Become what you like

We are all people racing against ourselves, the name of Wei Wei’s book. She had a "gap year" and traveled to many cities, struggling, hesitant and painful. After finding a job, I cherish the life that I have earned through hard work. I work part-time and study part-time, and I am extremely busy. I have always wanted to write a really good book, but I have been putting it off. Whenever I think about it, I feel that everything is wrong and nothing is right. Finally, she gave up this living situation and began to save herself. So she used her unlimited potential to write all the stories she wanted to write. She is full, from heart to body, from body to soul. She now loves herself as never before, just to learn to follow her heart and do what she wants most when she feels that life is not right.

? In fact, I am confused, entangled and struggling. Facing graduation, thinking about my college life, I can only sigh. A sociable and active person, he participates in various campus activities and gets to know all kinds of people. The diligent and studious students follow their own plans step by step every day, achieve their goals, and receive certificates and scholarships every year. People who work part-time to experience life, tutor, do promotions, distribute leaflets, and do micro-business. Not only do they earn tuition fees, but they also use the money they earn to travel. As for myself, when I see others living the way I want, I only feel envy, jealousy, and hatred, but I never change anything.

I also imagined that I would read a lot of books in college to enrich myself and write. I want to work on my own to make money, travel with my friends, and see the outside world. Buy a camera, learn photography, and use your own camera to create beautiful memories of college when you graduate. I want to fall in love, study with my boyfriend, travel together, and become better versions of ourselves for each other... Four years have passed, and none of my original ideas have been realized.

I told my roommates the story of Li Xiuxiang, a white and rich girl from a prestigious school. I said that this is life. My roommate replied to me: This is other people’s lives. I seem a little unconvinced, why can people at the same age live such a colorful life, but we can only say sourly that this is other people's lives. We live so comfortably that we forget our original ideals and goals. We feel that the current situation is not too good or worse, and this is fine. But this is not what we really like about ourselves. At the same age, he went to a prestigious school, drove a BMW, wore famous brands, and was prosperous in the financial world of San Francisco. We spend our parents' money and show off everywhere. Her character has made her like this: decisive, resolute, good at discovering, good at learning, and mentally strong. As the author said, "Her love of learning is never limited to the classroom. She absorbs all the advantages she has seen. When bad things come to her, they eventually turn from strange things into experience points." We are never willing to change and enjoy the benefits of our parents We refused to take a single step out of the cozy little nest we were given, so we became like this.

We are still young and anything is possible. When we are young, we have to struggle, failure, setbacks, pain, and unbearability. Everything will become our experience points, add points to us, and allow us to upgrade. If we keep walking steadily towards our set goals, one day we will all become what we like.