Audrey Hepburn envies an angelic life, but doesn't want an angelic marriage. ...

Nearly a century ago, on May 4th, an angel came to earth.

She is the naughty royal princess Ann in Roman Holiday.

Is Breakfast at Tiffany's's noble and naive holly,

The clever Eliza in My Fair Lady ... ...

Innocent face, deer-like innocent and clear eyes, elegant and refined temperament, kind and noble heart, her beauty makes people unable to forget her name-Audrey Hepburn.

Most of the information about Hepburn is about her fashion, her immortal friendship with Givenchy, and what she did for hungry children in her later years. She has a gentle temperament and a unique charm in her smile, and is recognized as the embodiment of nature and beauty. Her appearance has influenced and changed the aesthetic and fashion trends of human beings for more than half a century.

In addition to beauty, Hepburn's low-key friendliness and dedication to work are also unforgettable. It's hard to imagine that such an elegant female star can put down her star shelf and go to the hardest place to give maternal love to poor and sick children. So that when she was alive, she was called an "angel on earth" and an "angel kissed by God"; After her death, she was hailed as "there is no angel on earth after Hepburn".

However, Hepburn, known as the "angel who fell into the mortal world", has a lingering inferiority complex in his heart. She thinks she is too thin, her neck is too long, her nose is not straight enough and her feet are too big. Even after she was awarded the honor of UNICEF Goodwill Ambassador, she was still shy inside. Every time she needs to make a public speech, she still shakes as if she were on stage for the first time.

There is a huge emotional black hole in her heart, which affects Audrey's marriage. The philosopher Heraclitus said that one cannot cross the same river twice. But Hepburn's two marriages seem to have stepped into the same "river", and the latter marriage seems to be a continuation of the previous one.

Hepburn is very cautious about love even though all the stars are holding the moon. Her first love happened when she was 2 1 year-old, with a 29-year-old British businessman, james hanson.

Hansen is a British aristocrat, and his family has a huge industry, which is still expanding. He is the heir, walking on the road from rich to richer. He is also a playboy. He often hangs out with actresses and never wants to get married. After getting to know Hepburn, who was only a nightclub dancer at that time, he finally began to think about getting married.

Hepburn didn't even want to audition for Roman Holiday because she wanted to marry him. However, at that time, she was forced by the company to attend the audition. I didn't expect this attempt to surprise me. Her career was unexpectedly smooth and her future was bright. Even so, she wanted to get married as soon as the two plays were over, so she got engaged to Hansen.

At the beginning of the performance of "Golden Powder World", Hepburn's performance was not satisfactory, because she went out to date Hanson every night (when the Hansons were expanding their business in North America) and had no time to ponder her lines and acting skills. It was not until the director gave her strict orders that she began to take it seriously. Hepburn is really a good actor. Once she started working hard, the result was really great. Soon, the play caused a sensation on Broadway, so she began to tour.

Hepburn was very young at that time, only 23 years old, and his life had just begun. She is addicted to acting and wants to go further on this road. At this time, the family was put in the back position by her. Although she ordered a wedding dress when she was in Rome, she repeatedly postponed the wedding date in action. Finally, she broke off her engagement with Hansen. She said: it is unfair for Hansen to get married when he is focused on his career. Hepburn longed for a stable marriage life like ordinary people, but for various reasons, she could only decide to end a love that could not see the result.

1953 On August 20th, Hepburn met her first husband, mel ferrer, at a party after the premiere of Roman Holiday. Ferrer and Hepburn have many similarities. Like Hepburn, he is thin and looks a little malnourished. They can speak many languages. They all started their acting careers as dancers. Ferrer's mother is French and his father is Spanish. Like Hepburn (Irish father and Dutch aristocratic mother), she is a mixed-race of European descent. Some people say that the photos of him and Hepburn together are more like brother and sister than husband and wife. Ferrer suffers from polio and his left arm is paralyzed. He restored the agility of his limbs by his tenacious will. He is the kind of strong-willed person that Hepburn has always admired.

He is a genius. He is proficient in many languages, has a degree from a famous university (which was rare in Hollywood at that time), has published books, and likes to discuss profound things. He doesn't want others to regard him as an actor. He thinks he should be a director or a producer. In fact, he does have that identity. But there are some things about genius that people don't like. In the eyes of colleagues, Ferrer is arbitrary, shrewd and cunning, and lacks kindness, which is completely different from Hepburn. No wonder many people think that they are not a good couple, and subjectively think that Ferrer is cheating Hepburn, controlling her and touching her.

While filming Ontina, rumors about Ferrer controlling Hepburn began to appear, which accompanied their whole marriage. Usually the media and public opinion will hate people who "take away" idols. It's like everyone denouncing Li for playing with Faye Wong, and thinking that Faye Wong is playing with handsome guys and so on. This is the cuteness of fans and the disgust of the media. This kind of private matter is something that two people know well and you love me. What do people do in such a far place? Hepburn is an independent person. Even if Ferrer controls her, he can only control her because she accepts him. As Horton, who knows Hepburn, said, "I think Hepburn is willing to let Ferrer feel that he is influencing her." This is because of the tolerance of love, and she is willing to let this man feel that he can dominate her, which is a connivance for the motherhood of the loved one. It's just that Ferrer's own personality doesn't give people a good impression, which always puts him at a verbal disadvantage.

At that time, Hepburn, as a new star in Hollywood, rose at a dizzying speed. She doesn't have time to get used to all this. It is very important for her to have someone around to guide and protect her. Ferrer played such a role. He is extremely possessive and possessive of Hepburn. He controls and arranges Hepburn's living habits and diet. People who have eaten with the couple say that Ferrer is nervous about Hepburn. His eyes never left Hepburn, and he always gently and firmly ordered Hepburn to "eat this, not that", which stipulated her every move. These are not so much love for Hepburn as extreme control.

Ferrer and Hepburn are both very talented people. However, their combination is boring. Hepburn is the one who makes a good impression, and Ferrer is the one who doesn't please everyone. Because he gives the impression that he is selfish, dictatorial and "fishing for Hepburn", their love is hard to be taken seriously.

Hepburn and Ferrer have lived together for more than ten years, and most of his films are excellent works. Their combination made Hepburn more brilliant, but destroyed Ferrer. The more pure and noble Hepburn is, the more obscene and colorless Ferrer is as a background. They are a family, a whole. In everyone's eyes, Hepburn is positive and Ferrer is negative. Hepburn's glory is ahead, and Ferrer's gloom is behind. Cruel pressure from outside will inevitably lead to the collapse of the whole. Ferrer, who thinks highly of himself, will not be satisfied with his situation. Although Hepburn has been trying to mend this rift and carefully safeguard Ferrer's self-esteem, he will try his best to help him as long as there is an opportunity. However, her glory in full swing and Ferrer's waning dusk are like trains running in the opposite direction. In the subconscious joy of this scene, it is difficult for them to pull their families down.

Hepburn wanted to save the marriage, and the problem of husband and wife was subtle and accumulated over time. The general trend, local small efforts to no avail. Hepburn miscarried again and had a nervous breakdown. 1968, they finally broke up. Hepburn met her second husband, Italian psychiatrist Dr. Dotti, while traveling in the Mediterranean. 14 marriage has finally come to an end.

After ending his marriage with mel ferrer, Hepburn announced his retirement in order to maintain his second marriage and avoid another failure. She said to her sincere friend Gregory peck, "I have been trying to maintain our marriage, but it is too difficult, too difficult." In our line of work, we often have to show enthusiasm and love, and sometimes we can't help pretending to do it. Marriage is really difficult to maintain in this circle! Please believe that I put my marriage and family life first and my career second. "

However, God played a little joke on her again. Hepburn's second husband, andre doti, an Italian psychologist, caused her more emotional harm.

Dottie is nine years younger than Hepburn. When she was a teenager, she claimed to be a fan of Hepburn and vowed to marry Hepburn when she grew up. Dottie met Hepburn on her way to Greece, and after getting familiar with her, she quickly launched an offensive. Hepburn was deeply moved by Dottie's enthusiasm and concern, so that she made a hasty decision to get married regardless of her mother's opposition and age gap. Hepburn learned the lesson of his first marriage failure, turned a blind eye to the endless movies and felt at ease.

She said, "I'm finally happy. I don't make movies anymore. I will concentrate on playing the role of a good wife and mother in the future. "

But Hepburn soon discovered painfully that Dottie was far less loyal to her marriage. Dottie has Italian romantic feelings. Even during Hepburn's childbirth in Switzerland, she resumed her social habits of single life, frequenting nightclubs and strip clubs. The news that he was with a group of charming actresses all night made headlines.

In the face of her husband's endless affair, Hepburn chose forbearance, pinned all her feelings on her children, and tried to win back her husband's heart with tolerance. But in the tenth year of marriage, Dottie remains the same, even worse. There is always a limit to patience. Hepburn gave up her marriage completely and ended her second marriage at 198 1.

From British businessman Hansen to American actor Ferrer, and then to Italian psychologist Dottie, it is not difficult to see that Hepburn's mate selection criteria in his youth have always been the kind of wild, aggressive and somewhat playboy. This may be one of Hepburn's dead spots.

Her father is such a person, and she has liked him since she was a child. Parents often quarrel. Just when she was six years old, her father suddenly left without saying goodbye. From then on, her father became the man whose mother complained the most. Her mother attacked him with the most vicious language, complaining that he left without saying goodbye and didn't do his duty as a man. The death of her father left a permanent scar on Audrey's mind. There is a deep sense of insecurity and fear in her heart. From the day her father left without saying goodbye, she began a journey to find her father.

Spoto, a writer who wrote her biography, lamented: "According to her, what she wants most in this world is to love and be loved." Hepburn's strong emotional needs made her devote herself to every love she could catch.

Love is very important to Hepburn. She admitted, "I was born in a family with many children and a lot of love. I loved them very much when I was very young. Once, in the market, I tried to hold a baby from a stroller, which made my mother very embarrassed. " Later, vogue magazine interviewed her, and she said, "What makes two people happy? Just like fingerprints, everyone has a different understanding of happiness. For me, I need a lot of love, love and being loved, real love. I put my heart and soul into it, and the rest depends on the sky.

Hansen, Ferrer and Dottie, romantic and full of male charm, are the prince charming that every teenager wants most. When we grow up, we have already passed the adolescence that regards love as the whole of life and understand that love is only a part of life. Most of us should consider work, security, desire, playboy and so on. Hepburn never grew up. She has always been infatuated with Prince Charming and devoted herself to love. She regards love as the whole of life, and every love is regarded as the last time. Because she has paid so much, she also expects the other person to fall in love with herself like this, but unfortunately no one can accept her fierce love.

In Hepburn's later years, fate kindly arranged a soul mate for her-gentle gentleman Robert Waters. 1980 Waters was immersed in the pain of losing his wife and was in the same boat as Hepburn, whose marriage failed. They soon opened their hearts to each other. After getting to know each other, they were surprised to find that they had so much in common and soon became close friends. Hepburn once described Waters as a friend: "I have found a spiritual twin and would like to spend my life with this person."

In the years that followed, Hepburn and Waters really achieved "holding hands and growing old with their children". They are so harmonious that they never want to maintain their partnership with a marriage certificate. Perhaps Hepburn, who has experienced many vicissitudes, has understood the true meaning of emotion. She faded out of the film world, stayed away from the hubbub, accompanied by blue sky and white clouds and rural scenery, devoted all her energy to children's charity and spent the best and most quiet time in her life.

Hepburn, who has remained in people's minds so far, is still the face of cardamom in youth, and those breathtaking eyes at that moment. Her nobility and elegance will never grow old. ......

Hepburn's life seems to tell the story of an angel looking for fairy-tale love on earth, but she didn't get a gentle gift until her later years. Because of her angelic smile and rich and bumpy life, she finally became an eternal classic in people's hearts.