Emotional note: I wish I had no feelings.

If only people didn't have so many delicate thoughts and sensitive hearts.

I often think that if I read less books, if I don't have so many emotions and so many delicate thoughts, it would be nice to be an ordinary person and have less troubles!

Why am I like this? If I smoke, drink and play games like most boys and don't have so many complicated ideas, I will be very happy!

Open your phone address book, there will be hundreds of friends, but for a moment, you have something to say, happy or unhappy, want to talk, open one name after another, but you can't find someone to talk to.

When I was in Shandong before, I often cried secretly in bed at night, and the accumulated discomfort, pain and powerlessness didn't come out, and no one listened, so I could only bury it in my heart silently.

I can only endure all this silently.

It's the hardest time to fall asleep in the dead of night. I will think of my present state and my loneliness from time to time. No one understands and listens. In this strange city, I am lonely, just a corpse.

I know many people in WeChat and address book, and send something in the online world. Many people care, and people always think that life is rich, full and beautiful. In fact, it's just a ghost in a city.

People who are really happy in reality probably won't go to the online world to show their happiness! People who send friends every day are either advertisements or have a bad real life, and regard the online world as a window. For example, I, happy and unhappy things, whether in my heart or in the virtual world, are not listened to and paid attention to.

Sometimes I feel helpless, because some content in my circle of friends is envied, and I envy traveling and taking photos everywhere, as if I were always on the road.

In fact, most of the landscape maps are just advertisements. I am just an ordinary office worker. Every day, I squeeze the crowded 1 line to go to work in Tianfu New District. The south is far away and I don't like it.

No money, no house, no car, no date, no friends.

Probably the kind of person who can only chat online! Sell cute, send expression packs, a lot of words, when there are many people eating, I am usually the one who eats silently, and I am not good at tables and wine tables.

Compared with the myriad thoughts inside, compared with the writing style, it is really bad for me to brag outside.

I am willing to share my story and give my travel strategy, study method and growth experience, but I don't want to brag about my experience as a kind of capital to show off myself.

The fastest and most effective way to show yourself is probably to take a selfie. A cool and luxurious photo of Zhang Shuai is probably the most attractive!

I like photography, I like to photograph everything I see, people or scenery, and I don't like to photograph myself.