"Don't be afraid of clouds to cover your eyes": It turns out that she has never seen him in her world. ...

Eight years later, Zhou Yang met Annan again at his wedding.

Annan is thin and dark, but she is still in high spirits. She has short hair, blue trench coat, jeans and white casual shoes. Simple collocation always makes her look very decent and generous. She always knows what is best for her.

She came in through the glass revolving door, stood in front of the hotel sign, glanced at it, stroked the sliding oblique bangs with her hand, looked up and saw Zhou Yang and his bride, and smiled. Her smile is Zhou Yang's favorite. When she smiled, the flowers opened.

In front of a couple, Annan Station reached out and shook hands with Zhou Yang, and gave the bride a courtesy hug, saying, "Zhou Yang, congratulations, I am very happy to attend your wedding."

I am very happy.

Simple four words, Zhou Yang was thrown into time tunnel, and returned to the summer night when he was sixteen years old, in the evening self-study classroom of Class Five, Grade One.

That day, the weather was extremely sultry. Even if I sit still during the day, I will sweat like a sauna. At night, dark clouds began to gather, and the wind blew from the southeast, and the papers on the table were blown to the ground by the wind. Zhou Yang pressed them with his hand, only pressing down the yellow English notebook. He borrowed this notebook from Annan. On the first page, he wrote a poem: "I am not afraid of clouds covering my eyes, but I am only at the top."

People often say that words are just like people, and Annan's words are tough and heroic. But in Zhou Yang's eyes, Annan is just a gentle little sister next door, quiet, hardworking and practical, and has nothing to do with heroic spirit.

Zhang Laocai bent down to pick up Zhou Yang's paper and asked. "Yang zi, are you sure you are applying for science? You won't change it. " Zhou Yang subconsciously looked up at the empty seat on the right side of the third row and said simply, "What for? What are those things that go back and forth? "

Outside the window, it began to wind, thunder and lightning. Zhou Yang stood up and closed the window. He saw Annan running in from the school gate. Lightning flashed on her face and the wind blew away her ponytail. Holding her forehead in one hand and her schoolbag in the other, she was still calm and in a mess. This picture reminds Zhou Yang of Gorky's famous sentence Haiyan: "Between the dark clouds and the sea, Haiyan flies proudly like black lightning."

Annan entered the classroom as soon as the bell rang. She stood in front of the seat, took out a tissue from her pocket to wipe her face, folded it up and cleaned the stool and table. Go to the last row of trash cans in the classroom and throw the paper in. When she returned to her seat, Zhou Yang stopped her: "Annan, your notes."

She took it and smiled.

Before she lifted her leg, Zhou Yang said, "There are two places in my notes that I don't quite understand. I'll call you after class. "

She should be a cry. "Zhang Laocai" coughed loudly. When Zhou Yang saw Anna sitting back in her seat, she gave Zhang Laocai a good kick under the table. "Zhang Laocai" jumped up and saw Zhou Yang's face full of anger, holding back his silence.

The head teacher walked into the classroom half an hour before class. He asked, "Have all the application forms for arts and sciences been filled out? Raise your hand and let me see how many people have applied for liberal arts. Students who fill in the liberal arts will be transferred to Class 6 next semester. "

Zhou Yang saw Annan raise his hand, and his heart fell into a bottomless well.

After class, the students left the classroom one by one. Annan looked back at Zhou Yang. He walked sadly to Annan's seat with his schoolbag on his back. "Why did you apply for liberal arts?" Annan's grades are above average in the class, and the scores of arts and sciences are relatively balanced. Generally speaking, such students will focus on science. After all, science has a wider scope and better employment.

Annan said, "There is no reason. I prefer liberal arts to science. "

Zhou Yang was silent for a long time. When everyone in the classroom finished speaking, he whispered to Annan, "I like you." With that, he didn't dare to look at Annan's face, but his eyes were fixed on his feet. He found the shoelaces on his right foot a little loose.

Zhou Yang's confession for the first time in his life made him feel like he was going to the execution ground. As time went on, it was very quiet around, as if you could hear a needle. Just as he was about to pick up his bag and run away, Annan spoke. She only said four words: "I am very happy."

Today, when Zhou Yang heard Annan say "I am very happy" at her wedding, there was still a little confusion. Did she say yes then? Sixteen-year-old Zhou Yang didn't have the courage to ask.

Annan sat on the desk of his high school classmates, and Zhang Laocai stood up politely to pour drinks for Annan. Congratulations from relatives and friends who have withdrawn one after another interrupted Zhou Yang's thoughts.

The wedding went on in an orderly way, exchanging rings, drinking a glass of wine, worshiping parents, collecting red envelopes and toasting the couple around the table.

When he reached Anna's desk, Zhou Yang heard a classmate ask Anna. "I heard that you are a general counsel in a Fortune 500 company with an annual salary of not less than one million?"

Annan smiled and said, "I resigned two years ago."

The classmate asked again, "Where do you work now?"

Annan said: "After resigning, I traveled around and went to Shangri-La. Seeing the lovely children there, I stayed to teach for a year and a half and came back a week ago. As for where to go, I am still considering it. "

The classmate said, "You live a free and easy life. You must be very happy if your husband tolerates you like this. "

Annan said; "I'm not married." The atmosphere on the table is a little subtle.

"Zhang Laocai" saw Zhou Yang and the bride coming, stood up first, took a glass of wine and said, "Sister-in-law, Yang Zi is finally taken. I am very happy. I'll go first. "

Zhou Yang looked at Annan. She is stuffing cucumber into her mouth, and she doesn't feel embarrassed at all in the gas field. The woman is thirty years old. She has no job, no husband and no children. In everyone's eyes, she is an older woman. People have different views on leftover women, but one thing is the same. "This woman is very unhappy now."

When toasting Annan, Zhou Yang introduced to his wife: "This is my female companion-Annan." Everyone on the table laughed. "Zhang Sigh" said, "Zhou Yang, you should be Annan's best friend. Why do you call a quiet and weak girl a buddy? "

Zhou Yang also smiled. Annan, whom he knows, said that it is ok to be quiet, but when it comes to weakness, it is far from it.

Zhou Yang still remembers that after that stormy night, Annan treated him as if nothing had happened. Say hello when you meet him, take notes, and take the initiative to discuss with him if you have any problems in your study. She is not embarrassed, shy or shy. Many times, Zhou Yang looked at the figure sitting on the right side of the third row and asked himself over and over again, was that night just a seamless spring dream?

Later, Nan 'an transferred to the liberal arts class, and his study became more and more tense. Zhou Yang's first love flower withered before it was in full bloom.

In the third year of high school, he heard from the classmates in Annan's class that Annan's first choice was to apply for the "T University" law department. He also filled in "T big" in his second choice, and they met again in college. Many things are so natural. He studied, ate and went shopping with Annan. Annan and his roommate think they are boyfriend and girlfriend. Annan neither admitted nor denied it. It's just that a friend of a gentleman is as light as water. In private, he never said anything intimate or held hands.

In his sophomore year, he couldn't help it. He asked bluntly, "Annan, are you my girlfriend?"

Annan thought for a moment and carefully replied, "I am your female friend."

He turned his head and left. In the second half of my sophomore year, I talked about my girlfriend in the Foreign Languages Department, in my junior year, I talked about my girlfriend in the Chemistry Department, and in my senior year, I made a girlfriend in the Fine Arts Department of another school. During my stay at Annan University, I didn't know who I was close to except him. Besides attending classes, I am an intern in a law firm. When I graduated, I participated in the inter-school college students' debate competition and won the national excellent debater. With this award, I successfully entered the world's top 500 enterprises.

On the day when graduation photo was occupied, the sun was shining. They met on the playground. He took Annan's hand and pulled her to the shade. He asked again, "Annan, do you like me?"

Annan drew a tissue and watched him wipe the sweat from his forehead. He said slowly, "I don't like you. Why go to study, eat and go shopping with you? "

Zhou Yang Petrochemical is also there. He didn't know what to say at the moment. He felt that he had missed something, but he didn't seem to have missed it.

Annan continued: "Zhou Yang, although I like you, I also clearly know that we are not suitable. Being friends is our best distance."

Zhou Yang swallowed and said, "You haven't tried it, how do you know it's not appropriate?"

Annan said: "Some things don't need to be tried, just need to be observed. You are a controlling, decisive, enterprising, responsible and team spirit person. You are very suitable for the present society. And I am a self-centered person, and I don't like being bound. If we are together, the sweet time will pass, leaving only quarrels. "

At that time, Zhou Yang did not agree with Annan's remarks, but many years later, Zhou Yang had to admit that this woman's foresight was beyond the reach of ordinary people. He will also think of Annan's notebook, "I am not afraid of clouds covering my eyes, but I am afraid of the highest realm." This little woman has been climbing mountains for years. What she pursues is not fame and fortune in the eyes of the world, but spiritual climbing, never stopping.

When Zhou Yang finished drinking and turned around, he heard an enthusiastic female classmate say to Annan, "There is a gay man in our unit, which is not bad. I'll introduce him to you another day. "

Annan said, "Very good." I don't refuse, and I'm not keen.

Zhou Yang's mouth flashed a smile. He didn't know why he was laughing, whether he was laughing at the female classmate who didn't understand Annan or at himself. Annan is a man who never needs anyone to arrange his life. She always knows what she wants and when to do it. Beneath her seemingly gentle appearance lies an incomparably powerful heart.

He remembers that one afternoon three years ago, he called Annan for a legal question. He heard a sound on Annan's cell phone, which seemed to be the sound of the wind. He asked her what she was doing.

Annan said happily, "I'm preparing for skydiving. I'll call you back later. " When he hung up the phone, he looked at his office, which was as big as a birdcage, and finally realized that Annan had flown out of his sight. When he was climbing the mountain recognized by the secular world with his own system and efforts, Annan had already flown into the clouds and laughed at the situation.

Two years later, he heard that Annan was married. Her husband has a good family background and is a photographer. The couple traveled all over the world and went to the South Pole for the last time. Some students sent their photos in the Antarctic to the WeChat group. The two of them were wrapped up from head to toe, even wearing big sunglasses on their eyes, and they couldn't see Annan's expression, but Zhou Yang only knew that she was laughing and smiling brightly. Annan and her husband compared their arms to a big "heart", in which a group of little penguins were running with short legs.

Some students in the group said, "Annan's life is really good. If she marries, she marries. At the age of 30, she can still find a rich second generation. "

Another student replied, "Annan doesn't know what to think? Thirty-two years old, the world is still wandering. Why not have a baby while you are young? "

In two years, Annan became a successful person in everyone's eyes.

Zhou Yang turned off WeChat and looked out the window at the blue sky and white clouds. Where is that woman now? What if she sees the advice from her classmates?

She must say, "I see, thank you."

But did she live a day according to other people's requirements? Her happiness is not a good life, but that she always has a direction and knows what she is suitable for and wants. If the world is like a cloud, she is the person standing on it.

Postscript: I couldn't sleep after turning off the lights last night. I said to the girl, "You give me a question and I'll write you a story." The girl said, "I like the recent sentence' I'm not afraid of clouds covering my eyes, but I'm afraid of the highest realm'." I said yes, the girl added; "Write a love theme, don't write too inspirational." I asked, "Why write about love?" The girl said, "It's so funny that our classmates write love novels. When two people say love, they are in love. There is no step-by-step process at all. I just want to know how to write a love novel? " I want to send this article to a girl who is about to enter puberty. I hope she can live freely one day, climb the spiritual peak, and not be afraid of clouds to cover her eyes.