Goodbye my boy

Goodbye, my boy, the world owes me you. It is the world that owes me, not you.

Goodbye, my story.

Hi, let me tell you one thing. I think it is quite a great thing. I finally blacklisted the boy I have loved for 14 years. Who do you think is more sad?

People have asked, among WeChat friends, who is sadder, the person who deleted it or the person who was deleted. Now I finally know who is sad.

I listened to Jay Chou’s songs over and over again, from beginning to end, from beginning to end. It's just like those years we can't recall. After all, I can't do any harm to you. After so long, you are still an unforgettable part of my heart. How should I try my best to let go without saying anything.

As I listened, my chest felt like something was blocked, and I read everything about you again, but the pain would never go away. It would be better for me to start from scratch, from never knowing you.

Frankly speaking, when and how to start writing a story, it was all because of him. My secret love is serious, so I can't explain it clearly, and I can't say it out loud.

Yes, it was the boy who spent fourteen years loving and then forgetting. He is a boy whose nostalgia has lingered for many times. When I finally returned to my original self, when I spent so many years waiting for you to grow up, when I kept looking back even though I knew we would no longer be in contact. When I understand that you still can’t bear to hurt someone who truly loves you.

When fitness and reading fill the gaps in my life, and when travel and photography light up the color of my life, I finally get better. Sometimes I still think about those humble words, but I don’t mind them anymore. Gradually I came to understand that there are many people who don’t like me, but few people like me. If I changed for everyone who didn’t like me, I might have changed beyond recognition.

If you like it, just like it, if you don’t like it, leave the show. I have always been honest with you, and your dodge has made me leave disappointed again and again.

Then this time the delete key was pressed.

Meet in the sea of ????people, gather and disperse outside the reunion.

You fell in love in Jiangnan, and I no longer miss you.

I am finally letting you go.

I still remember the summer when I went to your city. I hesitated for four years and finally waited for that day. I sent you a message, but you didn't come to meet me. From that moment on, the relationship between us should have come to an end.

At that time, I really envied those people who lived in the same city as you, who could pass you by, take the same subway, walk the same road, and see the same scenery. They They may even accidentally step on you in the turbulent crowd and say sorry, and then hear your gentle words that it doesn't matter, they are so lucky. And I can only say to you from the bottom of my heart, I miss you.

And it doesn’t matter, you never seemed to say it. I told you I was sorry, and I sincerely waited for you. When one day you really remember me, we won’t see each other again. From the day you cruelly left, I should decisively let go of all the entanglements.

Saying goodbye, it’s already dark, and I don’t sit there and eat a side dish again.

I once said that when you leave, you must say goodbye properly, because I don’t know which autumn I will see you again in the next life.

But I found that you can’t say goodbye to someone you really care about and are truly determined to say goodbye to. Those goodbyes are too deliberate and too straightforward to say, but the cause and effect between us is still easy to get together. Easy to relax and follow your heart.

Too many ties have come to an end. I seem to have heard that sentence. The real end is never about cherishing fate, but when you left without saying goodbye, and we

Even if Leaving, I also want to leave your memory of me blank, no matter good or bad. I obviously hated you so much and didn't want you to live well, but when I really want to give up, I still want you to be happy instead of causing you any harm.

After you, I can no longer like Snoopy, and I will never touch Gemini again. After you, I kept a polite distance from everyone, and always ran away from all love because of distance. After you, I have not become a better person, nor have I been loved by anyone. But after a long time since you, I finally stood up strong and protected myself. Princesses can also protect themselves well.

You can leave as soon as you say, and I won’t hold you back. I also firmly gave up and never looked back.

Those things you love and don’t love have long been turned into ashes. It’s just that the fate is too shallow and you don’t love me.

You have always been my unwavering choice, but you have never been honest and sincere.

The little yellow flowers of the story have been floating, and we have been growing slowly. Some people get it, and some people lose it.

I never ask for how far I can go or how high I can climb, but I think I can do what I like and become the person I want to be. That’s it, my story is over.

In this world, there are always many people who like you and people who don’t like you. How can we easily choose and decide what is right and wrong.

It may take a long time for me to shake hands and make peace with the world, not with you, but with my own world. I'm trapped inside and it's still hard to get out.

That's it, I don't want to be a master, you have your infinite brilliance, and I just want to be able to travel around. No one owes anyone, and no one needs to make up for it. You can't afford it either.

Listen to the story to the end

Listen to the story to the end before saying goodbye

I have no strength to love you

I only have this day , it’s also the last day to remember carefully

Without contact, I will never listen to other people’s words about you in my subsequent life

There are only a few dozen days left in 2020. In one year, what was lost and what was left behind.

In fact, we have not forgotten everything that has happened, it is just that they are hidden in our hearts and not actively thought of. The feelings or emotions at certain moments will always feel familiar again. What is a pity is that it is not forgotten, but no longer having the ability to perceive again.

Cherish what you like and forget what you miss.

We owe no one anything, so we can live a good life separately.

You have a great future, I won’t influence anyone else. You're all tired, it's great, I really want to forget you.

Actually, there is nothing to be sad about. After all, the only person hurt by unrequited love is me.

Why make the memory last longer than the passing time? Don’t add drama to yourself.

You are actually quite good.

Don’t do it because it’s obviously inappropriate and he has forgotten about it a long time ago. It’s so unnecessary for you to still torture yourself in this self-fantasy plot.

Let go of your past self.

Start over.

Hello November, I will get better little by little.