The sustenance of dreams

Recently, I have entered a state of lethargy and dreaminess. When I wake up, I can vaguely remember the contents of the dream, but my mind is swollen and I feel a dull pain. Dreams are all about family, sisters, brothers and mothers. The atmosphere is more everyday and there is no special conflict.

A few days ago, I dreamed that I saw the wonders of the sky on the small balcony outside my hometown. The cloudy sky showed a jewel-like blue, and there were some bright lights in this sapphire blue area, flickering like brilliant rosy clouds formed when the morning sun rose. Those lights were dazzling and looked like the golden edges of colorful clouds.

I was amazed and took photos with my mobile phone. I ran from the balcony to a more open place and found a white cloud in the shape of a fishbone in the middle of this blue area. This magical vision attracted two strange photographers who kept taking photos like me and wanted to find the best viewing position.

Elder sister chased me out and called me home, saying that there was nothing to see in the sky. But I clearly saw that the sapphire blue area still shines with rainbow light from time to time, which is very brilliant. I was fascinated, and my second sister came over and told me to hurry back. At this time, the sapphire blue area is like a picture in a movie, and suddenly it zooms in and out. As it becomes clearer, I see that the fish-bone shaped cloud has become an island, and the blue part is the sea. There are many people standing on the island.

I heard two people talking, but I don't quite remember the specific content. It probably means that they are all trapped in this place and trying to get out ...

From here on, the content of the dream began to blur. After waking up, I think the landscape in my dream is a "mirage". The beauty I see in my eyes makes people look forward to it, but it is actually a place where freedom is imprisoned. My sisters called me home, as if to remind me not to be confused by the illusion.

The second dream this morning was mainly a conversation between my elder sister and me, and the memories aroused in the conversation. In my dream, my elder sister and I went to the field to call my mother home for dinner, and walked on the lane. My elder sister said that it was unexpected that it was 226 now, and asked me which year impressed me the most in the past few decades.

I thought for a moment and said, it should be 211 ...

Then I entered the content of my memory. In that year, as a freshman of 211, I went to a strange city outside the province to study alone. In my memory, I met my junior high school friend who had dropped out of junior high school and hadn't seen him for a long time in college.

I am very touched. It seems that college is my loneliest period, but when I was young, I appeared in front of me like a guardian angel. I took her and asked where she had been and what she had done in the years since she dropped out of school. The two of them chatted endlessly ...

I always couldn't remember the conversation clearly in my dream, but I didn't forget the topic of the conversation. When I woke up, I felt that these scenes were really warm and beautiful.

It's very warm to be surrounded by familiar family and friends. The reason why I dream about them recently is that I have been lonely for too long, and I subconsciously long for such a harmonious and beautiful relationship.

There was a famous psychologist named Freud who wrote a book called The Interpretation of Dreams. It is said in the book that the motivation of dreams is the satisfaction of desires, and people have hopes that cannot be realized in reality, so they are pinned on dreams.

this view just explains my two dreams, and what I expected became dreams.