We all forget the original appearance of love.

My little aunt broke up, and the wedding is less than a month away.

The news spread like the wind among all relatives and friends at once, and everyone said she was crazy.

The man is an executive of an investment bank. He has a house, a car and tickets. He is mature and steady, and his appearance is graceful. In my mother's words, it is hard to find such a man with a 1 kW fluorescent lamp.

While sighing, my mother warned me by the way: "You can give me a snack in front of me, don't hang out with your little aunt all day, or she will spoil it ..."

Probably, of all people, I am the only one who is not surprised by the breakup of my little aunt.

My little aunt was an old girl that my grandmother got when she was forty years old. Although she is my elder, she is only three years older than me. We can say that we grew up together, just like sisters, and we talk about everything.

everyone can't understand why my little aunt, who has always been clever and sensible, would do such a thing, but in my opinion, it has long been traceable.

Our family name is Chu, my little aunt is Chu Yuan, and my grandmother is an old-school intellectual. She hopes to train her daughter into a generation of celebrities, and at least she should have the bearing and talent like a celebrity.

My little aunt didn't live up to grandma's expectations. She was deeply interested in poetry and music since she was a child, practiced the piano well, majored in Chinese language in college, and also took the study of classical literature, which was full of literary flavor.

But now, it's hard to say whether it's a good thing or a bad thing. My aunt has all the advantages of a female wenqing, but most of her shortcomings are the same. Sentimental, romantic and indecisive.

The man who almost became my brother-in-law is called Luo Chen. Needless to say, he is excellent. Standing with my aunt, he is absolutely a perfect match.

But as the saying goes, love is like shoes. Only the feet know whether it is comfortable or not. The perfect match in the eyes of outsiders is not necessarily true love.

Luo Chen's personality is completely opposite to that of his little aunt. He is rational, mature, calm and decisive, and has all the characteristics of a successful man. Otherwise, he would not be an executive of a well-known investment bank. But correspondingly, busy and unromantic became his label.

two people with opposite personalities may be able to complement each other, but it is more likely that if they cross that intersection, they will go further and further.

that day, Luo Chen was finally free, and accompanied me to the photo studio to finish taking half of the wedding photos.

I sat in front of the dressing table and looked at the mirror in front of me bored. The makeup artist fiddled with a table, bottles and jars, methodically tossing my face, and slowly turning my face into another face according to the procedures.

"Let's put that aside first, and we'll have a conference call when I get back in the evening ... I'm a little busy now ... well, I'll do it as soon as possible ..."

Luo Chen has already changed his clothes and waited for me by the side, but I'm used to it. It's already very good that he can take time to take pictures with me today.

"Hello, are you Miss Chu Yuan?" A man suddenly appeared in the silent dressing room, looking like he was in his early twenties, and greeted me with a smile.

Seeing that I was puzzled, he scratched his head and said, "Ah, I forgot to introduce myself. I am the photographer who took pictures of you two today, Yu Bai."

"We've already filmed a half. Why are we changing people this time?" Luo Chen looked at Yu Bai, who was wearing ripped jeans, and was not very satisfied.

"Mr. Luo? Well, Mr. Zhang resigned, and today I will serve you both. " Yu Bai didn't seem to see the dissatisfaction in the other person's eyes at all, so he laughed boldly. "Don't worry, although I'm not as senior as Teacher Zhang, I can still take care of your bride."

at that time, I didn't think much about what I would have to do with nothing. I just think that this photographer seems to be quite interesting, and it seems that it will not be so boring when taking pictures later. That's all.

Our shooting location was Yangcheng Lake Scenic Area. When we got there, many other young couples were already shooting.

Actually, it's quite boring. The scenery is beautiful and people are beautiful, but it always gives people a very unnatural feeling. Every expression and every movement are deliberately arranged, and sometimes they even have to be reshaped several times because of the wrong eyes.

But wedding photos are just like this. Nominally, they record good times, but anyone who has really experienced them knows that the experience when shooting is not good at all. But that's how everyone comes over, and of course we can't be less.

With the mentality of completing the task, we started a one-day shooting tour. But to my surprise, Yu Bai is really different from other photographers. What can I say? He is too spontaneous.

For example, we are going to shoot a funny expression, but Luo Chen and I are usually serious people, and we can't put our faces and actions well, but we just don't feel anything.

If another photographer had changed, he would have been impatient, but after correcting us several times without success, Yu Bai suddenly put the camera into the assistant's hand, held his nose with his hand and made a pig face expression, and suddenly leaned in front of me, deliberately scaring me like a child.

very naive, right? But at that time, somehow, I just laughed.

"It's simple, isn't it? Ah ah, that's it. Squeeze your eyes and laugh like this. Be natural. What a beautiful face. Don't be glued ... "Yu Baibian said, grabbing the camera again and taking a few photos of me in continuous shooting.

when I went to select films afterwards, Luo Chen still looked like a overbearing president in the photos, smiling appropriately, and even the radian of the corners of his mouth seemed to have been calculated accurately.

The following shooting process went unexpectedly smoothly, probably because I relaxed. Although I was still very tired, my mood was different. Let's consider it an outing by the lake. After all, Luo Chen never had time to accompany me out at ordinary times.

There is an artificial beach next to Yangcheng Lake, which is specially used for people to take pictures. Standing on the shore of the lake in a beach skirt, it really has a beach style.

Just as we finished taking this set of waterscape photos, I saw a shell half-hidden in the sand in front of me, and I felt playful for a moment and put out my foot to kick it into the water.

But I forgot that I was still wearing a long gauze skirt, and it was windy by the lake. Just as I was lifting my legs, a strong wind blew around my legs and I was about to fall down-

"Why are you so naughty?" Yu Bai gave me a hand, and her tone was reproachful, as if she were teaching a child who was not sensible. And Luo Chen, just after filming this set, picked up his mobile phone again and didn't even pay attention to the situation here.

at that moment, somewhere in my heart seemed to be hit hard. I suddenly remembered A Liang.

A Liang and I met in the university library. At that time, we occupied seats together, studied together and went to the canteen together.

I like to sit on his bike in a blue pleated skirt, hug his waist, close my eyes and feel the morning breeze blowing over my face and the sunset falling on my shoulders. Life on campus is quiet and beautiful.

A Liang likes playing games, but as long as I look for him, he will leave his teammates to see me at once; He sometimes skips class, just because I said I wanted to eat Uncle Qian Si sugar taro on Phoenix Street, and I couldn't get it if I went late.

He knows that I am afraid of bugs, and sometimes he deliberately catches rubber bugs on the playground to scare me. Seeing bottles and cans on the ground, I also like to go up and kick, and I have to put on a cool kick.

Finally, one day, I had enough and said to him, "Can you grow up?"

Yes, A Liang, like a little boy, can't give me a sense of security. Especially with the approaching of graduation season, my anxiety is getting stronger and stronger. Looking at A Liang, who is like a big boy around me, my disappointment is increasing day by day.

but I have long forgotten that I liked him at first, didn't I just like his childlike innocence?

After that, the appearance of Luo Chen was natural. He was almost the opposite of A Liang. In front of him, all my confusion, anxiety and fear of the future are invisible. With him, it is like having a backbone.

however, the longer time goes by, the more I feel I can't understand him. He is like a computer that has been programmed for a long time. He is always in an orderly way. In his world, maybe even love can be planned.

I tried to change the status quo between us. I quarreled with him on purpose, looking for trouble on purpose, trying to provoke him, but even so, he just left a sentence, "You are tired, have a good rest." Or, "I have a meeting tomorrow, let's calm down."

At last, I gave up the unnecessary struggle. He was such a person from the beginning, and this person was my choice. Now why should I ask him to change?

I take all this as punishment for myself, for hurting others, for being stupid, and even for not knowing what I want.

so, when Luo Chen proposed to me, I agreed. However, the appearance of Yu Bai suddenly made my already calm heart ripple again.

"What really made me make up my mind is that after taking the wedding photos, I hope Luo Chen will accompany me to the library to read a book for the last time in school uniform." At this point, the little aunt paused before continuing. "At that time, I thought that as long as he agreed, it would be a complete end for me and the past. From now on, just be his wife with peace of mind. "

"and he refused?"

My little aunt shook her head with a wry smile: "He is so busy, and wedding photos are all taken out of his busy schedule. How can he accompany me to do such boring, childish and meaningless things?" Then he asked, "Am I too headstrong?"

"Did Yu Bai look for you later?" I didn't answer her, but asked instead.

"I contacted several times later because I wanted to choose a film or something." The little aunt thought for a moment, and her eyes didn't know whether it was regret or something. "I don't know if he felt anything. Later, several times, he suddenly found me on QQ, but he said something inexplicable and went offline again without waiting for my reply."

"Is he still in Suzhou now?" I suddenly became very interested in this Yu Bai. A photographer who took wedding photos actually hooked the bride-to-be's heart.

"No, he sent me a message the day before he left."

"I want to meet you one last time?"

"No, he said, I hope I am happy. This is also the last sentence that A Liang told me. "

with that, we both fell silent at the same time.

A truly happy person doesn't need other people's blessings. Yu Bai must have a lot to say, but in the end, he just wishes that girl happiness.

"Where did A Liang go after graduation?"

"Tibet, that's where we agreed to go together." The little aunt said, her eyes gradually glow with spirits, which should be reminiscent of the beautiful youth.

"are you going to find him?" I looked at my aunt's packed suitcase and the plane ticket on the coffee table.

"No, I just want to say goodbye to my youth."

So, is the person in my aunt's heart Yu Bai or A Liang? Nobody knows.

Perhaps, they are all just an obsession in youth. Only when they really let go can they embrace a brand-new future.

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by half shallow