Weihai is only 174 nautical miles from Japan.

"After a long time, I finally want to look up at you walking slowly on the other side, leaving me alone in the dilemma between catnap and reality."

-Go for a walk

"Come here for a while when you miss me later. This sea is our bond, and the sound of the waves is like our pulse. Weihai is only 174 nautical miles from Japan. " Nan Lin said.

"Not at all, this sea is not a link, but a real distance. The sound of repeated waves is more like a stopwatch recording the time when we live alone. " I said.

Nan Lin finally left,

He followed the advice of his family and decided to study in Japan.

This trip is three years.

When I was sixteen and a freshman, his seat was assigned in front of me. That year, he didn't stand as tall as me. He always cuts his hair very short, hoping to win him a little height with his two centimeters of hair. Unfortunately, his hair is far less stubborn than his. His hair is very soft. When it grows a little longer, it immediately falls meekly on its forehead.

He entered the school in the name of a special student in sports. I can't imagine how this boy who is two centimeters shorter than me got the specialty of long-distance running. I really didn't know at that time that the stamina of a boy's growth was infinite. In just one summer vacation, he changed from an ugly long-distance runner to a tall and thin main force of the school basketball team.

I clearly remember the first year of school,

I reached out and patted him on the shoulder.

The spectacle of him standing up from his seat.

He is like the moment when the sun rises from the horizon.

It suddenly shone on my head.

At that moment, I thought he had grown taller.

At that moment, I felt that I had grown up.

When he looked at me, his eyes crossed,

It seems that I grew up in his eyes at that moment.

In sophomore year, we all have classes for nothing. At that stage, love is naturally not allowed, but in the lemon period, small love and subtle feelings of mutual attachment are also indispensable elective subjects in youth.

No sending each other home, no true and timid confession,

No love letters or text messages back and forth,

Just after a mock exam, Nan Lin suddenly asked me.

"What school do you want to go to?"

"Why do you ask?"

He said seriously, "In fact, I have been a sports student since I was a child, and I have never had any specific goals. If you dare to tell me your goal, I will dare to fight for it, so I want to use your goal to aim at my future. "

I looked blank and said, "Lend me the goal? What is this goal! "

His voice faded. "My goal is to get into the university you entered, and then study and grow together with you."

He didn't know that I had grown up at that time.

"Nan Lin, you will come back, right?"

"Of course, I'm on the other side."

We finally got into the same university, but at the beginning of our sophomore year, his father won an opportunity to study abroad in the company and decided to send him to study in Japan. I don't want him to give up his chance and another possibility in life, but I don't want to give up our hard-won fate either.

So I choose to wait.

The days after he left, he was anxious and confused. At that time, I was wondering why most long-distance relationships ended up breaking up. It may not be a new love, but a weakness of human nature. In my opinion, sometimes being lovelorn is much more pleasant than repeatedly missing and asking for it.

The secret you left me.

Years have dried up my persistence.

I still have my memory.

Too many, too scattered.

Too many scattered, very sad.

When you are sad, you go away, go away, go away.

leave

This hard-won and shaky relationship can only be maintained on the other side through the Internet.

2013.10.01I went to Shanghai West Coast Music Festival with some friends. That day, I knew that there was a band called Dreamers, and the lead singer was Li Chen, a talented woman who became popular as a folk song a year later. That night, I sent a short message to Nan Lin, telling him the name of this wonderful band-Dreamers. I hope our future home is not a fantasy.

Soon the music released by Chen Li on the Internet quickly captured thousands of ears and hearts, and I was one of them.

I always wanted to share Chen Li's music with Nan Lin, but Nan Lin began to get busy. Every time we chat, he always says, I'm tired, I'm asleep, and I'll talk about it tomorrow. I have to comfort myself with the one-hour time difference between China and Japan. As time goes by, I don't want to bother him any more. My friends privately speculated that Nan Lin might have changed his mind long ago. But I don't think about it, and I don't want to ask.

20 14 I was sitting on the beach, and Chen Li's "Song of Wonderful Ability" was circulating in my headphones.

I seize the scattered desire,

The smell makes me nervous,

I understand the hypothesis of time,

I didn't understand you;

I forgot that on an island,

Forgetting tears is just a joke,

Forget the slogan of silence for a hundred years,

Can't forget you;

I want a better and rounder moon,

Want the unknown madness,

Want to make public,

I want you.

"Come here for a while when you miss me later. This sea is our bond, and the sound of the waves is like our pulse. Weihai is only 174 nautical miles from Japan. "

"Not at all, this sea is not a link, but a real distance. The sound of repeated waves is more like a stopwatch recording the time when we live alone. "

I made several videos with him on 20 15, and I found a woman's coat and unopened crimson cotton socks on the bed behind him. I never have the courage to ask questions, because I am afraid of breaking the superficial calm. Because Nanlin will return to China soon. I hope he can come back. I hope he can come back. In February this year, Chen Li released a new song "Walking".

Passers-by cross the street

Good times are just a moment.

The forest will fall.

The wind dispersed the clouds.

The secret you left me.

Years have dried up my persistence.

I still have my memory.

Too many, too scattered.

Too many scattered, very sad.

When you are sad, you go away, go away, go away.

leave

"I may have to come back another year late."

"A year later? Just play for another year! "

"How can you say that!"

"That's enough, don't cry thief!"

At that moment, I really didn't want to endure any longer. I said all my doubts and grievances in one breath, and then hung up.

Two weeks later, Nan Lin appeared in front of me, carrying two bags and pulling two suitcases, one large and one small. Appeared in front of me sweating like a pig.

My face seems to be confused and I can't make any expression. He took out his mobile phone, plugged in an earphone and put an earphone in my right ear. It's Chen Li's songs, one after another. He opened his suitcase and took out a woman's dress. He said that in fact, in addition to attending classes during his study abroad, he has been working to save money. Every holiday, whether it is Christmas, New Year's Day, Valentine's Day or my birthday, he will choose a dress and imagine how I will wear it one day. He said that he didn't waste any holidays and didn't miss any. Another small box contains shoes and socks. He said that Japanese socks are very comfortable and warm.

At that moment, my tears were warm.

I asked, then why did you say you wouldn't come back for a year?

He scratched his head and said it was always such a surprise on TV.

The earphone song is still playing,

After a long time, I finally want to look up.

You walk slowly on the other side.

Let me be in a dilemma between catnap and reality

After a long time, I finally want to look up.

Just wait for me to be brave on the other side.

You are still mine, mine, mine.

You see

You see, you are still mine, mine, mine or mine.