Why do you always envy those who travel?

On the surface, traveling is fascinating. For me, every time, it is just a way of self-healing. So there is no need to envy, but there is also chic and freedom, but in the end, I am just a worried and thoughtful passerby. During the journey, you will neither be too excited nor too quiet. After all, with the growth of age, no one can be frivolous forever.

The ups and downs are between great joy and great sorrow, which also coincides with the stable mentality of a middle-aged and elderly aunt after 90.

Once upon a time, I preferred night to day. I always feel quiet and comfortable at night, and there is a hidden and inexplicable huge energy that deeply attracts me. Maybe people can only see themselves completely in the dark. Perhaps the sense of peace and security brought by the dark night makes us relax, so that we can exile ourselves in the dark and get closer to our souls.

Trains carry all kinds of people along the tracks to different destinations. I was wondering what kept me awake, so I jumped down from the berth, sat by the window and looked at the outside world.

Outside the window is an opaque night, and the change of scenery is black without exception.

Lonely, I just feel lonely. Loneliness and loneliness here are different. This kind of loneliness is that even if you know that your spiritual world is rich, you can't resist the hysterical loneliness that emanates from your bones.

It was late at night, and I told Andy how I felt. I thought I was the only one who would feel this way, but I never thought anyone could understand my feelings. I was relieved at once.

I made the right choice. When you are extremely tired of a life, come out and see different scenery, different winds and different people. On the bus in Qinhuangdao, I smiled at the retrogressive scenery outside the window. I really like the fresh excitement and tension brought by strange places.

Although I spent last night in the turbulence and the frequent wake of the train, my energy to continue to visit the city will not be compromised.

When the bus was driving slowly on the clean and fresh avenue, the music in the bus lingered in my ear. I lowered my head to eat the double skin milk in my hand and looked up inadvertently. I glanced at the dark blue sea not far from the roadside, and my restless heart instantly became very flat and quiet. Maybe my language is not enough to accurately describe its outstanding charm. I can only say that the sea is very flat and quiet, and the color makes people feel comfortable. But I have to say that the sea in Qinhuangdao has really been cured. From the first moment I touched it, I felt that minutes would be fine. I think this is the magic of this sea! Magic is also inseparable from the quiet temperament of Qinhuangdao.

I fell in love with an eye. It is not that I am too frivolous, but that we instinctively like what beauty can conquer us.

It's the best time to come out and play. Warm and timely, less disturbed by the bustling crowd, let us get in touch with nature better.

During the whole walk, I deeply felt the low-key, indifferent and quiet characteristics of this place intertwined in my mind. This is a wonderful feeling. I have to say, this makes my body and mind, which have been tense, particularly relaxed.

Every sea in this world has its own characteristics. Will there be another sea in the future that will give people this feeling? I can't give my own answer. ...

I have never been a foodie, and I am neither keen on food nor have any research. As for food, just wrap my stomach. With the increase of walking places, this concept is also quietly changing. Since I'm here, I might as well eat all the delicious food. It turns out that mashed potatoes processed from several ordinary potatoes can be so delicious, and the roast cold noodles that can be seen everywhere have a unique flavor under the wind of Qinhuangdao.

In the evening, my cousin and I lay on the playground, staring at the stars with our stomachs up. When I saw the twinkling stars, my whole body was surrounded by a feeling of happiness, as if it was the first time I saw the stars in my life. It suddenly occurred to me that the rush to work in the past seemed to hinder me from getting along with my surroundings. I don't even have time to appreciate the rose with the rain suffix, to take a deep breath of fresh air, and I am always overwhelmed by a rush, which inevitably makes me unhappy.

Now, finally slowed down, there are many students jogging around, I closed my eyes, lying in the embrace of the earth, spinning happily.

In the old faucet, I walked around the seaside wall for a long time. Because I have a regret that I didn't have time to climb the Great Wall when I went to Beijing in April. I thought that the Great Wall in the mountains of Beijing was like this, relying on different media. But even if you walk through the walls in many places, you can't jump over the walls in the hearts of the people you like. Similarly, you built a wall for your heart and closed it up. Not only can others cross it, but it is also difficult for you to cross it yourself.

Who cares? This is beyond the control of one person. Is the icing on the cake, without it, it is more comfortable and chic.

Campus wedding photos have been popular for many years, and the day when I was a cousin's dormitory support party was a side compensation for my regret that I didn't take pictures in graduation photo. Whether wearing their own clothes or white gauze, the six little fairies attracted the envious eyes of passers-by everywhere they went. From the eyes of male passers-by, I finally know the origin of the word spicy eyes. I'm glad you came. I'm glad you came!

In order to further make up for my wish, my intimate little cousin also carefully created a set of exclusive campus wedding photos for me. My sister is a makeup artist, stylist and photographer. She has several jobs. She finally returned her clothes after the war. She felt dissatisfied and rented me a Hanfu suit. She took pains to start the arduous shooting journey from the Yanda campus to the seaside and back to the campus.

I can't put down every photo.

With longing for the lonely library, we three women got what we wanted by relying on our cousin's eloquent and powerful acting skills (mainly thick-skinned) without making an appointment in advance and planning in advance, and saw the true face of the loneliest auditorium and library, and were already addicted to taking pictures under the traction of excitement. To tell the truth, I was lucky enough to break into the rich man's resort and walk on the road full of security personnel. The security personnel here should pay a solemn military salute when they see the owners. I joked with my cousin: "Walking in the rich area of the back garden of Beijing and Tianjin, even if you wear 8,000 pieces of clothes, you will feel 80 pieces."

But it doesn't matter, since I'm here, let's enjoy the beautiful scenery.

The security measures in the library are particularly strict. When the doorman asked us to show the license plate number, his cousin was speechless and said that we came by bus. I stayed aside for a moment, petrified, trying to hold back a snicker. After she sent out the WeChat voice, she finally went to the library after closing the library.

Loneliness can take thousands of forms. No one can define loneliness casually, except ourselves. But what kind of loneliness you feel.

After working so hard for so many days, Brother Tiezizhu, who is fortunate to be an old cousin, can cook ribs, cook, rinse hot pot and entertain our party. Many people are busy, and beer and foreign wine are all in battle. If you open your heart, you can drink more. The fighting capacity of a basket of beer every night must not be underestimated. It is common to chat until two or three in the morning. Zhu Ge is a cute chubby guy. He looks ugly in appearance, but when he opens his mouth, he is absolutely amazing, and he can definitely attract a person (regardless of gender) instantly. In his endless allusions, I opened up a new world of my own knowledge, and also solved many problems that I didn't understand before, such as: Why can't Taiwan Province Province in China be recovered? Zhu Ge answered me from many angles, in a wide range and in depth. Other problems such as regional discrimination and various doubts were solved by the eloquent Zhu Ge.

Unconsciously, I drank three bottles of wine and enjoyed a guitar performance by Zhu Ge. In the sound of guitar in the early morning, the trip to Qinhuangdao gradually came to an end.

Having been immersed in the society for several years, I have to admit that my mood and thinking have also changed. When I return to campus at this time, I will easily capture the simplicity, quietness, romance and freedom of campus life. The reason why romance is used to describe the campus life of the university is because in such a comfortable campus, even if I am a single female diaosi standing alone, watching the back of a couple walking hand in hand under the tree, this feeling called romance will also brush my face with a beautiful gesture, which is the breath of youth.

Nowadays, girls on university campuses are generally high in value and fashionable in dressing. Of course it's more open. Don't get me wrong, I mean the increase of heavy taste (campus homosexuality) and the fact that the dormitory is full of dirty jokes.

At the end of the week-long trip, my heart was sad, but my mood was comfortable and clear. What are those scraped and tanned skin? This is an accessory to travel.

Most importantly, I filled my heart with my own steps.

Qinhuangdao, I have been here, please remember me. Thanks to the outstanding people who appeared in this trip, let me understand the direction of my future efforts and constantly surpass myself. This is the most fulfilling thing.

Don't envy me on the road, I'm just saving my soul by walking.