Finally, no one remembers those clear stars that year.

"Let's break up." Shen Qing said with a straight face.

Ignoring Liu Xing's tired face after a long journey, leaving such an anodyne sentence was a bolt from the blue for Liu Xing and turned back to the dormitory.

That refusal made Liu Xing wonder if this was the Shen Qing he had known before.

Shen Qing, who only spoke softly to him, was aloof and considerate, and promised to accompany him to grow old.

Liu xing looked at the back of her departure and couldn't calm down for a long time. I just sat in the female dormitory downstairs and didn't say a word until the boarding aunt dragged him away from the downstairs steps on the grounds that the female dormitory was inconvenient for boys.

chapter two

Shen Qing and Lu Xing met in junior high school. They are classmates.

Originally, it stands to reason that in the same class, I don't look up every day without looking down. It is natural that they know each other. It happened that these two dissidents were exceptions among exceptions.

Lu Xing is an outstanding student in junior high school primary election. His family is generally even poor, which makes him extremely cold, and he will never communicate with others unless necessary. He knows that everything can only be won by his own efforts.

On the other hand, Shen Qing is a quiet and well-behaved child in this city. Besides being a good girlfriend, Shen Yi never gets too close to others, but she just studies hard.

Even though the seats of these two people are not far apart, they have never had the usual intersection like ordinary students.

Life is so tepid. Until the wheel of fate turned quietly, Shen Qing accidentally came into Liu Xing's sight.

It was a hot summer day, and the school wanted to give lectures on a whim, but Lu Xing clearly remembered the names on the roster handed over by the head teacher.

Although Lu Xing is a representative of math class because of his excellent math performance, it is never his turn to call the roll to record attendance. It is always done by the monitor. Besides, he didn't recognize the people in the class. I don't want to deal with them.

So when the monitor sitting next to him walked away temporarily, the class teacher handed him the roster and asked him to record attendance on his behalf, he subconsciously refused. "But I don't even know anyone in our class …".

In the hot summer, the class teacher wants to go back to the office for the summer and doesn't want to entangle with him. He said casually, "Why don't you ask the people next to you, really?" He turned his head and left.

Liu xing was speechless and had to answer.

Fortunately, it is not sad to be helped by the people next to you. He said a name, and others agreed with where he was sitting and which one. He took a look, and then put a tick behind his name, even if he confirmed his participation in the lecture.

Then he saw Shen Qing, the girl who had lived in his heart for many years.

As before, he casually read the name "Shen Qing", and the students next to him immediately pointed to a girl not far away. Without hesitation, it seems that I have been paying attention for a long time.

Liu Xing looked down his finger. At first, just confirm. It never occurred to me that, because of this, I had a deep affection for Shen Qing's later life.

At the moment I saw her, Liu Xing froze.

What a nice girl that is. Others have been sitting around in this scorching sun, fanning with their hands, fanning with their notebooks, or chatting and joking to divert their attention. What's more, I actually brought a fan down. I don't know. I thought it was a tea party. However, this kind of lecture at school is really boring, which is true.

Only she sat there quietly, neither arrogant nor impetuous, nor chatting with others. I just looked at the platform of the speech intently, as if I were thoughtful.

Liu Xing also noticed that she was wearing a flawless white dress, which looked like Bai Lianhua in full bloom on the water. At that time, Bai Lianhua didn't pretend to be innocent as it is now. In Liu Xing's mind, Shen Qing is as pure and beautiful as Bai Lianhua.

Just that one look, Liu Xing doesn't want to look elsewhere. He suddenly felt that the weather didn't seem so hot, and Shen Qing drifted into his dry and barren world like a breeze.

Since then, his world has been full of spring rain, autumn leaves and winter snow in Xia Feng.

When I was young, my feelings were so simple and beautiful. Maybe it's just a corner meeting, a handsome speech, a sunny side face one day, and an appropriate eye contact. We always like that person in youth so easily, and then try our best to protect and take care of her in our hearts. At this point, no matter who you meet in the future, you will never forget what she looked like when she was young.

Liu xing covered her heart in shame and then gave a name. But after that, he began to pay attention to the girl Shen Qing.

chapter three

After getting to know Shen Qing carefully, he found that Shen Qing was not far from him. Even within reach.

The seat is at the opposite corner of one seat from him, and the homework is handed in one after the other during recess. He went into the math teacher's office and Shen Qing went into the Chinese teacher's office next door. At halftime, men and women were divided into two columns, and Liu Xing and Shen Qing were only relatively side by side. Even the duty was arranged for two days because of the seat.

And these things, Liu Xing didn't find anything before, maybe it was clearing the land, and they both passed by like strangers.

Since Liu Xing began to pay attention to Shen Qing, he also found that Shen Qing is really different from other girls.

Although she was born in the city and her family is well-off, she has never been arrogant. On the contrary, she has always been modest and prudent. After class, I often humbly ask my teacher for advice. Obviously, my homework is excellent. She is always quiet without gossip from other girls.

In that era when school uniforms were not popular, she often wore plain skirts and was very popular, but she was particularly eye-catching. She always sits quietly in her seat alone and doesn't often talk, read books or do her homework.

Only when Shen Yi comes to talk to her will she relax and still say nothing, but there is always a smile on her face. The occasional response of "hmm" infected Yi Shen's joy. It seems that she can be happier.

And since he paid attention to Shen Qinglai, he has also heard a lot about her among boys. Most of them are good, saying that she is quiet and clever, and that she has excellent grades and looks handsome. Some people even talk like a book, saying that she "can only look at it from a distance, not ridiculous."

Lu Xing only listens secretly at ordinary times and never participates in the discussion. He doesn't know how popular Shen Qing is.

The more I pay attention to her, the more I know her. Liu Xing's strange feeling for her seems to be getting deeper and deeper.

Even so, Liu Xing can only bury this feeling in her heart, and there is really a world of difference between the two. Shen Qing is a beautiful girl that he can only dream of. He has no choice but to work quietly.

Liu Xing's performance has been excellent. After Shen Qing, he is still at the top of the list. However, due to the relative disadvantage of mathematics, Shen Qing is always one step behind, ranking second and third.

Every time the report card is sent down, Yi Shen always complains, "Sunny, Sunny, how did you get the first place from Liu Xing again?" He looks unhappy.

Shen Qing smiled and comforted her: "It doesn't matter, I am not good enough."

Liu Xing listened to these words clearly in the seat not far away, and looked at their names on the report card, secretly pleased.

This little happiness supported him until he graduated from junior high school and went his separate ways.

chapter four

On the day after the senior high school entrance examination, everyone was cheering and finally liberated. Liu Xing got up the courage to put a letter on Shen Qing's desk. Above is his handsome and powerful font:

"Hand in hand, step by step, two steps, three steps, four steps, looking at the sky.

Look at the stars. One, two, three and four are in a line. "

In just two lines, there is nothing but the signature of "Lu Xing" in the lower right corner of the stationery.

When Shen Qing saw this letter, Yi Shen happened to be nearby. Yi Shen took one look and asked, "Sunny, what does this Liu Xing mean? I don't understand it at all. Poetry is not a poem, and there are no sentences. "

Shen Qing's face suddenly turned red. She didn't answer her, just smiled gently and tried to restrain herself.

After Yi Shen left, Shen Qing immediately took out his diary from his schoolbag, tore off a blank and clean writing paper and wrote these words.

"Back to back silently make a wish.

Look at the distant stars, if you can hear them.

It will come true. "

The response was only a few words, and then with his own name, Shen Qing carefully put it in a small envelope made by himself. Pretending to throw garbage at the back of the classroom, I accidentally stuffed it into Liu Xing's drawer.

Only the two of them know clearly that this is the lyrics of a song by Jay Chou, Xing Qing. Only they know the meaning of the lyrics.

Lu Xing's original intention in writing this word was to express his thoughts in a special way, and he didn't expect Shen Qing to understand it.

What he didn't know was that during these three years, he paid close attention to Shen Qing. Shen Qing also quietly saw this different him.

This boy who works secretly and never plays around is slow and steady. So she naturally knew that Liu Xing's favorite idol was Jay Chou, and naturally knew the meaning of this song "Xing Qing". That's why she can't help but be happy.

chapter five

In high school, due to the family environment, Shen Qing and Lu Xing unexpectedly went to different schools. But after graduating from junior high school, they knew each other's thoughts, understood each other, and started correspondence.

Homework in high school is much more difficult than that in junior high school, especially physics and mathematics. Liu Xing has always been good at science, but she can still cope with the past.

But Shen Qing is different. Mathematics has always been her disadvantage, especially after high school. Shen Qing's grades didn't improve because of scientific problems.

When Liu Xing knew about it, she immediately used her class time to help Shen Qing make a scientific counseling plan. From then on, they met in the city library every weekend, and Lu Xing helped her with her math and physics. Rain or shine.

Because Shen Qing wants to go to school in the city, her parents bought a house in the city and moved to accompany her. Her home is only ten minutes away from the city library. On the other hand, Liu Xing has to get up at five or six o'clock in the morning and ride a bike for two hours to get to the city library to tutor Shen Qing.

But he never complained or was impatient. Even when Shen Qing asked, he lied that "it will arrive in half an hour, not far away." I just don't want Shen Qing to worry and feel guilty, and then I won't let him come again. Shen Qing was spoiled since childhood, and there was a special person to pick him up when he went out. She doesn't know how far it is. There is no doubt about Lu Xing's rhetoric.

Fortunately, under the careful guidance of Lu Xing, Shen Qing has made rapid progress in science. It is also because of Liu Xing that Shen Qing decided to choose science when he divided arts and sciences, just to be closer to Liu Xing. Obviously, her liberal arts are more outstanding and easier to test. All these things are known.

He vowed to work hard and give Shen Qing a safe and worry-free future.

Because the school is different, it is generally just correspondence, and the library warms books. Although they seldom meet, they have no knowledge of teachers and parents. Safe and sound, support each other, support each other through the difficult years of high school.

Later, Lu Xing often recalled the days when they listened to Jay while reading a book in the library, each with an earphone. Although light and silent, just simple companionship, but very happy. At that time, they had nothing and said nothing, but they were all each other in their hearts. Very happy.

The college entrance examination arrived as scheduled.

Due to physical reasons, Shen Qing didn't play well after all. In order not to worry Liu Xing, she just smiled and told him that she did well in the exam. Liu Xing got her wish and was admitted to the top ten universities in China, but Shen Qing failed in the college entrance examination and had to accept the arrangement of her family and enter a school in this city.

At the graduation party in Shen Qing, Liu Xing blamed himself for his incompetence, because he didn't go to school with Shen Qing, and nobody paid attention to him. Just drinking alone.

Shen Qing saw it and hurried out of another wine table. She didn't take the bottle from Liu Xing, but she didn't know where to get a case of beer. Sitting in the seat next to Liu Xing, he also simply drank. Bottle after bottle, obviously choked to tears, obviously never touched alcohol and tobacco, obviously the previous toast was replaced by milk. But at this moment, she just stubbornly silently accompanied Liu Xing to drink.

Liu Xing ate seven meats and eight vegetarian dishes, and it took a long time to find Shen Qing sitting next to him. He grabbed Shen Qing's hand, his face flushed, he began to cry, and he was incoherent.

"Good ... I'm sorry ... I can't go to school with you ... it's all my fault ..."

Shen Qing also drank a lot of wine at this time, completely losing her usual dignified and quiet appearance.

She held Liu Xing in her arms and patted him on the back like a child.

"It's okay, A Xing. We will be together. I will wait for you. Until you come back. " She answered softly.

Hearing this, Liu Xing was ecstatic, just like a child who got his beloved candy. He looked up from Shen Qing's arms, his eyes blurred and his face burned. He stood up slowly and stumbled.

The next second, he leaned down, took Shen Qing's face and touched her lips like a dragonfly. Then, he fell into Shen Qing's arms, unconscious.

Shen Qing like haven't react, stood there, his lips still residual landing star drunk.

For a long time, she blushed badly and called a classmate next to her to hold Lu Xing together and let him rest in the hotel room. Finally escaped from this embarrassing place.

All this, the students on the side have already seen it clearly.

But no one saw a vague figure in the far corner. From beginning to end, he poured the wine himself and drank it himself. It was not until the end of the banquet that I stumbled out of the hotel alone.

Everyone only knows that Shen Qing and Liu Xing were announced together on this day.

Chapter vi

In a blink of an eye, they each entered the university.

Although it is an alarmist long-distance relationship, Shen Qing and Liu Xing are not worried about their feelings at all.

Taking part-time jobs in all her spare time, Lu Xing can not only pay her tuition and living expenses, but also save money to visit Shen Qing and take her out to play, never letting her spend a penny.

I never promised Shen Qing to visit him, because I knew the driving journey was hard. Every time, Liu Xing has to travel long distances to see Shen Qing by train for more than 20 hours. In order to save money, Lu Xing didn't even want to come by train. Once the train was late and I missed my transfer. Lu Xing stayed in the train waiting room for one night.

Because he wants to save money to see Shen Qing, to take Shen Qing on a trip and to buy Shen Qing something she likes. He was never stingy with Shen Qing. For your own sake, you can save it.

He even loves me, my dog and Shen Qing's roommate. Every time he comes back to see Shen Qing, he will pay Shen Qing's roommate to have a meal in an expensive restaurant, hoping that when he is not around Shen Qing, his roommate can take good care of her. He should be informed of anything as soon as possible, and he hopes that Shen Qing can live a good life wherever he is. Provoked his roommates to praise him and called him "China's good boyfriend" frequently.

Although it is thousands of miles away, no matter who Shen Qing goes with, Liu Xing will help him buy tickets, find strategies and book hotels. Shen Qing is used to everything arranged by Liu Xing, and Liu Xing is willing to do all this for Shen Qing. He is genuinely happy.

In this way, during her two years in college, Lu Xing took Shen Qing through the Furong Tunnel in Xiamen, enjoyed the cherry blossoms in Wuhan, went to Erhai Lake in Yunnan and reached the "Tianya Haijiao" in Hainan. That Tianya Haijiao stone witnessed their oath of "accompanying to the ends of the earth".

At that moment, Lu Xing really thought it was forever.

Chapter VII

But who knows that things change so fast, so do people's hearts.

At the end of May last year, Shen Qing suddenly sent a short message to Liu Xing, "I want to calm down for a while".

Seeing this news, Liu Xing is worried about what happened to Shen Qing. Dare not delay for a moment, immediately called Shen Qing back. However, there is only a mechanical female voice of "The number you dialed is not answered" on the phone, followed by a busy tone of "Du ……".

Without time to think about other things, Liu Xing then made some phone calls to Shen Qing. Still no answer. He tried to send her text messages, WeChat and QQ, using all the methods he could think of. Finally, they all called her roommate. But there is still no result.

Liu xing just settled down and carefully thought about what happened during this time. There is nothing strange between them. As usual, he contacted the weekly video every day. During the May Day holiday, he also took Shen Qing to Hangzhou to see the Broken Bridge and the West Lake where Xu Xian met the White Snake. He remembered that Shen Qing had a good time during his trip to the West Lake.

It doesn't make sense. Liu Xingyue thinks more and more afraid, more and more worried about what happened to Shen Qing. If she doesn't return to him, she still can't return to him. He immediately bought the latest early flight, skipped the professional class the next day, and took a taxi at the school gate in the middle of the night and went straight to the airport.

After waiting at the airport all night, my eyes were bloodshot. He even forgot the nervousness and timidity of flying for the first time, and his mind was full of Shen Qing.

As soon as I got off the plane, I told the taxi the name of Shen Qing school, and I didn't even wash it. It was almost noon when he arrived at school. He called Shen Qing, but no one answered. Helpless, he had to sit on the steps downstairs in Shen Qing dormitory and wait.

Afraid that Shen Qing would not see him when he came back, he even resisted hunger and sleepiness, just waiting for her to appear. Or meet her roommate.

I waited all afternoon. Another night.

At eight or nine o'clock in the evening, Shen Qing and her roommate appeared at the door of the dormitory, talking and laughing.

At this point, Liu Xing's eyes were dark, and her legs were stiff and even numb because she had not moved for a long time. However, at the moment he saw Shen Qing, he forgot the cold night, his empty stomach and his embarrassment. Seeing that Shen Qing was safe and sound, he was ecstatic and went to talk to her. I just wanted to stand up, but I tripped and fell.

Shen Qing turned a blind eye to all this, coldly left a "let's break up", and then walked into the dormitory without looking back.

Chapter VIII

Just as Shen Yi and his roommate stepped into the school gate, Liu Xing looked trance-like and stumbled out of the school gate.

Yi Shen did well in the college entrance examination, but her family didn't want her to go too far and insisted that she stay in the city. Everyone thinks that because she loves her sisters in Shen Qing deeply, she simply went to the same school with her and became a companion. Nobody knows. She just wants to see more people she wants to see.

When Yi Shen saw Liu Xing down and out, he thought he was an old classmate who had known him for many years. I greeted him and asked him what happened and why he was here.

Unexpectedly, when Lu Xing saw Shen Yi, it was like seeing a straw. He grabbed her and kept asking, "Yi Shen, do you know what happened to A Qing? Why did she suddenly change? Tell me. Why? Why? "

Yi Shen's hand was hurt by him, and she tried to let him go, saying, "After going to college, she made many new friends. There is less and less contact with me. Especially this semester, we have hardly met. I have no idea. "

The hope that Liu Xing had just ignited was suddenly dashed, and she returned to her previous despair. Yi Shen couldn't bear to see him like this, so he told his roommate to go first.

"Lu Xing, I know you feel uncomfortable. Come on, I'll treat you to dinner. "

"I don't want to eat, I want to sing!"

"Ok, ok, sing."

Yi Shen took him to the nearest KTV, tuned the stereo and let Liu Xing sing first. She went out to buy something to eat, but she was still afraid that Liu Xing would be hungry.

When Yi Shen came back with food, she heard Liu Xing scream before she entered the box.

Singing with tears is obviously a cheerful song, but he sings so bitterly. It is moving.

Yi Shen didn't push the door open after all, put the food at the door and turned away.

Liu Xing deeply loves Shen Qing.

His Sunny Star was written for Shen Qing, who wrote and sang it.

Even though she was the last person to remember this song, Shen Qing was the only one in his eyes and heart from beginning to end.

Although Shen Qing never gave him the same love, she just accepted his kindness with a clear conscience. Even though she knew that Shen Qing just met a better incumbent like thousands of ordinary women in Qian Qian, she quietly rejected Liu Xing. She still chose to say nothing, do nothing, and turn around and leave.

I wonder who will remember Xingqing after many years.

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