Fang Siqi's first love paradise

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A heavy reading recommendation on Fang Siqi's First Love Paradise

Literature is the most futile and ridiculous. Writing so much can't save anyone, or even yourself.

-Lin Fang Siqi's First Love Paradise

I have been reading books every day for a long time.

Read a book for the first time.

For the first time, I was afraid of gentle, respectful and thrifty words.

It is the first time that I seem to be caught by a huge invisible hand during the whole reading process, and I can't make a sound.

China people have a really strange way of thinking.

They never give in to their children's studies.

But nothing about sex education.

If you remember to watch TV with my father.

Dad has to pretend to change the channel naturally when he sees the picture of kissing.

It's like I naturally won't ask and then I'll pass.

But at that time, we were actually separated from the so-called ambiguity by a layer of paper.

We have seen kisses and hugs by accident or curiosity.

I have also seen restless hands swimming on the opposite sex like fish.

I even vaguely heard whispers of sadness and joy.

We are curious, but no one will ever tell us what it is.

Even planted the seeds of secret taboos in our hearts.

So much so that the lesson about human body introduction in our biology book has always been self-study.

The teacher made a group of ignorant children blush.

Then fold the pages unnaturally.

Since then, the door of our enlightenment has been slammed.

But they are all children without common sense.

Why do you have to leave the opportunity to teach children to others and leave them to pain?

In the book, the appearance rate of Fang Siqi's parents is pitifully low.

Only a few times, I either pushed my daughter to the devil or shut her out of pain.

They are absent from their works, from sex education and from Si Qi's life.

And this is just the tip of the iceberg.

Most parents in China are like this. They thought it was to protect their children in the ivory tower, but in fact they were tied up and locked in the secret room. The child was hurt, unable to resist, unable to express, unable to speak.

I didn't regret it until the tragedy happened.

The biggest massacre in human history was Fang Siqi's rape.

And the consequences of this crime are often borne by the victims themselves. Just like the girl 19 years old who was molested a few days ago, she got up the courage to speak out, but no one helped her. Finally, urged by a group of audience, she jumped down from the upstairs. After Xiao Qi in the work was abandoned by the teacher, she posted everything publicly. As a result, everyone thought she was a mistress, and even her parents didn't believe her. Finally, she completely fell into the abyss.

There is also a sentence in the book that any sexual violence is social, or it should be said that any sexual violence is not done by the perpetrator independently, but by the whole society to assist the perpetrator. In Fang Siqi's paradise of first love, society may be not only a helper, but also an offender himself.

Tragedy actually exists forever, and there will always be places in the world that cannot be illuminated.

It's just that sometimes we turn a blind eye and sometimes we are silent.

But I think the world really needs to be saved.

Justice education? shouting

Attached is a fragment of Fang Siqi's First Love Paradise:

It was about to fall, a terrible autumn. Li Guohua is in the south four days a week and in Taibei three days a week. One day, Li Guohua went to the cat's nest to have a drink with some teachers who were in the cram school. There are few people on the mountain, so it is easy to talk. The English teacher asked the physics teacher, "Are you still the one who wants to be a singer?" ? How many years? It's incredible, it's been so long, so it's not the same as going home to find a wife. "The other two people smiled. The physics teacher smiled with infinite kindness, as if to say to her daughter: "She said it was too difficult to sing, and now she is modeling." "Will appear on TV? "The physics teacher took off her glasses and wiped the sweat on the nose pad. He is blind and looks very humble. He said, "I made an advertisement." The other three people simply applauded the courage of the physics teacher. Teacher Li asked, "Aren't you afraid of being coveted? "The physics teacher seems to wipe his glasses forever, but he doesn't answer. The math teacher said, "I have been the captain of three equipment teams, and the next one will be a grand slam." "Cheers. To all the girls who often take notes in health education classes but have no sexual knowledge. Let's drink to the great emptiness of their insertion into the joint exam.

The English teacher said, "I just take everything." I don't know what you are insisting on. You are more reserved than them. " Teacher Li said, "You are a player. After playing for a long time, you find that the ugliest woman also has the most romantic side. I don't have that love. " He looked shyly at the bottom of the cup and added, "And I like the game of falling in love." The English teacher asked, "But you don't have love in your heart, so you have to act. Aren't you very tired? "

Li Guohua was thinking. Counting several girls, he found that raping a little girl who worships you is the fastest way to make her inseparable from him. And the more sticky she is, the more painful it is to dump her. He likes to practice sweet talk to the next girl in the future in front of a girl. This sense of immortality is beautiful and environmentally friendly. Centrifugal force is more beautiful when thrown out, just like the scene where the heroine is spinning around in the snow with her camera. The heroine's face was greatly blocked in front of the camera, and the background became a landscape. A small square yard was dragged into the window scene where a high-speed railway flew by, and the space was abruptly pulled into time and blood. It's beautiful. It is difficult to explain to the English teacher. He is so considerate. The English teacher couldn't understand Li Guohua's joy when she first heard that a girl committed suicide. A tsunami of peace of mind. The highest praise for a man is to commit suicide for him. He is too lazy to think about the difference between him and him.