I bet on love, but I lost completely and was bruised and bruised.

I pursued love regardless of my own safety, married him far away despite my family’s obstruction, and spent my youth gambling on his life. A total loss.

There are many people pursuing me. but. But I just fell in love with my impoverished husband. Just because I think he is honest, careful and considerate.

I have been in love with my husband for two years. Unplanned pregnancy. I had no choice but to tell my family. My parents heard that my boyfriend was from another province and that he was so far away. Try to stop it. My mother cried her heart out. He said that there is only one daughter in the family. Marrying so far away. If they are bullied or if they have a bad life, they will be helpless. I can’t reach out to help. In case the man has domestic violence or I am not good. They can't come here to seek justice. Growing up, this was the first time I saw my father lose his temper.

Faced with the obstruction of his family, my husband knelt on the ground and swore that he would be good to me in this life.

I believe it.

No wedding, no wedding dress, no family blessings. Set foot back to my husband's house. After getting the certificate, we simply set up two bars of wine in their countryside. She became a married woman in a daze.

Unaccustomed eating habits and pregnancy reactions. Not used to accommodation. Inability to communicate verbally. It broke me instantly. I really wanted to call my parents, but I dialed the number and hung up. My husband is a completely different person when he comes home. Not as attentive and considerate as in the workplace. When he came back, his brother asked him to play cards every day. drink wine.

When I get angry, he gets better for two days. Always told me that this was his brother who grew up naked. The relationship is very good. They play like this every time they come back to their hometown.

Because I gave birth to a child out of wedlock and I am from another province, the way people here look at me makes me feel very strange.

I accidentally heard my mother-in-law chatting with others. Although I don't understand the full meaning. The general meaning is that I like my husband very much, and I want to marry him even if I don't care. There is no need to give any gifts.

After the child is born. During the confinement period. The mother-in-law insisted on squeezing the baby's breasts. Tie both hands with a rope. I tried my best to stop it. The two quarreled for the first time. My mother-in-law refused to take care of me during my confinement period. But I often have to hold my son.

My mother-in-law said that there was not enough milk and she needed to give the baby milk powder. I said it was enough because he didn't cry either. He would often take me out secretly to make milk powder while I was asleep. Even cooked rice cereal once. Just feed him. After I know. There was another big fight. The mother-in-law said that this is how she brought up her husband and the others. It’s not like you are still in good health. He also said that I was deliberately targeting him.

My husband says I am pretentious. It is said that all the dolls in the village are brought like this. Nothing bad. My husband and I had a violent quarrel because of the child. That night he walked out and didn't come back. I faced all my problems alone.

Once there is a quarrel, there will be a second time. My husband is becoming more and more rude to me. I can never find the honest and kind husband I once had. I cried n times during confinement.

My parents heard that I had given birth to a child. Although I don't want to in every possible way. Still called me. I talked lightly on the phone. I didn’t expect my parents to come all the way by car to see me.

That day. The mother-in-law wants to give the baby "fairy water" to drink. A bowl of black and numb water. I refused. My mother-in-law insisted. There was an argument and I accidentally pushed my mother-in-law. My husband came up and slapped me in the face. I locked myself in the room with my son in my arms.

My parents saw the marks on my face. Nothing was said. Dad just sat there. No, what are Li Hui’s father-in-law and mother-in-law talking about. My husband heard that my parents were coming and came back quickly. I just called Dad when I entered the door. My dad reached out and slapped him twice.

You actually dared to spank my daughter when she was having a baby. Believe it or not, I asked someone to break your legs. My father-in-law and mother-in-law ran up to stop me, but they didn't dare to say a word when they saw my father's firm attitude. My husband didn’t dare to say anything.

Dad asked mom to help me pack my things. Went out to stay in a hotel. Inform your husband to bring your things to the Civil Affairs Bureau tomorrow for divorce. My parents-in-law did not expect that my father was such a determined person. Do things neatly and neatly. They were all petrified. I tried my best to admit my mistake to my father. Promise to be nice to me in the future. My husband knelt on the ground and begged me.

Dad asked me, should we leave or not? Respect my opinion. I nodded. Maybe this is what it feels like to die.

Dad told his family in standard Mandarin before leaving.

If you don’t come for divorce tomorrow. I took my husband to court for domestic violence. Let my husband eat at the public house.

This is how the short-term marriage ended. My father helped me carry my luggage, and my mother held the baby in her arms. I followed. Leaving this familiar yet strange place.

I believe many girls are like me. Bet on love. Did you win? What did you get? Still the same as me. A total loss.