Carina: Girl, don't let men ruin your life.

Carina is now a famous fashion photographer in China, the Netherlands. Her deep black eyes seem to contain infinite potential and hope. See her and you will think: This must be a woman with a story.

Indeed, among the girls I know, no one is more experienced than her. She said that I came out of the trauma and disappointment of every relationship, but I still love life.

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Carina was born in Guangzhou. In middle school, she was rebellious and unruly, and few girls wanted to be friends with her. But she was born with good looks and a face that can charm millions of men, but boys like her very much. In her sophomore year, she fell in love with a male classmate in her class, and they had a private life in a tent in a summer camp.

Carina was expelled from school for smoking tattoos in the last semester of senior three. Idle, she still wandered around the school every day because he was there. Until one day, she saw him holding another girl and kissing under the big tree behind the restaurant. She walked up to them with a straight face and said to the girl, excuse me, I'll borrow your boyfriend for a while. She tugged at him and pointed her middle finger at him: Never let me see you again. The boy cried and begged her to forgive him, saying that he really liked her, but for that girl, he just took part in accidental amusement. Carina sneered and left without looking back.

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Carina will never go to school again. If you can't get it back, feed it to the dog. She got a job: singing in a bar. In the bar, at the age of 17, she was photographed by a talent scout as a plane model. On the first day of the audition, the photographer sighed at the film: "It's perfect! Her camera sense is so good! This face of hers always arouses men's desire to explore! When you see her photo, you will want to know everything about her: who is she? What does she do? What kind of life does she lead? For so many years, I have been looking for such a model! "

To get ahead, it is not enough to have a beautiful face and an impressive figure, but also to have Bole. Carina was lucky to meet her Bole. At the photographer's suggestion, the company asked her to cooperate with their only foreign model, Dutch George.

Love grows with time. The two fell in love soon. That year, Carina 17 years old and George 2 1 year old.

"The age of love is estimated to be before the age of 25." Carina said, "I really don't have that enthusiasm now."

"What do you mean by love? Can't be separated? " I asked.

"Ha ha ... it can be said that we can't leave the bed at all. We are all tired of lying in bed outside the shooting. " Karina smiled heartily and said, "We depend on each other's bodies. At that time, I thought, what the fuck is our desire for each other's bodies? "

It is said that the life span of passionate love is generally only half a year, but they have extended the myth to two years. Two years later, Karina followed George to Holland. George returned to his hometown like a duck to water, and soon signed a work contract and joined various clubs. Carina is not so lucky. 19 years old, because no advertising model company is willing to sign her, and she is idle at home.

In the first six months, Carina studied languages and played games. George will take her out to play whenever he is free, and his life will be relaxed and comfortable. But gradually, George became busier and busier. Carina can only wait for him at home eagerly, but he comes back later and later, sometimes he goes out to advertise and stays up all night.

The most important thing in fashion circle is beauty. Although Carina is also a first-class beauty, she will be aesthetically tired after watching it for a long time. Besides, George is only 24 years old, which is the age when he has no resistance to beauty. Eight months after returning to Holland, the beautiful woman in George's arms became another Ukrainian female model.

George confessed to Karina. Karina didn't cry, although she still loved George deeply. "No one can guarantee that he will love a person for a lifetime. I was only 20 years old then. Even if he does not change his mind, I can't guarantee that he will not change his mind in the future. " Carina said seriously, "Some people are destined to come to your life to accompany you for a while. True love has no regrets. I am grateful that George once appeared in my life. He taught me a lot, and besides, he is actually a very responsible person. Whether it's for work or girlfriend. Without love, no one can stay. The fate is scattered and we can only let it go. "

George proposed that he would support her to go to school, and all the expenses during her study would be borne by him. Carina is not stubborn this time. She accepted his kindness. In September, Carina signed up to study photography.

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"In fact, George is also an important person in my life." Karina said: "Without him, I wouldn't have come to Holland;" Without him, I wouldn't learn photography; Without his later girlfriend, I can't find a job I love now. "

After graduation, introduced by George's third girlfriend, Karina joined a fashion magazine as a photographer.

On a sunny spring day, Carina went to the tulip field near Amsterdam for location shooting. Just as she pressed the shutter, someone greeted her: "Sorry to bother you, madam. I've been watching you for a long time. Your face always makes me want to know everything about you: how old are you? Are you married? Do you have a boyfriend? What will your life be like? Can you give me a chance to know you? " He said and held out his hand.

Standing opposite Carina is a handsome and masculine Turk. Carina has always been biased against Turkish men, thinking that they are not single-minded and like to have sex. But in an instant, his deja vu words, his eyes and the way he stood among the flowers made Carina's prejudice fall apart instantly. She held out her hand and said, "Hello, my name is Carina. What about you? "

His name is Ali, a Turkish businessman, and he has trade with Germany, France and Holland in western Europe. The weather was fine that day, so I stole a half-day holiday and went out to visit the flowers.

Life is so capricious. On an accidental trip, you may meet a t a who comes into your life.

It turns out that Ali is not as sexist as the average Turk. He looks like a man, but he is gentle with Carina and ignores beautiful women. Their relationship has developed quite steadily. They bought a house in Amsterdam. One Spring Festival, Carina took Ali back to Guangzhou to meet her parents. Ali is the first boyfriend Karina brought home.

Ali travels frequently and sometimes goes back to Turkey for several months. Fortunately, Carina is also busy with work, and she has no time to be empty, lonely and cold. "If the relationship between the two is long-lasting, it will be sooner or later." Carina is confident in this relationship.

During the holiday, they traveled all over the world together. "I think it is in tune with him. Ali is a man of taste. He has a good taste in art. No matter which city we go to, we will visit the museums and bookstores in that city. He has a pair of eyes that discover beauty and people are very humorous. " Karina said.

In the fourth year of their love, they were traveling in Egypt, just in time for Carina's birthday. Ali magically took out a ring with a huge sapphire from his pocket, looked Carina in the eye and said, Let's get engaged.

Unfortunately, love also has a seven-year itch. In the seventh year together, from bickering to quarreling, the contradiction gradually escalated. Carina said, I just feel something is wrong, but I can't tell what is wrong. Finally, in the eighth year, Carina found that Ali still had a home in Turkey, and he had been with that woman for two years.

This time, Carina was completely defeated. Eight years of love has passed in a blink of an eye. She is going to marry him and have children. Carina has always wanted to have children, and she has been dragging her feet for the cause of both parties. "I was 3 1 year old that year." Carina said, "I never dreamed that it would end like this with him. We are no longer young, I thought we would be together forever. " Carina was very disappointed in this man. She took three months off and went back to Guangzhou to heal. She started smoking again for the sake of the children, and it was more fierce than before. Parents see it in their eyes, but it hurts in their hearts.

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Life goes on, whether your wound is still bleeding or not. After a three-month holiday, Carina returned to Holland to continue her work.

"I thought I would never believe in love again until he gave me a real home." Carina's eyes are full of sweetness, and her black eyes are more agile when she mentions "him". He is a colleague of fashion magazine, and he saw Carina's experience. He has always liked her silently. After she broke up, he finally got a chance to be nice, but Carina kept him at a respectful distance.

"I think we have known each other for so long. If we could light the spark of love, we would have been in the flame. He is very nice, but I think it can only be colleagues and friends. What I like is the feeling of love at first sight. However, that Christmas, his words touched me. " Karina smiled happily. "He told me, karina, give me a chance to be the father of your child. I promised him on impulse. Unexpectedly, he is the most suitable person. I feel safer, freer and more comfortable than ever before. He gave me a real home. "

I think Wang Feng can be the father of Zhang Ziyi's children for the same reason. After experiencing prosperity and seeing the world, when you want to settle down, the most suitable one appears in front of you.

Carina's eight-month-old son is a beautiful little hybrid. He inherited his father's skin color and face shape, but he has his mother's black hair and deep black eyes.

"I'm glad I've been disappointed and hurt along the way, but I didn't let a man ruin my life. Girl, remember to move forward forever, have your own career and life, and you will be indestructible. " Karina said. In her early thirties, she is still so sunny and fashionable, and she seems to have the sound of flowers when she smiles.