After marriage, I became a caged bird.

I met Lin soon after graduation. As soon as I graduated from college, I was urged by my parents to continue dating, always worried that I would never get married.

People around me are also busy looking for someone for me, and my marriage has become the focus of attention of seven aunts and eight aunts.

So in blind date after blind date, I met Lin, who is twelve years older than me, with a good family and a graduate degree, which looks ordinary and can't be found in the crowd.

Lin started his own company and his business is booming. But because I have been busy with my career, I have delayed getting married. ...

Compared with other blind date objects, Lin is definitely the best. I never care about looks, and I can't eat if I look good.

The only thing that makes me a little sorry is that he is 36 years old, a whole round older than me. However, this does not affect his evaluation. He is old, understanding and rich. Marrying him is a sure thing.

Compared with those boys in school, Lin is really a good candidate. He is the perfect companion for work and thought.

His thoughtfulness once made me feel as happy as a princess. He will carefully take care of every little sadness that my parents don't understand and every sudden little emotion.

Take time to accompany me when you are in a bad mood, and take me to eat my favorite boiled fish as soon as you have time. Forgive me, I have always been fascinated by boiled fish, alas! This is a serious injury.

Soon after we met, marriage was put into our daily life. When I was still in a daze, my parents and Lin's parents discussed everything about the wedding. During that time, Lint was very busy, working and getting married, and I, like a bystander, was pushed forward like a puppet except for the necessary attendance.

It was not until I married the Lins that I suddenly recovered. So I married myself, left my home where I lived for more than 20 years, and came to such a strange family?

Thinking of this, I was not only a little sad, but also my eyes began to turn red. Lin saw my appearance and knew that my sentimentality was coming again. She hugged me and said, fool, what are you thinking? From now on, you are my woman, and I promise you will be the happiest woman in the future.

You, don't consider going to work in the future or something? You, xianggong and I will make money. My parents are old, so you should pay more attention to snacks, take good care of your home, show me my back garden, and let me work hard for our better life.

But, but I still want to find a job to go to work. How boring is it to stay at home?

What class are you going to take? Those who suffer outside earn less than my fingers, so stay at home. Leave the matter of making money to me, don't mention it again.

Seeing Lin seemed a little unhappy, so I buried it in my heart and swallowed it.

While my classmates are still busy practicing, squeezing the bus and working hard by themselves, I have lived a life they envy.

I don't have to accept the wind and rain outside, I just need to wait on Lin and his parents at home with peace of mind, and I can't worry about other things.

The year after my marriage, I gave birth to a daughter. My parents-in-law used the excuse that they were too old to take care of the children, so I was busy alone.

Lin's entertainment is also increasing. He didn't care about my sadness and depression, and even Doby's daughter didn't have much time.

I haven't eaten boiled fish for a long time, and suddenly I begin to miss its taste.

I no longer have time to go shopping, meet friends and make up. I'm used to this housewife's life.

I am busy taking care of my children, cleaning the house and taking care of my parents' emotions every day. Occasionally complain to Lin that he is tired, and he will lose his temper.

How tired are you? Don't you just watch a child do some housework? Do you work as hard as I do? I've been waiting outside all day. Here's to that. The people in this family need me to support them, and the employees of the company are waiting for me to pay them. When will you understand me? You women have long hair and short knowledge!

You eat, wear and use. I worked hard outside and didn't come back. You've been tired all day doing this little thing. Just look at yourself. People are incompetent and have a bigger temper. ...

What did Lin say? I didn't hear you clearly. I opened the door and ran out, only to find I didn't know where to go. I was walking alone on the road outside, looking for someone to cry and rummaging through the address book, but I couldn't find anyone to talk to.

I just sat on the park bench and cried. Lin didn't scream except for the puzzled eyes of passers-by.

I feel a little better after crying. Look at it. It's time for dinner again. I wonder if Niu Niu will make trouble when she wakes up. I was not at ease, so I bought something to eat in a hurry and hurried back.

When I got home, I saw my parents-in-law watching cartoons with their children, and Lin's figure had long since disappeared.

After dinner, I chatted with my cousin. My cousin said that Niu Niu should go to kindergarten and suggested that I go out and find a job, so that I can enrich myself. I majored in literature in college, so I can try to look at secretarial work. Although it has been dropped for several years, it is still young and there is still time to make up.

So I told Lin that I wanted to go out to work, and Lin refused. He changed his domineering attitude day after day and told me that I was in a bad mood yesterday and was angry with you. I'm sorry, I'll pay attention to it later. But don't go to work! It's hard outside, and there are many intrigues in the office. A simple person like you will be calculated by others.

This time, I don't want to compromise I told him that no matter how hard I tried, I would try. I don't want to stay at home for a day and live an isolated life.

As if touching a sore spot, his fire flared up again. What do you mean, isolated and let you stay at home? Do you want anything? What month didn't I give you pocket money or something? What will your parents do if you go out to work? Who will take care of these children? Besides, what will you do? You haven't been to work since graduation. Who wants you when looking for a job?

The outside world is so chaotic that everyone has it. I was cheated when I went out. Pay back the money. Be a good boy. I'll try to come back from work early to accompany you these days.

Under the persuasion of Lin's carrot and stick, I once again gave up the idea of going out and became my housewife with peace of mind.

Niu Niu went to the kindergarten class, and I stayed at home for six or seven years. Lin will fly into a rage when I mention going out to work. He said that he was at least the boss of a small company, and it was his loss to let his wife go out to work. No matter how I explain it, it makes no sense.

Occasionally, I saw my former classmates in the street. They all said how they looked so haggard in the past two years that they almost didn't recognize me. I could only smile bitterly.

University reunion, my good friend called me to attend. Considering that I haven't seen my old classmates for a long time and I'm bored at home, I agreed.

That day, I packed myself and put on a light makeup. When I arrived at the hotel, Sang Ni was waiting for me at the door. When she saw me, she took my hand and said, Xiaoyu, why do you look so haggard? Is it bad luck?

I was silent. After a while, I looked up and said, Nothing! What happened?

Qingqing shook her head and thought that you were also the flower of our class, but now you have changed so much ~

Sunny didn't go on, but I seem to find myself different from her. ...

At the class reunion, listening to everyone talking about their changes, work status and business entertainment, I suddenly found myself as if I didn't know anything, as if I were a century behind. Suddenly I feel like a fool who listens to gobbledygook and knows nothing!

I thought a lot after I got home, and Sunny's words have been in my ear. Family is important, but you have completely lost yourself in your present life. Look at you now. How old are you? Where did the talented girl in our dormitory go and how did she come back to a vegetable market aunt?

I asked Lin to go out to work again and began to prepare my resume. I started to vote one by one, but I was rejected many times. Standards are getting lower and lower. Finally, I applied for a job as a clerk in a small trading company. I may start late and start from a very low starting point, but I hope to find myself through my own efforts.

Because of work, Lin is increasingly dissatisfied with me. He offered to work or divorce. I finally found out that his marriage is just possession, and love may always be a luxury ornament.

I hesitated for a moment, but I didn't want to be the woman in his cage, so we divorced after I worked for half a year, and the children returned to the forest, so I could visit them every weekend.

Now the work is getting easier and easier, and I have signed up for English remedial classes, hoping to make the future better through my own efforts!