Human bathroom photographer

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An author tries to convince readers that his protagonist was once a real person; Meaningless. They are not

Born in the mother's womb, but in a basic situation, it is still an exciting sentence or two. Thomas is.

The product of the expression "Einmalistkeinmal", Teresa is produced by the noise in her stomach.

The first time she went to Thomas' apartment, her body began to growl. This is not surprising: after breakfast, except before driving.

I chewed a sandwich on the platform and haven't eaten anything so far. She was so absorbed in the upcoming bold trip that she forgot to eat.

People who neglect their bodies are vulnerable to retaliation. So when she stood in front of Thomas, she was horrified to hear.

The crying in your stomach. She almost cried. Fortunately, after only ten seconds, Thomas hugged her and made her forget.

I remember the sound in my abdomen.

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Thus, the situation that produced Teresa cruelly revealed a basic human experience, that is, the mind and the body are irreconcilable.

The duality of harmony.

A long time ago, a person would be surprised to hear his chest beating rhythmically, but he never guessed what it was. he

It is not yet possible to identify and determine such strange and unfamiliar things as people. At that time, the human body was a cell, the East in the cell.

West can see, hear, fear, think and be surprised. What remains after the disappearance of the human body is a soul.

Soul.

Of course, today's human body is no longer strange: we know that the heart is beating in the chest; Nose sticking out of the body.

The exhaust pipe delivers oxygen to the lungs; The face is just a dashboard that marks all physiological processes.

Mark the situation of eating, watching, listening, breathing and thinking.

Now that a person has learned to name all parts of the human body, it is much easier to deal with the human body. He also learned that the soul is just.

It is an active gray substance in the brain. The ancient proposition of duality between soul and flesh was finally drowned out by many scientific terms, and I

Scientists just laugh at it as outdated superficial knowledge.

However, if one of his lovers comes to listen to the rumble in his stomach, the poetic mistake in the scientific era of the unity of soul and flesh is wrong.

Go to sleep and disappear immediately.

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Teresa tried to know herself through her body. Because of this, since childhood, she often stood.

In front of the mirror. She was afraid that her mother would find that every time she secretly looked in the mirror, there was a color that was secretly invaded.

It was not vanity that made her walk to the mirror, but her surprise when she saw me. She thinks that through this face,

Mao saw the flash of his soul and forgot that he just saw the instrument switch of the body mechanism. She thinks the nose is

The true expression of one's own nature forgets that it is just a snorkel for delivering oxygen to the lungs.

Looking at myself who has been in a daze for a long time, I see my mother's shadow on my face from time to time, and my heart is very upset. She is more stubborn.

Staring at the mirror, I hope my mother's shadow disappears, leaving only myself. Every success intoxicated her: her soul.

Emerged on the surface of her body, and the sailors who were stuck in the bottom finally rushed out, scattered on the deck, facing the sky.

Wave your arms and cheer.

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She is not only like her mother in appearance. Sometimes I have a feeling that she is the only one in her whole life.

Mother's continuation, like the ball on the pool table, is only the continuation of the player's arm movements.

Where did this continuation begin and when did it become Teresa's life?

Perhaps from Mother Teresa's grandfather, Prague businessmen praised her daughter Mother Teresa to everyone.

Dear beauty. Her mother was only three or four years old, and her grandfather told her that she was exactly like the Madonna in Raphael's painting. Four years old

She will never forget this sentence again. She is very young, very young. When she is sitting at school, she always doesn't listen to the teacher and thinks.

A close likeness of his own painting.

It is time to get married. There are nine suitors kneeling beside her. She stood in the middle like a princess, I don't know.

Who to choose: the first is the most handsome, the second is the smartest, the third is the richest, the fourth is the strongest, and the fifth is the family.

Prominent, such as six reciting poems, the seventh knowledgeable, the eighth violin work, and the ninth masculine.

They all kneel in the same position, and their knees are similar.

She finally chose the ninth, not because he is the most masculine, but when making love with him, despite her repeated exhortations:

"Be careful" and "be careful again", but he was deliberately careless, so that she could not find someone to have an abortion and had to marry him. what

Teresa was born. Many relatives from all over the country gathered around the stroller to amuse the children. Teresa's

Mom doesn't want to be funny at all, or even talk. She just cares about her other eight suitors. They all seem to be better than nine.

It's good.

Like her daughter, Teresa's mother often looks in the mirror. One day, she found wrinkles in the corner of her eyes and concluded that she

Our marriage is meaningless. About this time, she met a masculine man with an affair record.

Hiding his two divorces from her. Now, she hates those suitors with cocoons on her knees, and she really wants to change places.

She knelt down, so she knelt down in front of her new liar friend, left her husband and Teresa and ran away.

The most manly person has become the most lifeless person. He is too depressed and nervous to find anything.

Speak your mind openly every day. The police of the authorities were frightened by his nonsense and arrested him.

After the trial, he was sentenced to a long prison term. They sealed off his house and sent Teresa to her mother.

The most lifeless man died soon after he went to prison. Teresa and her mother approached with their mother's liar.

Living in a small town in the mountains. The liar works in an office, while his mother works in a shop. Mom gave birth again.

After three children, when she looked in the mirror again, she found herself old and ugly.

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She realized that she had lost everything and began to look for the reasons for her crime. Everyone will do it. Her first one

Husband, manly but not loved by her, failed to pay attention to the soft police in her bed; And her second husband, no.

Masculinity is so loved by her that she dragged her from Prague to this small town, but she interacted with one woman after another and let her

Always jealous. She is powerless to resist, and the only hostage that belongs to her and cannot be avoided is Teresa, who can abstain from sex.

Make atonement for all these sins.

Indeed, isn't she the main source of the crime that determines her mother's fate? Isn't she the most masculine?

The absurd combination of a man's sperm and the most beautiful woman's egg? Yes, from that fatal moment,

The poor compensation caused a long-distance running and started her mother's fate. At that moment, it was called Teresa.

Teresa's mother kept reminding her that being a mother meant sacrificing everything. A child who lost everything.

When a woman says this, she naturally speaks a well-founded truth. Teresa always listens and believes that being a mother is the highest price in life.

Value, and being a mother is also the greatest sacrifice.

If the mother is a personified sacrifice, then the daughter is an evil that cannot be redeemed by change.

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Of course, Teresa didn't know that her mother whispered "Be careful" to her father that night. Her guilt is like

Original sin cannot be explained clearly. She tried her best to get rid of it. When she was fifteen, she was led out of school by her mother.

The waitress. She is willing to do anything to please her mother, hand over all her salary, do housework, take care of her siblings, and spend all her time.

I cleaned the house and washed things last Sunday. It's a pity because she is the most promising student in the class. She is eager for progress,

It's just that this town can't satisfy her. So whenever she washes clothes, there is always a book by the basin. She went.

Turning the page, the clothes dripped on the book.

There seems to be nothing shameful at home. Mother runs around the house in her underwear, sometimes without a bra.

In summer, sometimes I am completely naked. Stepfather doesn't leave naked, but every time Teresa takes a shower,

He once got into the bathroom. Once, she locked herself in the bathroom, and her mother flew into a rage: "Who do you think you are?

Will he swallow your beauty? "

This antagonism clearly shows that her resentment towards her daughter exceeds her suspicion of her husband. The daughter's sin is

Endless, even including her man's infidelity, Teresa's desire for liberation and her insistence on her rights-

For example, the right to lock bathroom door-for Teresa's mother, this is more than her husband may molest Teresa.

People hate it. )

One winter day, mother decided to run naked under the lamp, and Teresa ran to close the curtains for fear.

Pedestrians across the street saw her mother. But she heard her mother burst out laughing behind her. The next day, her mother came.

A few friends: a neighbor, a colleague, a female teacher and two or three other women who often visit. Teresa and

A boy of 16 years old who came with him said hello in unison, and his mother immediately told them Terri while everyone was there.

How Lisa tried to protect her mother's chastity. She smiled, and so did all the women. "Teresa plays with people to pee,

I can't even admit the idea of farting, "she said. Teresa blushed, but her mother didn't stop. "What happened? "

What's to be afraid of? "And answered her own question with a loud fart. All the women laughed again.

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Teresa's mother blew her nose loudly and openly talked about her sex life, proudly showing off.

Dentures. She can skillfully push out those false teeth with her tongue. If you open your mouth too wide, the teeth on it will fall out.

On the lower teeth. These things added a fierce expression to her face.

There is only one sign of her behavior: abandoning youth and beauty. In the days when nine suitors knelt beside her,

She cleverly protects her naked body, as if trying to show the value of the body in chastity. at present

Now, she not only lost her virginity, but also violently shattered it, proudly giving the present and the present new infidelity.

It is worthless to draw a clear line and claim that youth and beauty are overestimated.

In my opinion, Teresa is just a continuation of her mother's logo, which is how her mother abandoned her little beauty.

People's lives are still far behind.

We won't be surprised if Teresa has some neurotic movements and gestures and lacks some natural elegance.

Her mother's arrogant, rude and self-destructive behavior left an indelible mark on her. )

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Teresa's mother demanded justice. She wants to see the crime punished and liquidated. That's why she insisted that her daughter accompany her.

The reason for staying in that world without chastity. There, youth and beauty are worthless, and the world is just a pile of huge bodies.

In the middle camp, everyone is similar, and the soul is invisible.

Now we can understand why Teresa stared at the mirror for a long time and glanced at it from time to time, which had a sense of violating the ban.

Guilt. She is fighting with her mother, expecting to find a body different from others, expecting her face.

Shows a sailor-like soul released from the bottom of the sea. It's not easy: her soul-that kind of sadness,

Cowardly, self-enclosed mind-hiding at the bottom of the body, ashamed to expose yourself.

So, that day, she met Thomas for the first time and walked past the drunk in the restaurant. Her body was drunk on a plate.

The wine is hanging heavily, and her soul is in the stomach or pancreas. Later, Thomas called her.

It's too big, because the caller doesn't know her mother or those drunks, and day after day is monotonous and obscene to them.

I know nothing about swearing. His high social status makes him different.

Besides, there are some things that make him different: there is an open book on his desk. This shop

No one has ever opened the book on the desk. In Teresa's eyes, those books are symbols of friendship and tacit understanding. She also likes reading,

She has only one weapon to fight against the evil world around her: books borrowed from the city library. First of all,

Novel. She has read many novels, from Fielding to Thomas Mann. These books not only provided her with a way to get rid of everything.

Talking about the illusory possibilities of life, as an object, they have another meaning: she likes to have a book under her arm.

Walking in the street. This is as meaningful as Playboy's gorgeous crutch a hundred years ago, which makes her different.

It is not very accurate to compare books to childe's gorgeous walking stick. The walking stick not only distinguishes the owner from others, but also makes it

Master of the new school, be a mane. The book makes Teresa different, but it is out of date. Of course, she is too young. Look at that.

I can't see her old mane in the eyes of others. She actually thinks it's silly for young people to walk with radio headphones.

I never thought it was a new school. )

Therefore, the person who called her was a stranger and someone who had a tacit understanding with her. He called her voice and.

Good, so Teresa felt that her soul rushed out of her body through her blood vessels and pores and showed it to him.

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After tomasz returned to Prague from Zurich, he began to think that his acquaintance with Teresa was only six extremely accidental events.

By coincidence, I always feel a little uneasy.

Isn't it an inevitable accident that makes it more meaningful and worthy of attention?

Opportunity, only opportunity can give us inspiration. Those inevitable and predictable things are repeated day after day.

Things are always speechless, and only chance can convince me to speak. We interpret its meaning, just as Gypsies interpret it.

Caffeine residue sinking into the bottom of the cup, reading hallucinations.

It was absolutely accidental that Thomas appeared in front of Teresa in the restaurant. He sat there reading a book and suddenly answered.

When the boss saw her, he smiled and said, "Please give me a brandy."

At that time, the radio happened to be playing music. She went behind the counter to pour brandy and turned up the volume.

She recognized Beethoven. She has known since a string quartet from Prague came to his town to perform.

Say Beethoven's music. Teresa (as we know, she is always eager for progress) went to the concert. corridor

The room was almost empty, except for her, the audience was only the local medical technician and his wife. But the quartet players are faced with

The audience of the "Trio" still kindly did not cancel the performance. They played the last three songs of Dove.

Quartet.

Later, the pharmacist invited the musicians to dinner and asked the girls in the audience to go with him. From there, Bedo.

Finn became another world in her imagination, which was the world she longed for. When she was walking around the counter with brandy,

She tried to understand the inspiration of this opportunity: when she was called to deliver brandy to a strange man who attracted her, it was biased.

That was the moment when she heard Beethoven. What a coincidence!

Necessity is not a magic formula, they are all included in opportunities. If love is unforgettable and accidental.

Will immediately spread its wings and fly to it, just like a bird flies to Francis's wings.

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He told her to pay for the wine and close the book (a symbol of tacit friendship). She wants to ask him what book he is reading. 、

"Can you charge these drinks to my account?" He asked.

"yes." She asked, "Which room do you live in?"

He showed her the key, which was tied to a wooden sign with a red six squares painted on it. "Strange," she said.

Say, "Six."

"What's so strange?" He asked.

She suddenly remembered that the house in Prague before her parents divorced was also No.6, but she replied, "You live in No.6,

My class ends at six o'clock. We can praise her cunning accordingly. )

"Yes, my train leaves at 7 o'clock." Said the stranger.

She didn't know how to answer, so she gave him a bill to sign and handed it to the service desk. When she finished her work,

The stranger is no longer at the table. Did he get her hint of caution? She left the hotel excitedly.

Opposite the hotel is a deserted small park, which is dilapidated and can only be found in this dirty town. But for Teresa,

This has always been a beautiful island: there are grass, four poplars, several benches, a weeping willow, and

There is a small shrub called forsythia.

Sitting on the yellow bench, he can clearly see the gate of the hotel. God, that's where she used to sit when she was studying.

That stool! Then she knows (the bird of opportunity begins to shine on her shoulder) that stranger is her life.

Luck. He stopped her and invited her to sit next to him. The sailors of her soul have washed up on the deck of her body. )

Then, she walked with him to the railway station, and he gave her a business card to say goodbye: "If you have a chance to come to Prague."

Words ... "

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He gave her more than one business card at the last minute, but

Call for all opportunities (that book, Beethoven, No.6, Yellow Park Bench). All this is for her.

The courage to leave your family and change your destiny. Perhaps it is these opportunities (by the way, quite common and simple,

Not even much fun, but this is what people expect in this lifeless town), which makes her love sprout and give.

The source of her strength keeps her from getting tired all her life.

Our daily life is spent in the collision with opportunities. More precisely, it was an accident of people and things.

It's a coincidence that we meet. "Coincidence" means that two things happen and meet unexpectedly at the same time:

Beethoven's music was playing on the radio when Thomas appeared in the hotel restaurant. We didn't even notice this.

A coincidence. If Thomas's seat is occupied by a local butcher, Teresa won't notice that Bedo is playing on the radio.

Finn (although Beethoven's meeting with the butcher was also an interesting coincidence). But her new love strengthened her love for beauty.

Sensitive and can't forget music; I will be deeply moved whenever I hear it. That moment happened to her.

Everything around is bright because of music and looks beautiful.

Anna and Wolinski are in a strange position in the novel, and Teresa put it under her arm when she went to see Thomas.

When a man was run over by a train, they met at the railway station. At the end of the novel, Anna

I was lying under the train myself. This is where the article corresponds-if the beginning and end of music have the same motivation, it seems so.

The novel has a stronger flavor, I agree. But there must be one condition, that is, do not engage in those "fake" and "fabricated"

The concepts of "truth" and "violating the truth of life" are also used in the word "novel flavor". Because human life is accurate.

Frankly speaking, that's how it was formed.

Life is like composing music. Guided by aesthetic feeling, everyone puts an event (Beethoven's music, train)

Death in the world is transformed into musical motivation, and then this motivation gains an eternal position in the music of everyone's life.

Anna can choose another way to commit suicide, but the motive of death is deeply related to the train station and the birth of love.

And in her desperate moment, she was seduced by the beauty of black. People don't realize this, even in the most painful time.

Sometimes, everyone always weaves life according to the law of beauty.

It is wrong to accuse novels of confusing people with mysterious coincidences (such as the meeting between Anna and Volynski, the railway station,

Death, or Beethoven, Thomas, Teresa and brandy). Accuse people of turning a blind eye to coincidences in daily life.

No, it's right. In doing so, they deprived beauty of its proper place in life.

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The bird of opportunity landed on her shoulder, which prompted her to take a week off without telling her mother, so she got on the train in Bubra.

Grid. On the way, she went to the bathroom many times to look in the mirror and begged her soul not to abandon the deck of her body. This is one of her things.

The most critical moment in life. She looked at herself carefully and suddenly felt an itch in her throat in her panic. On a life-and-death day,

Will something happen to her?

But there was no turning back, so she hung up on him from the station. At the moment he opened the door, she

My stomach began to rumble horribly. She tried to control herself and felt as if she had brought her mother into her stomach.

It was her mother's ridicule that ruined her meeting with Thomas.

For a few seconds, she was afraid that the other person would kick her out because of the gruff voice in her stomach, but he still held her.

In my arms. She thanked each other for ignoring the hateful muttering and kissed him warmly with tearful eyes. In less than a minute, he

The child began to have sex. She screamed during sex and then had a fever. She was knocked down by the flu, which sent oxygen to her lungs.

Our exhaust pipe is blocked and red.

She came to Prague for the second time and brought a heavy box. Everything was in it, and she decided not to.

Go back to that town. He invited her to his house the next night. That night, she checked into a cheap hotel. The next day,

After the box was left at the station, I wandered the streets of Prague all day with the book anna karenine under my arm.

Even after she rang the doorbell and he opened the door, she didn't want to leave the book. This book is like entering Thomas' world.

To the world. She knew that she had nothing but this poor pass. Thought of here, she wanted to cry.

In order not to cry, she loudly

Having said that, I laughed. He immediately hugged her again and made love. She seems to have entered a huge cloud.

The fog could see nothing but its own screams.

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This is not a sigh, not a moan, but a real scream. He screamed so loudly that Thomas had to tilt his head.

Stay away from her face, lest the sound too close will break the eardrum. This kind of crying is not an outlet of sensuality.

Carnival is the general mobilization of various feelings: when a person observes an object excitedly, he will try his best to capture every sound.

The ring. And her screaming aims to weaken all kinds of feelings and eliminate hearing and vision. In fact, what she calls her innocence.

Ideal love, and strive to eliminate all contradictions, eliminate the duality of spirit and body, and even eliminate time.

Did she close her eyes? No. But they didn't look anywhere and stayed in a blank space on the roof for a long time.

Medium. I turn my head wildly from side to side from time to time.

After screaming, she took his hand and fell asleep beside him, holding it all night.

When she was eight years old, she slept with one hand holding the other and convinced herself that the hand she was holding belonged to her.

A man in love, her lifelong companion. Therefore, we can understand that she held Thomas so tenaciously in her dream.

Hands, because I have trained this habit since I was a child.

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A girl who is forced to serve wine and wash clothes for her siblings all day can't pursue "progress"-it must be accumulated.

Great life potential. This kind of power is unimaginable for college students who are sleepy as soon as they study. special

Lisa read more books than them and learned a lot from life, but she didn't realize it. College students and self

The difference between scholars lies not so much in knowledge as in vitality and self-confidence. Teresa put on her clothes.

In Lager's new life, his enthusiasm is fanatical and unstable. She seems to be waiting for one day, someone will come and say:

"What are you doing here? Go back to your old place! " All her desires for life are tied to a rope: Thomas.

The voice of Zeus. Because it is this voice that once summoned her cowardly soul from the depths of her body.

Teresa got a job in a dark room, but it wasn't enough. She wants to take pictures, not just develop them. support

Mas's friend sabine lent her three or four monographs by famous photographers and invited her to a cafe to explain them to her.

The photos in the book add a lot of interest to each work. She listened attentively and quietly, just like a professor.

Not often seen from their students' faces. .

Thanks to sabina, she gradually understood the relationship between photos and paintings. She often asks Thomas to show her around the factory.

Every exhibition held by Lager. Soon, her photos were published in the photography weekly she served, the most

Later, she left the darkroom and became a professional photographer.

That night, she and Thomas went to a bar with some friends to celebrate her promotion. Everyone dances, Joe.

Mas began to sulk. After being repeatedly stimulated by her at home, he revealed that he was jealous because he saw her dancing with his colleagues.

jealous

"Do you think you are really jealous?" She asked doubtfully for more than ten times, as if someone had just heard that she had won the lottery.

News of the Nobel Prize.

Then, she put a hand on his shoulder, put a hand around his waist and began to dance in the room. She didn't.

Is to use the dance steps she did in the bar, more like the villagers' polka dance or a nifty jump. Drag and hold

Mars, your legs are flying in the air, and your body is all over the room.

Unfortunately, it didn't take long for her to become jealous herself. Thomas didn't regard her jealousy as a Nobel Prize.

However, the Nobel Prize became a burden, a burden that weighed on him until his death.

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She walked around the swimming pool naked with a large group of naked women, and Thomas hung in a basket on the circular roof.

Yelling at them and asking them to sing and kneel. As long as a person kneels badly, he will shoot her.

Let me go back to this dream. The fear of dreams did not begin with Thomas' first shot, but existed from the beginning.

Yes Parading naked with a group of women is a typical horror image for Teresa. At home,

Mom won't let her lock bathroom door. This rule means: your body is no different from others', you are not.

Power is shy, there is no reason to hide something similar to thousands of people. In her mother's eyes, all bodies are the same.

One by one, Shuang Yi has been marching in line in this world. So since childhood, Teresa has been watching nudity.

Become a symbol of standardization of concentration camps and a symbol of shame.

There is another horror at the beginning of the dream: all women should sing! They are not only physically identical, but also humble.

Cheap; Bodies not only resonate with each other like soulless mechanical devices-but they also revel in it! this

It is the great unity of people who have lost their souls. They gladly abandoned the weight of their souls and ridiculous arrogance.

Great and unique fantasies-eventually becoming similar to each other. Teresa sang with them, but she was not happy.

She sang only because she was afraid, otherwise those women would kill her.

But what does Thomas mean by shooting them into the pool and dying?

Those women are in high spirits for their common unity. In fact, they are celebrating the death they are facing.

Get more absolute recognition in death. Thomas's shooting was just the climax of their morbid practice.

After every shot, they burst into happy laughter, every body sank into the water, and their songs would be louder.

Bright.

But why did Thomas shoot? And why is Thomas bent on killing Teresa with those people?

How about giving it up?

Because he asked Teresa to join them. This is the dream told to Thomas, and Teresa.

What you can't tell him. She came to him to escape from her mother's world, where all bodies are the same.

This world. She came to him and made herself a unique and irreplaceable body. However, he is still

Put her on an equal footing with others: kiss them equally, touch them equally, and treat Teresa and their bodies equally.

There is absolutely no difference. He sent her back to the world she was trying to escape from, back to those women and naked with them.

Go together physically.

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She always dreams of three consecutive scenes: first, the cat's rage indicates the suffering in her life; then

Endless death in fantasy; Finally, there is her survival after death. At that time, shame has become an eternal state.

These dreams can't be interpreted, but they have brought Thomas such unmistakable condemnation that his reaction can only be low.

Head, silently stroking her hand.

Dreams are meaningful and beautiful at the same time. This seems to have been missed by Freud's dream interpretation theory. dream

It is not only an act of communication (it can also be regarded as password communication if you like); It is also an aesthetic activity.

A fantasy game is a valuable game in itself. Imagine that our dreams prove something that never happened.

It is the deepest need of human beings. There is danger here. If these dreams are not beautiful, they will soon be forgotten. special

Lisa always returns to her dreams, and her mind always relives them and finally turns them into inscriptions. Thomas is here.

Teresa's life is fantastic, which is the hypnotic charm of the cruel beauty of her dreams.

"Dear Teresa, dear Teresa, have I lost you?" Once, they sat face to face.

In a hotel, he said, "You dream of death every night, as if you really want to say goodbye to the world ..."

It was daytime, and reason and will came back. A drop of red wine slowly flowed into her glass: "I'm fine."

I can't help it, Thomas Oh, I understand. I know you love me. I know your infidelity is no big deal.

Things ... "

She looked at him with loving eyes, but she was afraid of the coming night and those dreams. Her life is

Divided, she fought day and night.

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No matter who, if the goal is "progress", then one day he will faint. How did you faint? Just afraid of falling.

Going? Why are we afraid of falling when the watchtower has anti-vertigo handrails? No, dizziness is another reason.

This kind of thing is the sound from the empty world under our feet, tempting us and teasing us; This is a fall.

The desire to go down. Resist this terrible desire, we protect ourselves,

Naked women marched around the swimming pool, and the body in the coffin was glad that she was dead, too-that's all.

The "world below" she was afraid of. She once fled, but the world mysteriously called her back. This is a symptom of her dizziness.

At a loss: She listened to a sweet (almost cheerful) call and reread her destiny and soul. Did you hear that?

A great soul rally is calling her. When she is weak, she intends to respond to this call and return to her mother; beat

A sailor who scattered her soul on the deck of her body; I'm going to rush to my mother's friend.