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The darkest and dirtiest thing I have ever done in my life is dedicated to her.

I am a girl, so is she. We are old colleagues. When I first met her, I had a girlfriend. They are completely different types. At that time, my girlfriend was tall and beautiful, but she was petite and felt at home. The only thing in common is that they all have small breasts (girlfriends are older). I don't know when my eyes have been attracted by her. In the company, we girls formed a gang, laughing and cursing together, and I have always been friends with her. At that time, I had not broken up with my girlfriend. I admit that I am a scum. One night after singing K, I sent her home. When we are drunk, we sit on the roof and chat. I asked her if she had ever planted strawberries. She said no, so I got one on her chest. She said I kissed her without a kiss. That was our first kiss. I don't know how she feels. All I know is that I am so cool! Not since. The next day, she let out her long hair and covered it under her collarbone. I secretly saw them laughing awkwardly.

Later, I got up the courage to tell her, and she was probably confused. She sincerely advised me that it was wrong. We can't. We are both women, and she won't accept me. I was young and frivolous at that time. All I know is that I like her and I have to get her. My girlfriend/reality and so on are all gone. The first thing I wake up every day is to find her. I told her that I knew it was impossible, but I just fell in love with you. I even succeeded in persuading her to get a room in the hotel. I promised that after this night, I would let go. After a night of lingering, she looked at her watch and said that we 12 were just friends after checking out. I held her in my arms and wept bitterly. I said I couldn't do it. I'm sorry, I broke my word. I can't retire as a friend Since then, I have been pestering and constantly proposing the time point. As soon as she said it, she gave up blabla, and then she broke her word, which caused her to completely distrust me now. My girlfriend here also noticed a little and broke up (I cried when I broke up with my girlfriend). In front of her, a person who has always been used to having her around suddenly separated, and I just felt very lost.