What do you think of loneliness?

I feel particularly lonely at school, and I find myself even more lonely when I try my best to integrate. I have a crush on Dou Wei recently. There are always some meaningful words in the lyrics, which can produce a sense of fragmentation on the record and smile at the world implicitly. In the end, even the lyrics will be gone, but the laughter will continue. Some people will think that I am a little different, which is very strange. I am also surprised that so many people can be the same. Living in such a world of repeating the same mistakes, I can't help but doubt my life and slowly begin to doubt my strangeness.

Maybe it is sensitive. This is an ability to perceive the world, which is good or bad relative to the constant collection of information. In so much information, I have to make a judgment. /kloc-4 out of 0 judgments are different from others. /kloc-after 0/000 judgments? If 400 are different, they are not the same person. But you still have to make friends. People are human because they have a lonely soul and a slightly cumbersome skin. Life has to continue on the road outside the door, muddy trees and walls, dogs barking.

I'm crazy about photography, but I haven't created any decent works yet. It seems that he is just distracting himself and slowing down his doubts. But this process is also a process of judgment. What is beauty? What comes with the choice is beauty? So what is the significance of all this judgment? Kant said that the noumenon of beauty is freedom and epiphany. A person who has never been outside Konigsberg is a master of aesthetics, which may be related to judgment.

Listening to Dou Wei's songs, I think of my suspicious senior Tao Yuanming and the carefree fiddler Ji Kang on Cao Cao's execution ground. They lived for a long time. The so-called art of these behaviors is just a carrier of loneliness. Since ancient times, our culture always seems to resist loneliness. Growing up, we had no way to know where we came from or where we were going. Even we can't doubt why 1+ 1 equals 2. Loneliness is alienated, even loneliness is loneliness.

In thousands of years of culture, Taoism has become a clean stream. Only communicate with the spirits of heaven and earth, not with the spirits of the world. I deeply feel its unyielding misunderstanding and the greatness of loneliness. Even if I can't hold back, I still want to scream, knowing that it will be considered as moaning without illness, but I enjoy this loneliness and the ability to think independently. It is not until today that I deeply understand that photography is also a lonely walker.