I hugged him gently and comforted him, even if it was a little reward.

Grandpa Butler said that he has been trying to prevent calf atrophy since the age of 10.

"You hugged me first, so never let go." Bo Yan hugged me hard and buried his head in my neck, as if to learn something from me.

The smell of alcohol makes me shudder.

four

We live together, and I only learn to coax him every day.

We go to school together, go to school together, eat together, sit at the same table, and even sleep together every day.

He just hugged me, kissed me and did nothing.

He has this almost abnormal possessiveness, but he is also extremely gentle.

As long as I am by his side, don't make friends, and accompany him every day, I will live like a princess.

This house is super big and luxurious, with many maids, chefs and drivers.

But there is no love.

I'll stay with him. As for what identity and how long, I don't know myself.

"Bo Yan, how long will you be back this time?" I wore a white princess dress and held his arm sweetly.

"A month." His tone is blunt, and he must still be angry about the advertisement wall today.

"You don't be angry! I don't like him. I can't leave you at all. You are all to me. "

He finally has a smiling face.

What he wants to hear most is that I can't leave him.

In the past two years, I seem to be a spoiled dodder flower, living entirely on him.

I always knew clearly that if there was no thin banquet, I might still be a dancer in that bar or even live on the street.

five

I enjoy the best life, but I have no money. Thin banquet never takes money, and there is no place to spend money.

I don't know what I mean to him, but I like it. Or love? Or am I just a good-looking and obedient pet, a delicate doll?

How long can he support me?

I don't think about these things, but I always understand a truth.

Always on your own.

Dad used to love mom, but later he abandoned us, too.

I want to make other plans. I don't want to be the abandoned person, so I want to abandon him in advance.

There was 20 thousand yuan in that card before I moved here.

So, I'm biding my time.

"I'm leaving tomorrow. Sheng sheng, will you miss me? " He helped me blow my hair, and my hands began to move down my neck dishonestly.

"Of course!"

I was stiff all over, but I didn't resist.

For two years, I was raised by a thin banquet for two years.

He kissed my collarbone as usual before going to bed, but today he was very rude.

"What's the matter today? It hurts me. " I leaned against his chest and listened to my pounding heart.

"I can't see you for a month, so you have to make it up to me." The whispering in the ear is particularly magnetic.

I took the initiative to open the suspender skirt. He raised me for two years, and I can do whatever I want.

He didn't touch me.

I insist on helping him, with my hands.

After the end, he still hugged me to sleep, just more tightly than usual.

"Don't leave me." He bit my earlobe.

"Very good."

Don't believe the sweet words of men, I have never believed them.

No one will be with anyone forever.

Bo Yan hasn't come back since the last exam.

Walking out of the examination room, I watched the students embrace each other and cry, and organized a classmate party.

I have no friends, only a thin banquet.

"Ye Sheng, shall we invite you to the class reunion?"

The monitor called me anyway. I only remember that he had a pair of tiger teeth and a warm smile. I don't know why, but I agreed.

In the box of this restaurant, there are students I am unfamiliar and familiar with.

I sat there like a bystander, watching others recall ordinary and happy youth.

I hooked my lips, drank quietly there, and occasionally someone chatted with me, and I smiled back.

Bo Yan never lets me drink. I insist on drinking today. Nobody cares about me anyway.

Everyone has happiness and sadness.

At the end of the meal, everyone shouted that there was a confession in the next box.

"Ye Sheng, let's go and see."

I was also dragged away by the girl next to me.

Someone gave me a push when I went in, and I stood in the love heart of the rose petal shop. No matter how stupid I am, I know what this means.

A handsome boy with sunshine, holding all the stars in his hand.

"Ye Sheng, I like you. Can you be my girlfriend?"

He is the school grass.

The elaborate scenes, colorful balloons and roses on the whole wall make me feel like a princess.

How can I deserve someone like me?

How do flowers bloom in the dust?

But the thin rose also longs for the light, and I want to be redeemed, even for a moment.

I indulged myself without pushing him away. When I held Gu Jing, there was cheers all around me, as if there were electronic fireworks in the air, and the fragrance was overflowing.

This confession was originally planned for a long time. This restaurant is owned by Gu Jing's family, and the monitor is his good brother.

People soon dispersed.

Until the box only the two of us, Gu Jing a face of wry smile.

In fact, when he hugged me just now, I told him in my ear:

"I'm sorry."

"Never mind, don't apologize, I should thank you for not rejecting me in front of so many people."

Gu Jing is really gentle, but I can't move.

"Are you going to apply for the university in that place?" Before leaving, Gu Jing asked me.

"I haven't decided."

I left the box and walked on the road.

Every household is brightly lit, but no one is bright for me.

I miss parties. I want him to come back and hug me.

Suddenly, I was afraid to leave. I don't know how to live without a thin banquet. Finally, the driver took me back to the big house.

Bo Yan calls me at nine o'clock every night, but he never tells me how his leg is, and I won't ask.

It's already ten o'clock and he hasn't called yet.

I held the doll on the bed and couldn't help calling him.

"hello? Hello. " This is the voice of a young woman.

I hung up the phone in a hurry and made up countless stories in my mind.

The end of the story is that I was abandoned.

six

Bo Yan never came back.

I applied to a university in the north, and I like snow.

Snowflakes are beautiful, lonely and rootless, and disperse when heated.

Sure enough, I was abandoned, but the thin banquet gave me a lot of money. I moved out of the big house and walked into the university campus.

The university is really beautiful, free and warm. In this bright July, I made new friends and lived a full and happy life every day.

Until I met Gu Jing on campus, he was still so handsome and gentle.

"Ye Sheng, what a coincidence. Are you in this school, too?"

"hmm."

"Are you free? Have dinner together? " The white shirt is particularly dazzling in the sun.

"Very good." I smiled and agreed.

He sent me back to the dormitory, and my roommates opened their eyes and asked me if I was a boyfriend.

"No, just a classmate in high school."

Xiaoying said that Baidu Post Bar has exploded, and the school flower may have a boyfriend.

Xiaoying is a lovely girl and my best friend in this school.

I don't know how to choose the title of this school flower. Looking at the photo above where Jing Chu and I sent me back to the dormitory, I felt very helpless.

"Sorry, let me explain." This is news from Gu Jing.

"Never mind, it's not your fault." I smiled, and this rumor will be revealed to the world before long.

We occasionally eat together and go to the library together, just like we have known each other for years.

Nobody mentioned the graduation confession.

My major is interior design, and the topic of the final audit assignment left by the teacher is

"home"

Failed again and again, and was asked to modify. My tutor wondered why I couldn't finish this simple homework with excellent academic performance.

After staying in the study room for three hours, the drawings seem so empty no matter how they are revised.

I rubbed my hair testily.

"Shall we go to the movies tonight?" This is news from Gu Jing.

A figure flashed through my mind. This is a simple banquet. Yes, I can't forget him. It's disgusting.

But I was abandoned by him.

"Very good." I accepted Jing Chu's invitation.

"This is your favorite cola. I'll buy popcorn. " When I arrived, Gu Jing was already waiting there.

He changed his hairstyle. He looks a little handsome and looks warmer.

This movie is a romantic movie. When the man and the woman finally kissed together, he smiled and touched my head, and I kissed his cheek at the moment he turned his head.

He froze.

"Would you like to be my girlfriend?" Gu Jing's hand trembled a little.

He is such a fool.

"Good, boyfriend."

He kissed me gently, as light as a feather, and smelled of popcorn.

We are together.

Walk out of the cinema hand in hand.

seven

Like all lovers, we hug, kiss, study together and go to the library together.

When winter comes and heavy snow falls, the world gives me a Gu Jing.

Gu Jing and I finished the last homework together. He said that he likes a balcony full of daffodils, a house with windows facing south, beige sofas and light blue curtains.

A cat, a dog and a baby.

He said, I paint, the sun shines on him, and I seem to see an angel.

My tutor accepted my homework with satisfaction.

The winter vacation is coming, and we are going to travel together. He really took me to the playground.

For the first time, I know that I can't resist this kind of coaxing of little girls.

When the pendulum is at right angles, I open my eyes, and Gu Jing next to me closes his eyes in fear, which is a little cute. I have the whole world with a smile.

We didn't go back at night and opened a hotel. The front desk said there was only one room left.

"Nothing, just a room." I answered with a smile.

Gu Jing froze. Her ears were a little red. She was super cute.

After I took a shower, he lay stiff in bed like a yellow flower girl.

"Don't you want to blow dry your girlfriend's hair?"

"Very good." He jumped up quickly and blushed again.

Just got out of the shower. It smells good. I am wearing a bathrobe. He hugged me from behind and blew my hair.

I kissed him before I dried him, pushed him onto the bed, and with a gentle pull, my bathrobe would fall off, wearing only underwear.

Yes, I did it on purpose.

I'm seducing him, such a good boy. Let's talk about it first

"Sheng sheng, you go to sleep."

I clearly felt his needs, but I just wanted to hug me and failed.

His arms were warm and I fell asleep soon. I had a sweet dream.

seven

If only Bo Yan hadn't come back.

He stood there in a suit and long legs. He can stand up.

Gu Jing and I just got back from skiing. He stood there and looked at me coldly.

It seems like a lifetime ago. We haven't seen each other for a year.

"Hey, come here." I know he's angry. Every time he is angry, he is always like this.

"Mr. Bai, long time no see." I answered with a smile.

I am not a pet. I'm not going with him. I must go to Ocean Park with Gu Jing.

"Let me introduce you to my boyfriend, Gu Jing."

"Gu Jing? I really don't know whether to live or die. The previous lessons are not enough? " Bo Yan said something I didn't understand.

Unexpectedly, in a society ruled by law, a group of bodyguards can rush over and stuff me into the car.

Outside the car, Gu Jing was already on the ground, and I saw that he had lost a lot of blood.

"Bo Yan, please take him to the hospital."

I cried. Bo Yan likes to make me cry. Gu Jing never. He won't let me cry.

"The way you cry is still so beautiful." He kissed my tears, and his deep voice was like a demon in the night.

I took out the bank card in my bag in a panic, which contained the money he gave me when I left, as well as the money I earned from designing the drawings before.

"Here is 1.3 million yuan. I didn't move a penny of the previous1000000. I'll pay you back in 30 minutes. Is that enough? Thin banquet, I don't owe you. "

"Sheng Sheng is still so naive, I accept the money, but I want to check if my things are dirty."

When the partition of the carriage rises, the chairs move together, and it becomes a bed.

His hand pressed against my thigh and gradually moved upward.

"No, Bo Yan, I didn't."

"If you say no, you won't." He smiled and then stopped.

I went back to the big house.

This time, I don't want to come back at all. Where I used to rely so much, now I only feel desperate.

Gu Jing is waiting for me outside.

"He's dead." Thin banquet smoking a cigarette, eyes have a look that I don't understand.

"You lie, I don't believe it."

I fainted, and when I woke up, it was still the same house, and my hand was still dripping.

Bo Yan sat in front of the bed. He wants to feed me. I pushed him away and overturned the hot porridge.

"Hey, don't lose your temper." His little good temper.

I am on a hunger strike. I want to die with Gu Jing. I'm carefree. I'm just dead

I was lying in bed dying, and I was furious when I heard the thin banquet in confusion.

I don't care. I'm going to find Gu Jing. I promised him that I would go to Ocean Park.

I woke up in a daze and grandpa the housekeeper came in.

"Master cured his leg after you finished the exam. He wants to come back to you at once, but the master has been controlling him. After struggling for a year, he can finally come back to see you. Now the young master has all the rights back. I have never had children in my life. Young master is my child in my eyes. He is really bitter. I beg Miss Sheng not to leave him. "

I see.

But so what? It's none of my business.

I just want Gu Jing.

"Don't eat yet?" He raised my chin, and my eyes were empty and I didn't look at him.

"Is he worth dying for?"

I didn't notice him.

"He's not dead." I smiled and looked at him seriously for the first time. Once a teenager, he has long since disappeared.

A full face of stubble, a tired look.

I started eating obediently. In fact, I didn't want to die.

"Hey, slow down, no one is fighting with you." Bo Yan smiled and wiped my mouth.

eight

Bo Yan said that Gu Jing had amnesia and forgot me. I don't believe it.

"Then go and have a look." He said simply.

I went to the hospital.

"Excuse me, are you my former friend?" Gu Jing, sitting in the hospital bed, still smiled gently. I really wanted to hug him, but he forgot me.

"Yes, does your head still hurt?" I peeled a banana with a smile and handed it to him.

"It doesn't hurt."

His mother came in.

"Mom, you go to sleep, I haven't wake up yet. It's okay. " Gu Jing looks worried. Her mother's hair is messy and her eyes are full of red blood.

I suddenly realized that whether he has amnesia or not, we can't be together.

I went back to Bo Yan.

"My sheng sheng won't love anyone at all." When Bo Yan spoke, his mouth rose slightly.

"But it doesn't matter, it's enough to stay with me."

He's right. I won't love anyone. I only love myself.

"Sheng Sheng, let's get married." I leaned against Bo Yan's chest and felt his beating heart.

"Very good."

I voluntarily gave up my freedom and walked into the golden cage built for me with the key.

nine

On my wedding day, I received an envelope with a key and some photos in it.

The photo shows a house with a balcony full of daffodils, windows facing south, beige sofa and light blue curtains.

No cats, no dogs, no Gu Jing.

Sprinkle the flowers ~