Photography near Yuquan Road

Because of my high myopia and love of photography, I am particularly sensitive and picky about light. Front light, back light and side light; I have my own understanding and imprint on high beam and low beam. But these lights can only shake before my eyes like the touch of eyes. What is branded in my heart is another kind of light-blind light.

First, he can't see the outside world, but he lights up his inner light.

I often meet a blind erhu player outside Yuquan Road Station of Beijing 1 Line near my office. According to the master nearby, as long as it doesn't rain heavily, snow heavily and catch up with all kinds of temporary public security control, he will play the erhu here almost every day from 10 to 9: 00 pm, explaining the strength and self-reliance of life with his own artistic voice.

Because of my work and appreciation of erhu, whenever I meet him, I always stand by him quietly and listen attentively for a long time, ranging from ten minutes to thirty or forty minutes.

He played many songs that I like to listen to, such as Song of the Grassland, Sunrise on the Grassland, Sunny Day of 1999, Today is a Good Day, Bright Walk, Happy Fishing Boat … One day, he actually played Song of Burying Flowers, which surprised me very much. He played it twice in a row, and I listened to it steadily. There is also "don't be embarrassed" ... most of his songs are revolutionary old songs, all of which are high-spirited and exciting. There are fewer performances such as Burying Flowers and Farewell. At least, in the number of times I listened to it, it was very few.

Strange to say, he looks like A Bing, a blind erhu player on TV. To tell you the truth, I really want to hear him play "Two Springs Reflecting the Moon". However, I haven't waited for the opportunity. Perhaps, he knows that, like A Bing, although he can't see the outside world, A Bing's era is a cold, miserable and sad winter; However, the era he lives in today is a warm, stirring, healthy and happy spring.

Sound is the window to the soul. He opened the doors and windows in spring with his own voice, giving people a spring-like world and a beautiful flower.

I often watch this man who can't see the world clearly when listening to these beautiful songs. I don't know what he is thinking, but I feel that he presented me with a clean, stirring and happy world with the sound of wonderful music. No matter how difficult, tragic and helpless he is, he is never depressed or depressed. In his own language, he declared his love for the world, his love for the world and his yearning for the world. His heart burns like the rising sun.

Nothing can stop-the power of the heart; Nothing can be buried-the power of light.

His heart, shuttling in the dark, stirred in the dark. He knows that this is the rush of light, and this is what light looks like.

Sad, hard to give up, unforgettable ... I often put down a little reward, wipe my cheeks, raise my head, walk away, and continue to move forward silently. ...

Second, he enjoys the light in the dark, and he also sows the light on the road.

On June 5438+065438+ 10, 2009, a friend of mine in Hong Kong interviewed a blind man who was actively engaged in the public welfare cause of poverty eradication and chatted with me about his feelings. I recorded my feelings and feelings in words-

Although Beijing is now MINUS 7 degrees, my heart is as warm as spring.

He can't see the light, but his actions make more people see the light; He can't see the colors and sunshine of the world, but he uses his actions to make more people feel the warmth like sunshine and perceive the colorful world. He shines like a candle in the dark; His eyes can't see the light, but his heart is radiant; Every inch of his footsteps is an inch of hope; His light is under his feet, and his light is measured by his heart.

The blind man said that the primary school he attended was called Guangxin Primary School. For decades, it is this immortal light that shines on his life course, and this fire of hope makes him burn himself and warm the world. He can't see the dust in the world, the ugliness in the world, he only sees the light in his heart.

There is no shortage of twists and turns in life, and life is full of storms. In today's self-centered expansion, we have too much sadness, sorrow, heavy ideological burden and precipitation, which covers up the glory and beauty of life and exhausts the burning passion and blood. We struggle because of heaviness, but we are not more glorious because of struggle; We add a smile because of precipitation, but we don't add joy because of a smile. Life twists and turns in the complicated alternation. In the superposition of wind and rain, we changed the course of struggle, and we oxidized the color of life. Surrounded by many things, we are also reducing the light of hope in our hearts in the process of passing away bit by bit. I feel guilty for my mediocrity, and I feel ashamed for my selfishness and narrowness.

Looking at the snowflakes flying outside the window, looking at the white land under your feet, kissing the sweetness of life and the course of struggle. Light up your heart and let us restore the beauty of life and the glory of life.

Bigfoot has a big road, and large capacity has great achievements; Great love condenses virtue, and great virtue carries the world. Let's close our eyes and be blind once, and our hearts will be brighter; Close your eyes, let us feel the sunshine and precipitate our thoughts. We will shine.

Although it has been more than ten years, whenever I open this mental memory, I always meditate and reflect. I always feel the power of life and light in these ordinary people, plain words and unknown actions, which make me ashamed, forge ahead and surge. ...

Third, he didn't have the son of heaven's Rowen, but he lit up the starry sky.

In the historical TV series Yongzheng Dynasty, after constant observation and weighing, Emperor Kangxi finally decided to hand over the right of succession to the throne to his fourth brother Yin Zhen. Before he died, he made a classic evaluation of Yin Zhen's generals: "The second brother is not a benevolent sage at all; May Yin Si learns from me everywhere, but he doesn't like it everywhere. I rule with leniency, and he buys people's hearts with leniency. I indulged too much down there, but he indulged more than me. Even if his leniency is true, it will only completely destroy my Great Qing Dynasty. May 14th has made great achievements in recent years, but it is too bold and narrow-minded, so it is necessary to be cautious in running the army, and it is bound to be bad for running the country. Thirteen elder brother, a man of temperament, has a bright heart and values loyalty and friendship, but he hates evil and does not change his original intention. I banned him for ten years because I was afraid that he would make a big mistake on impulse and implicate you. What should I do? With the lessons of this decade, I think he will mature and become your helper. "

It is precisely because of Brother Thirteen's bright heart that Yongzheng entrusted him with an important task. Facing all kinds of political enemy forces and layers of encirclement, he persevered, fought against all kinds of undercurrent, immoral and evil forces, shattered them one by one with justice and light, completely disintegrated one conspiracy after another to subvert Yong Zhengdi's industry, and assisted Yongzheng in achieving a generation of hegemony.

He didn't have the son of heaven's Rowen, but with light and justice, he dispelled the layers of dark clouds hanging over the country and smashed one bloody struggle after another, even a magnificent war.

All plots are shady; All evils are afraid of the sun; All meanness will be shocked by justice; All the filth can't stand the scouring of big waves and rapids.

In this struggle, which is related to national security and people's suffering and peace in the world, it is the power of sunshine, the power and convergence of heart light, and finally declares the direction of the wheel of history.

I can't see your face, but I can feel your strength in my voice.

In 2020, a rare epidemic raid hit all industries and hit many people's careers, some heavy and some devastating. A large number of business owners and industry backbones are unemployed, bankrupt and laid off. As if overnight, the earth was confused and sad.

The same is true of my industry, which has been hit hard like never before, and my career has been hit hard, almost reaching a desperate situation. Several times, I couldn't support it, and even had the idea and impulse of despair and giving up.

However, in this extremely depressed valley, I still received care, greetings, support and encouragement from leaders and friends from different positions, industries and ages. It is this little bit of care and miss that warms my cold heart and gives me the courage and strength to work hard. They send love and light to my heart through radio waves. I can't see their faces, but the spring-like words and the call of encouragement and expectation have awakened my numb and desperate heart. When we were just able to meet interactively, my leader and brother met me at the first time, had a long talk with me and gave me support and help. When those firm eyes looked at me, I felt endless trust and care, and I felt the blood boiling inside. Nothing can drive away the dark clouds and darkness in my heart like this light. ...

I tried to hide and suppress my feelings. When my brother and I were separated, silent tears welled up in my eyes! I know, this is the blood that the river of souls begins to surge; This is the light of the heart, which splits the haze of the past and shines brightly. The road is smooth, and it is coming towards me. ...

I don't need your help, I just want to keep a little bit of my sadness.

It is enough to have a bosom friend in life. It is my great honor to have three bosom friends in my half-century life journey. They are like doors and windows, supported in the harbor of my heart. Whenever I have no choice but to fall into the abyss, I will always call them at the first time and tell them the truth, call a spade a spade, cry and laugh, and have tears and sweetness; When you are around, make an appointment to have a cup of tea, a cup of coffee and a few cigarettes. Or simply sit quietly together, listen to each other's voices and look at the sky that belongs to our two brothers.

Men don't flick when they have tears, but they can't reach the sad place. I have never longed for them to help me solve anything. I just put my heart in their hearts to feel the light in their hearts and warm my soul. Not all people can talk, not all the pain can be exposed. However, in my heart, they are a sunny place, which is worth drying my tears and ironing out the twists and turns and gullies in my heart.

They are kind, honest, enthusiastic and intelligent. Here, I found the sun on the earth, the post of life. I am very grateful to their spiritual light, their truth, goodness and beauty, and their sustenance and placement in my predicament.

Six, we firmly believe that the blind light in our hearts, the world is a bright future.

Everything in the world is full of storms. Each of us will always experience twists and turns, dark erosion, and even killing. However, we can't be the helpers of these "executioners". No matter where we are, whether we can see or own a lamp, as long as we are firm in a sunny heart, firm in the burning warmth, firm in the sowing and transmission of love, our world will move towards one bright spring after another. Our world is a sunny day, full of songs and spring flowers.

May we be more tolerant, more understanding, more tolerant and stay away from darkness, meanness, narrowness and hatred. On a sunny day, can tomorrow be far behind? We will have one endless year after another.

Tomorrow, the sun will rise as usual. ...

Be a messenger of light. Even a little blind light is a dark hope!

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