Have you finished watching the cartoon version and TV version of Nana?

Animation to 50 episodes, comic series to 76 episodes.

And then it was gone.

Friends have also been told various endings.

Remember- memory (long end) 1

1 People always think back.

Look at the vast darkness or blue sky outside the window with deep eyes. It's like crossing time and space and flying into a distant scene. Vague and clear impressions and memories are intertwined, and it's like walking into a foggy world. All experienced joys and sorrows seem to overlap in the twinkling starry sky. The feeling of long-lost familiarity and some confusion makes people feel unreal and real.

In Ichinose Satsuki's memory, there is always a smiling woman. The skin is as delicate as a slippery silk, and the gloomy eyes are as clear as a clear spring in the mountains that no one has found. She just smiled faintly, and her flower-like face was beautiful and a little tired. I sympathize with her.

"My mother is very beautiful," she said gloomily to her good friend House when she thought of her mother. My friend nodded knowingly. Mrs. Ichizawa, Aunt Lila, is famous for her beauty. Everyone will marvel at her noble beauty like a goddess when they meet.

"Not an aunt." Glancing up at him, he seemed to have guessed his mind and interrupted, "I'm talking about my birth mother."

Hongzhi was shocked.

Gao is a strange girl.

At the age of sixteen, she always smiles naively. Laugh and scold, follow the fate; Carefree personality makes her cheerful and tired, but sometimes, she unexpectedly shows a lonely look.

A girl is so blessed, what regrets will make her so unhappy?

Tall is a typical Gemini character. In June, children's faces are always changing.

Ichinose Satsuki, which is absolutely beautiful, is extremely beautiful and has a good family background; There is an excellent, capable and handsome father, and there is a mother who is as gentle as a fairy. Mrs. Shirase is nearly forty years old and is a beautiful woman. The most rare thing is that there will always be a princess-like tenderness and innocence on her face; Her voice, like the sound of nature, only makes people feel like spring breeze.

Gao gets along well with her, but only calls her "aunt". Ten years is like one day, and habits cannot be changed.

"There is only one person in my mother, and that is the mother who gave birth to me." Looking at the two strawberry cups on the table, the listless tone is absolute, Gao said softly.

It's cherry blossom season again, thought Hiroshi. Is Gao thinking about his mother again?

Hiroshi knows that he lived with his mother when he was young. The affection between mother and daughter is not allowed by others. Gao misses those days very much. Although the material life is not rich, their lives are still warm and happy, even though their mothers work hard for their livelihood all day.

Gao often remembers that mothers and daughters like to hug and encourage each other. Mother's soft fingers caressed her hair and whispered to herself, "That man doesn't need me to protect him all his life." The meaning of my future life is to support you, and I have to wait for Nana to come back. "

When I close my eyes and recall all the details, it seems that the fresh and warm fragrance from my mother will still linger in my nose. There is also a slow breathing, and the change of time becomes meaningless here, because the mother's voice and smile have always been vivid in her daughter's mind.

No matter how hard life is, or even if you are in trouble, even if you force a smile, the mother in your memory still wears a bright smile. She often says to her daughter, "If the trouble can be solved, try to solve it. If you can't solve it, forget it. " Keep a happy mood and face those seemingly difficult things positively, and you will find that things are not as complicated as you think. "That kind of optimism, like sunshine, permeates her thoughts in such a pure and attractive way, shining and affecting her daughter's future growth.

2.

The fly in the ointment is that this kind of happiness is abnormal, and any family without a father is abnormal. Every time I come in the middle of the night, the little man will inadvertently find that my mother often looks down thoughtfully at the ring on her hand, revealing a tired and lonely look.

Do you miss your friend who is still in doubt, or your father who is far away in England?

It was in London at that time.

Busy work and some subtle emotional problems have kept the couple separated. Occasionally, Tuoshi would come back to see his daughter, but Nai Nai mostly avoided doing so. Even when we meet, we are indifferent to each other and always repeat "OK?" Thank you for your concern. In their flashing eyes, staring, meeting and escaping, the air is filled with an uncomfortable ambiguous atmosphere.

However, after her husband left, her mother always sat on the sofa silently, in a daze.

The two have no intention of getting back together.

Nainai Komatsu never said anything about Tuoshi after her predecessor, as if he had disappeared without a trace in her world. She completely denied her ex-husband

Many years later, her good friend explained the reason in front of Gao: "-At that time, without Tuoshi, there would be no you. For this reason, your mother is very grateful to him. Because he is really qualified to be your father. "

"But Nai Nai didn't intend to associate with your father again. She said: That's what he said. I will never have any trouble with him in my life. "

Gao never knew what his father said and why he hurt his mother so much that she always turned her back when her mother became terminally ill.

So when Gao grew up, he sighed: "Look at Aunt Leila, Mom and Dad, I sometimes think that the most cruel thing in the world is emotional relationship. Especially the feelings of a threesome. Fighting to death is like a battlefield. There are prey and wounded soldiers, and naturally there are victorious generals. However, the result is that no matter who wins the prey, sometimes they think that their happiness is based on the misfortunes of others, and no one will be happy. "

Memory-Memory (Long End) 2

3.

It's cherry blossom season.

The weather is clear, and the soft sunshine is as light as gold gauze, falling slowly. Sunshine warms people's hearts.

That kind of pure and gentle warmth is as bright and lovely as Nai Nai's smile.

Thai, Shinfu, JunkoS, Keisuke, Shinichi, all these friends who love Nai Nai, with their own ideas, came as if they had a tacit understanding.

Today is the 10th anniversary of Nai Nai's death.

"ah! Grandma, long time no see! " It was Shinichi who first broke the silence. Seeing JunkoS, he raised his trademark smile and greeted her in a familiar way.

Age is a taboo topic for women in their thirties. JunkoS can't stand Shinichi's sense of humor. He glared at him: "Who is your grandmother? I'm not old enough to have a stupid grandson like you! "

Lin Xiya, who stood by, broke in with a big sweat and said, "Xinyi, you are too old to talk like a child ..."

I really squinted at him with a narrow expression. "I really envy Brother Shen, who is in his thirties, but his appearance has not changed at all!" For example, it is height. "

"You-"The good old wizard, no match, suddenly blushed and became angry.

Hearing this conversation, everyone burst out laughing.

Just like a long time ago, when a group of friends with different personalities were young and frivolous, they spent a series of unforgettable hot pot parties, birthday parties and Qixi parties with each other. That kind of happiness passed through everyone's memory like lanterns. At that time, Blackstone always had two eye-catching focuses: when the two Nanas were together, the smile was the most comfortable and brilliant, and the face shone with youthful happiness, which made people look forward to it.

Unfortunately, this situation no longer exists. One is far away from each other and has disappeared; The other has been buried with regret;

Time can really heal the wounds in my heart. But people who have experienced many epiphanies always have a kind of sadness in their smiling faces and eyes.

There are rows of splendid cherry trees beside the tomb. The sky is full of gorgeous pink cherry blossoms, hanging on the branches and looking heavy. Some flowers are at a loss, swaying with the wind and slowly falling to the ground, where they are like a dream world surrounded by pink.

Such a sighing beautiful scenery, coupled with a clear sky-it is as blue as the sea, and all kinds of birds chirp softly in their ears, reflecting the blue sky and white clouds, and their eyes are full of green, red, willow and green, full of the breath of spring.

As a result, a feeling of relaxation and tranquility arises spontaneously.

Looking up, the brown eyes of Shenfu looked thoughtfully at the sky;

Hachi, are you okay?

four

Things are often so cruel.

"What the hell is going on ...? "

For the first time, Gao saw his mother's expression so desperate and desolate.

She can quietly look at the back of her husband's departure, or bite her teeth and work hard to make a living. No matter how hard and tired she is, her eyes are so calm, clear and bright.

After all, how strong you are, there is still a bottom line. Nai Nai, who has supported for so long, can hardly face such cruel facts. It's like being punched off guard, being hit hard at once and losing on the spot.

Looking at the doctor's confirmation form on the table, Nai Nai froze on the spot. After a long time, she suddenly collapsed on the table, her eyes suddenly became confused and sad, and her cheeks trembled involuntarily. After a while, she held her face with trembling hands, because she suddenly found that her tears were out of control and spilled all over the table. She wiped her eyes quickly for fear of scaring the children sitting there.

However, she underestimated height.

This child is different from other children. From birth, in those eyes as dark as midnight, he saw through the unhappiness under his mother's smiling face.

Many years later, when JunkoS mentioned this friend, she was very embarrassed: "She lost so much ... life is so hard, but she didn't catch anything ... Nai Nai firmly believes that in her long life, she can realize that elusive hope; But she didn't expect that her life is like a candle in the wind, which will go out at any time. "

"-I must work hard to live." Lying in the hospital bed, chanting this sentence, her eyes showed vitality. Sometimes, due to the pain of medical treatment, I will unconsciously cry loudly in Nai Nai: "... I can't hold on ... Grandma, where are you?" Don't leave me, don't leave me! "That kind of crying tore heart crack lung, calm face all the secrets, every word is blood and tears. People can't help but move.

At the moment when my mother closed her eyes forever, Aunt JunkoS burst into tears. She shook her father's collar out of control and screamed, "Why can this world be so unfair? Some people live as they please, but they can also appear as pure and harmless faces; Why even the simplest and most humble wishes of a poor woman should be ruthlessly exploited! "

"You, since gave her hope, why do you want to push her back to the abyss? You damn devil! "

Memory-Memory (Long End) 3

5.

Forgetting whether it was a mourning for the loss of a loved one or an accusation against her father, she held her father's shirt tightly at a young age and began to cry in fear.

"-that's anger." Hearing this, Hao Si came to this conclusion. "Your aunt JunkoS lost her best friend and attacked her heart, so she didn't say anything."

"Mom left with regret." Nod high and let out a sigh. "If it were me, I wouldn't want to wait for Nana menstruation."

In the afternoon, the sunshine in the yard is still fierce, and the casual taste of Irish coffee and delicious green tea cake seems to have been unable to hide the sadness that comes out involuntarily.

I don't know why, when these two children of similar age recall the past about Nai Nai, they really seem to have a feeling of being immersed in the joys and sorrows of that year, and always feel inseparable.

They bowed their heads in silence for a long time. Then Hiroshi asked, "Uncle, do you actually love your mother?"

Glanced at him, then shook his head, slightly melancholy tone. "... I don't know "

6.

Cherry blossoms are colorful.

Pink cherry blossoms are patchwork, reflecting the hue of the sunset glow and having a desolate beauty.

Sunset, infinitely beautiful, only near dusk.

The man got out of the car and walked slowly to Nai Nai's grave with a bunch of flowers.

The sun sets, and the dissolved sunset shines on him. The tall and straight figure of a man looks lonely and slender.

The breeze gently lifted the tip of his hair, revealing a pair of eyes.

The daughter's eyes are very similar to his. The same eyes grow on her daughter's face, as if there is a kind of aura like water. They look like his thin and handsome face. These eyes are clear and radiant, like a deep well, faintly shining with pride and unruly in youth. The kind with mature charm almost makes people hold their breath and dare not look.

After all these years, no matter how busy he is, he always finds time to come here. In this way, I brought a bunch of bright red Bai Yutang, lit a strong and choking cigarette, and sat here silently for a long time doing nothing under a cloud of smoke.

Occasionally look up at the clear sky, time will freeze forever, a leisurely and practical mood will quietly arise, and the restless mood will be restored to calm.

Like, when she was still here.

Thinking of her, flying thin lips can't help bending a radian, revealing a knowing and warm smile.

For Nai Nai, at first he felt that he owed too much.

On the night of the showdown, in the dark living room, the distance between them was so close, but it felt like a world apart.

Nai Nai's voice was weak, so low that even she could hear faint anxiety and sigh. "Who am I in Rio Tinto's eyes?"

The small fire of the cigarette in his hand flickered in the dark and obviously went out. No one saw his expression at this time, and his eyes flashed with fear and sadness, even he didn't realize it.

In his usual cold and rational tone, he seemed to sum up and convince himself, answering irrelevant questions: "Nai Nai, we all know that the so-called combination of you and me is just a game of family wine. You can live well without anyone.

But Leila, she can't. "

Is this really the answer?

Every word, from his thin lips, escaped gently, but it seemed like one knife after another, as if it had stung her skin at once, turned over and was bleeding on the spot.

In all the confusion, she hurried back. I accidentally knocked over the cup on the stage in my panic, and the sound of flowers falling to the ground came from my ear. "Hua-Hua-"The broken and harsh vocal cords of the cup gave birth to a feeling of despair.

Nai Nai looked down at the bewildered pile of broken glass and intuitively felt as if something was beginning to fall apart.

Is it a smashed cup? Or the heart? Is it hope? Or dignity?

Just like the glass crumbs in front of you, how can you pick them up from scratch one by one and then piece them together into a complete shape?

It means that time can't go back and everything can't go back.

Without talent, she has never been good at retaining. Zhang Si, Asano Nagaakira Long, and even Shen Fu all passed by her like passers-by, obviously happiness was just around the corner, but every time she looked helplessly, the people she cherished were gradually disappearing. Cann't stop

Rio Tinto also turned his back on her with silence. Not bored, but now he treats his wife with a confused face, and he finds himself ashamed.

For the sake of his boyhood oath to himself, he must never leave Laila; A person can't separate the two sides, which means that he will turn his back on that. From the moment he puts on the ring, he will swear before God that he will take good care of his wife who loves him all his life.

Every choice in life is a dilemma. However, the world is like this, with gains and losses.

This woman who once weaved a happy dream for herself gradually collapsed and was silent for a long time. She gasped and forced herself to calm down.

It's time to finally understand Nana's despair of escaping from the world.

Does the trembling touch in your heart resonate?

Slowly, she nodded and said only one word "good".

As if there were no nostalgia, her voice was frank and decisive.

At that moment, she burst into tears.

But in the dark, no one knew she was crying.

Memory-Memory (Long End) 4

7.

The slow passage of time has the power to heal people's pain.

Elegant strings, exquisite knotted silk, exquisite pattern library, clean white foot bag ... All day, interacting with these classical and elegant things, her mood gradually calmed down.

Nai Nai resolutely accepted any conditions, and soon drew a line with him. Without entanglements, she is inferior to other women. After the divorce, she appeared as a victim and spread all kinds of faults between her husband and current wife everywhere.

To say the least, sometimes letting go is also a kind of freedom. She worked hard and entered the society with a positive attitude. She doesn't earn much money, but her life is getting richer and richer. Nai Nai is no longer the little woman who is subservient to Nuo Nuo in front of her husband, an innocent girl.

Everything is as usual, but the platinum family can no longer smell the strong, domineering and extremely safe smoke. Nai Nai spent his energy on work, children and finding Nana. Even with a sweet smile, she gradually became a woman who knows how to collect tears.

Even if I cheat everyone, only my daughter knows the unhappiness behind her smiling face.

In the last days of her life, she always thinks of the past in her life for no reason; When I think of Nana, I feel warm in my heart. But whenever she thinks of Tuoshi, she smiles bitterly. My heart hurts for no reason.

Meeting is the beginning of a story. Fate has come, no one can stop it, but fate has gone, no matter how much you watch, you can only sigh.

People who are doomed to fade out, let them fade out.

That day, finally came.

From the moment I got a call from Ty, this calm and self-sustaining man suddenly put down all his work and forgot to look at his Lila with a stunned look. He simply stood up, rushed into the car and went all out in the direction of the hospital.

"You were always by my side when I was most lonely and helpless." Nai Nai snuggled up to him, put away his smiling face, and began to speak primly, with a determination to open the stone and a casual indifference. "I decided early in the morning, no matter what, I will follow Rio Tinto. Until one day, you get bored and drive me away. "

Rio Tinto stared at her blushing face, more glittering and translucent get rid of under the starlight. So I couldn't help but bow my head and kiss her, giggling: "Fool, that will never happen."

……

The journey was not long or short, and he remembered their love and lingering along the way. At that time, he had mixed feelings and thoughts.

After getting off the bus, I, running all the way, pushed open the door and saw my long-lost Nai Nai hiding in the snow-white hospital bed. Her face, which was tortured by illness, was almost transparent and as thin as a paper.

That's what he owed his wife all his life when he was lying in bed.

The blood seems to have solidified. He trembled like a poor sick child. Involuntarily, he remembered that he had rushed to hug her. He was afraid that Nai Nai would push him away, so he kept his mouth shut and didn't dare to speak.

Trembling hands and hearts can almost feel the vitality of people in their arms withering rapidly.

"Nai Nai, don't leave me." Finally, his voice came out of his nose. In this case, the man who has always been extremely self-centered choked. "I'll do whatever you say, please."

"There you are ..."

Nai Nai opened his eyes and held his hand tightly, his dead gray face flushed bright red.

She continued to put her words down, her tone was weak and low, but it was close to the whispering of human feelings. ",... I ... don't regret being a member of the wrasse ... I was very happy in those days, but ... in fact ... Rio Tinto, I ..."

Rio Tinto held her tightly, and he has been waiting for her to finish. He believes that if he waits devoutly, patiently and piteously, Nai Nai will continue to talk. It was not until he found that his palm was as cold as ice as hers that he was taken aback, as if he were the one who died suddenly.

For a short time, his eyes were dizzy and he heard the sound of his heart breaking. Crys and questions kept roaring in his ear. In this noisy environment, everything seems to be still, and he has been holding her. Hold on as if you let go, and the world that belongs to you will no longer exist.

In the past, wives laughed at themselves. When they got it, they didn't cherish it. Often, they didn't know it was valuable until they lost it.

And yourself, isn't it the same?

"Nai Nai ..."

Sitting in front of the grave and staring at the person in the photo, that person's eyebrows are worried, his eyes are worried, and his nose is worried. The simple act of smoking and even the words of spitting add up to a rare loneliness. "You know what? Our failure lies in having too much fun in this family wine game. Both of them put too much effort into it, and before you know it, it's not a game.

There really is such a thing as everlasting love. From the moment I lost you, I finally understood: Nai Nai, this is not guilt or repentance. Originally, I love you. "

I don't know when the soft wind blows the branches, rustling a slight sound, like a woman's sigh.

Remember- memory (to make a long story short) is over ......

End of movement

Immersed in sad memories, Tuoshi didn't notice the figure of a woman standing behind a cherry tree not far away.

The setting sun lingers on such a Zhang Yanli's face, as if reluctant to leave: the blush is reflected on her chin and cheeks, as soft as every skin glows.

Beauty is old in a snap, and young in an instant.

-but she stood silently, isolated from the world's beautiful charm, has been peerless youth.

The eyelashes on clear eyes are thick and thin. If you wear mascara, it must be a pair of eyes with sharp light.

This was originally a stubborn and proud woman, and every pore could be twisted.

However, at this moment, the chiseled face and stubborn eyes are painted with the same sadness.

The breeze blows her hair, and it touches her ear slightly, so gently that it reminds her of the warm and gentle words long ago: "Nana, Nana Komatsu will always be your fan." All the time. "

Since childhood, her inferiority and loneliness have taken root in her heart. As if it were a bottomless alley, the suffocating darkness was long and desperate, and it would never come to an end. For a long time, no one could hear her cry of helplessness and fear. Even the person who thought he could be fettered for a lifetime left her after all.

That stupid girl named Nai Nai will never know that she handed her a candle when they met. The small fire gave off a faint yellow light, burning her heart bit by bit.

However, after all, that little light can't light up the whole dark alley.

Even so, she always remembers the burning warmth in her heart, accompanying her and supporting her through so many spring, summer, autumn and winter.

However, it was her only good friend, but she closed her eyes forever.

I saw a blur in front of me, and the woman gently reached out and wiped away the tears on her face. The ring on the ring finger was covered with her tears, reflecting more dazzling brilliance under the bright oblique light.

That eternal little stone gives off an extremely flashing light, as if to celebrate the intimate feelings between two women who live alone, and as if to commemorate two vigorous but endless love.

The wind is blowing. It's windy.

Falling English and residual red mixed with tears flying in the sky.

Flowers are flying everywhere.

Her tears are falling all over the sky.

Hey, Hachi, you know what?

The flower language of roses is-missing love.

-The end-