July and Peace-Stability and Drift

July and Ansheng, one is stable and the other is wandering!

But many years later, the wandering Ansheng lived a stable and normal life, instead of July in her novel, and the stable July was frozen forever at the age of 27, and she began to pursue freedom and wander in Ansheng's imagination!

In July, I was an only child, with both parents, a happy family, a well-off life, good grades, a good girl in the eyes of my parents and an excellent student in the eyes of my teacher. After graduation, I naturally entered the bank. There is a boyfriend who talks about work from school, and his position in the workplace also rises with the growth of age and experience.

An Sheng, a single-parent family, whose mother has a bad temper and is often away from home, has no one to take care of her life. She works in a bar to earn money and has no place to live. She goes to Beijing with her boyfriend who plays guitar, meets independent photographers and wanders around the world, only to find that most men are unbearable and leave again, wandering and having no place to live.

Different families, different growth environments, so different lives!

However, in the letter, July always envied An Sheng, and he could go out and see different worlds, thinking that he was a boring person. It seems that his enthusiasm for joining the WTO has also followed An Sheng. Anchored in my own little happiness, I dare not move half a step for fear of losing it.

An Sheng is lonely in the wandering life, experiencing where you will go, having the idea of going home, but nowhere to go back. Finally, we met in July and went to see the world together, but we quarreled because of the difference in life concepts, and fell in love and killed each other because of the same man.

If An Sheng's vagrancy is not dispensable and fate pushes her forward step by step, she can't stop, because once she stops, she can't live, but the stability in July can be changed. She doesn't need to stay in one place all her life, only love one man and only do one job. Not driven by fate, she put on heavy shackles and fixed herself firmly in the beautiful imagination of the people around her, but failed to grasp happiness in the end.

Finally in July, I still didn't live the life my parents and I expected, or I lost my most precious things, including love and life. However, An Sheng stopped wandering and sold her house to settle down. Adopt July and Jiaming's children and write their own novels, so that July and Ansheng can continue to live in their fantasy novel world.

Perhaps, July and Ann live in each of our hearts, one is stable and the other is wandering. Always eager to see the wonderful world outside, after the experience, I gradually lost my enthusiasm and began to miss the beauty of my hometown and family.

When I was young, I traveled all over the country, experienced ups and downs, experienced mixed feelings, loved the person I should love, did what I should do, and took the road I should take. When I am old and can still move, it's time to go home.