You are far away, and I live as usual.

I often sigh that life is wonderful, what goes around comes around, not that I am so melodramatic, but that life should be like this. Author: Xiao Qi

Every summer, I always think of Tagore's "Life is as gorgeous as summer flowers".

One day, I was in the office area of 15 floor, and I could smell the fragrance of roses outside the window under the sunny day through thick glass, which was fragrant, exquisite and cool. This is naturally an exaggeration, but I always feel that it should be like this. It must be like this. The air should be full of delicious flowers, which will cover every girl and then linger.

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Saturday, May 6, 1965, Sunny

I slept at home all day, in a daze, and the more I slept, the more sleepy I became. I started a Tencent member the day before yesterday, stayed up late to watch Summer of the Fox, and then began to pity my life:

Most of the barriers between people come from distrust. But with a little more trust, there won't be so many misunderstandings, and it won't hurt people who love themselves.

Trust this matter, in addition to their own sense of security, insight into the world and wise thinking of emotional intelligence are also capital. You should trust your eyes, follow your inner judgment, and don't be confused by fantasy. What the eyes see is not necessarily the truth, nor what others say is necessarily the truth. The only thing you have to do is to keep your faith and never waver. The premise is right, what is right and what is wrong, we should have our own thinking and judgment.

After a month, when I saw this sentence again, I had only one thought: why am I so boring?

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? 20 17 may 7, Sunday, sunny

The first batch of outdoor team leader training, location-Orson Park.

I wore a skirt, a notebook and a pen.

Later, they all laughed at me. I must remember to bring my brain when I go out.

For the first time, I think we can still play like this on weekends.

The sunshine is fine, but the breeze is not dry. I saw another self, running and jumping, and I also saw the people around me emitting the sunshine, warm and charming.

On that day, I seemed to realize the novel and colorful side of the world again, as if I had opened the door to the unknown. Countless stars bloom brightly and spread out in my favorite posture in the vast sky.

In my diary that day, I wrote:

I like sunshine, fireworks and spring breeze.

Even though there are many cheats and lies in this world.

But there is also more endless love.

From the heart of a stranger

Kindness and sympathy

and

Unrestricted trust

You can also meet enthusiastic people.

Just in time for something warm.

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? 20 17 may 13 Saturday, sunny

I am on Emerald Island.

When you get out of the subway station at the south exit of Huixin West Street, call me and tell me:

Skinny, are you going too?

It suddenly occurs to me

......

Anyway, I got on the bus to Emerald Island. There are also goblin Bao, Taoist, Tong Tong, a fellow villager, and goblin Bao's colleagues, mostly girls.

The wind is very strong. On the sand dunes, the skirt of a girl in a white dress is dancing, which is really beautiful.

I lost a parasol, sky blue, 65438+I bought it in August 2006, and I have never used it. Later, I comforted myself to "break the money and eliminate disasters."

Sand skiing, a fun game, was experienced on the dam in April. It was extremely exciting and very similar to the roller coaster in Happy Valley. The first time I skated, I screamed all the way down, and then there was no sound. It's very hot, with thick sun protection, wearing a hat, mask and sunglasses, I still feel sunburned.

What is fresh in my memory is the path leading to the sand dunes, which is covered with Sophora japonica trees on both sides, and the whole forest is filled with the fragrance of Sophora japonica. I used to think that I was a child again. It was the first time that I smelled such a nice scent of Sophora japonica after I left my childhood residence. Memories of my childhood rolled in like a flood. I have forgotten that my mother had dinner with Sophora japonica, but I can't forget the gadgets she made with Sophora japonica leaves to make me happy.

I followed the Taoist priest and all the goblin bags to a far, far place.

Walking on the sand dunes, it feels like a scene in "Ghost Blowing Lights", but I didn't ride a camel.

In the afternoon, camp on the beach 0/0 meters away from the sea/kloc-0, and then have a barbecue together.

Look at the sea again. The sea in Emerald Island is bluer than that in Beidaihe. There are large clouds floating in the sky. How long has it been since I saw such a blue sky-blue sea and white clouds?

The first time I wore a swimsuit to soak in a hot spring, although it was at night, the atmosphere was much better than during the day. The Taoist priest was splashed with water, and I almost choked.

At night 12 o'clock, the wind at the seaside was a little strong, and the tent was blown whirring. I vaguely heard the voice of "mom" in the distance. It was a little girl's voice, crisp and sweet. However, by the evening of 12, it was a bit scary. The goblin bag slept soundly, and I was anxious, afraid to open the tent at dawn and float on the sea.

At 4: 40 in the morning, I was awakened by my bag.

When I opened the tent, it was not the blue water that greeted me, but the dawn on the horizon. Before the sun rises, the tides beat the coast wave after wave. I took a little video:

The sky is slightly bright. In the east, which is connected with the distant sea level, the sun has not yet risen. The sea is surrounded by warm yellow morning light and slightly bumpy beaches, and it is thoughtful in a low voice. ......

Later, in the beautiful morning light, I fell asleep again At 8 o'clock 10, the temperature in the tent was beyond my tolerance, so I simply changed my clothes and went out for some air.

After breakfast, I asked the Taoist priest to take my picture. Taoist priests are professional photographers, and the photos they take are excellent in both angle and tone. I like that style very much

In everyone's eyes, I am a foodie, eating all the time, and I am not full.

Lunch is a seafood buffet. I don't talk. I ate quietly until everyone around me watched me eat.

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Saturday, May 20, 2065, 438+07, sunny

There are also goblins who have been crazy for a day in Fengtai Wanda.

Xianbao said that he had been my little boyfriend for a day and invited me to eat rice cake hot pot, play games in the game hall and sing in KTV.

That day, the day of 520.

I fell in love, and then I fell out of love.

I'm not sure about that feeling. In the summer before the solstice, Jing M.Guo wrote this passage:

Skip the green spring, the sad autumn honeysuckle and the greener summer next year.

You appeared in front of me again, your eyebrows drooping.

Turn around and take away the rain from the whole city.

Turn around and bring back colored snow.

Wheat jointing

Thunder rumbled all over the earth.

You spilled ink in the corner and said something incomplete.

So I rendered a summer without ups and downs.

Year after year.

But I never waited for a crying summer solstice.

A summer solstice that never comes all year round.

Summer is a restless season, and all the restless factors will rush in the chest, anxious to announce together. Stepping on the flooded Songyou Road and smelling the slightly charred air, I have thought about your appearance. Unlike Fu Xiaosi and Lu Zhiang, you are you, but you shine without the aura of a leading actor.

Sorry, I don't know your mind, and I don't know how to accept this belated love. To be exact, I don't know what I want and how to love.

I didn't go home. I stayed at Bagbag's house for one night and only slept for five hours that day.

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20 17 may 2 1 Sunday, sunny

The sunshine is just right, spring is busy, you are far away, and everything is as usual for me.

I went to the Academy for the first time. I don't know why I have to go out every time I have an activity. It's too lonely to be alone at home.

The story is long and I don't know where to start.

The ending is short. I limped for three days, and I couldn't turn over at night. I just gritted my teeth and didn't know who to tell or how to say it.

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? 20 17 Sunday, May 28th, Sunny

I set foot on the train in Shanghai again.

For me, Shanghai has always been an illusory dream written by famous artists. I yearn for ancient alleys, streets full of French phoenix trees and neon street lights at night.

.......

As for what happened, leave a blank for you to fill in.

I fell in love with someone, eating, shopping and watching the scenery, and I never felt lonely.