What did Looking for the Stars say? How to evaluate?

"South Korean actress Cui Zhenshi committed suicide and was suspected to be related to the Jea-hwan An incident."

Boring through the newspaper in the taxi, I saw the news of her suicide in the corner, which was shocking but not shocking, as if it were an autumn rain in cool thin. I expected it, but I was not surprised. I just silently thickened my socks and felt a little sad in my heart.

Once upon a time, I was also a naive child who didn't know the taste of homesickness. Every night, I snuggle up in a warm quilt, hold a soft doll and hold a thick and damp cup. I watch TV carefully, rejoicing for others' happiness, and crying for others' sadness. At that time, my tears were light and shallow, like the taste of milk in My Sweetie's cup.

Meeting Li Lianyi by chance is like meeting a gardenia.

Her short hair, which is shoulder-length and supple, stays in the sea smartly, without wearing delicate and simple clips, and her words are calm and her smile is shallow. Ripple, a gentle and distressing name, is as weak and tough as cattail. Orphan, illegitimate daughter, bullying and rejection, repressed talent ... She is still a stubborn and self-respecting girl with pure temperament, like a white lotus in the dust. Therefore, we cherish her, accompany her through love all the way, be wronged, but always get happiness.

Close your eyes, as if to see her holding a heavy cardboard box, frowning and biting her lip, struggling to climb the stairs. Wang got off the elevator, but he hung his head and missed his beloved woman. They always pass by, passing by, bringing throbbing regret and loss.

The most impressive episode was that they bought hamburgers and French fries and went back to the car, talking and laughing, as if they had forgotten their worries. Coke is shaking, and the sunshine outside the window is bright to a distorted color. At that time, the picture seemed to be overexposed, dreamy and vague, not very real, thinking that happiness was like this, dazzling and dizzy, bright yellow, as bright as satin. More often, she upturned her face and smiled silently in tears or forbearance. He bowed his head and kissed her tears or giggled to comfort her. At that moment, do we all want to be that stubborn, self-respecting and lovely girl?

He said to her: I love you to death. From then on, we believe that there will be a handsome guy, wearing a clean white shirt and smelling of tobacco on his fingers, singing an affectionate song called "Forever and ever, as promised as death".

How I hope my dream will never be shattered, just like the happy life at the end of Cinderella's fairy tale.

A few years ago, I heard that Cui Zhenshi, a Korean actor who plays Li Lianyi, married a hot baseball star.

I also learned that she was abused by her husband and was kicked down the stairs when she was eight months pregnant.

I also learned that she divorced her husband and lived a hard life with a pair of children alone.

Now, she ended her life with a bandage in the bathroom, because of rumors or because she was more unknown.

Can anyone remember this woman like me and feel sorry for her?

Li's ripples bring us warm illusions and cold disillusionment. The reality is cold and sharp. Cui Zhenshi is not Li Lianyi, and Cinderella is not Singla.

The girl, Singella, danced like a butterfly on the bright dance floor and hugged the prince in a trance. Diamonds shine like diamonds, and everyone cheers, just like Li Lianyi's eternal happiness until death do us part. The sad girl behind Singella is still wearing old clothes, being bullied and unloved, dreaming for a long time, waking up in tears and facing a miserable life alone. Just like Cui Zhenshi, Cinderella in the play will always be Cinderella.

Think of Xi Murong's actor:

Please don't believe in my beauty or my love.

Under the painted face, I have a player's heart

So please don't take my sadness seriously, and don't break your heart with my performance.

Dear friend, I am just a player in my life.

Always shed your tears in other people's stories.