Turn to your own article (Day9#1 people photosynthesis for 1 days #)

"As soon as I walk, the sun shines

I suddenly grow my own warmth

I am very happy to participate in this" Photosynthesis 1 Days "activity, and I have seen so many aspiring and positive peers here. I am a self-taught student at home. I have been at home since I was a child and have been there for several years. Although leaving school gives you a lot of freedom, it also adds a lot of challenges. Without the constraints of teachers and schools, I need to arrange my own study tasks, plan my time and overcome all kinds of psychological, family and academic setbacks. But there is also more room to find yourself and pursue what is really important to you.

everyone has experienced dark times, when it seems that all the good things are unreal and the world has lost its color. At this time, in addition to the listening and companionship of friends, there are always some things that support us to stick to it. We all live for what we love.

for me, baking is a happy thing. It always takes an hour or two from preparing all kinds of materials to stirring and fermenting, but I especially enjoy this quiet and focused time and enjoy the process of concentrating on creating beautiful things. I like to watch the dough grow out of the oven little by little, and the whole room is gradually filled with warm wheat flavor. Of course, it is not always successful. Baking is an activity that tests patience. Ignoring a small detail may have a great impact on the quality of the results. Every time you fail, the process of rethinking and trying again is also a process of continuous progress and promotion.

if you feel restless or confused, my suggestion is to do some activities that need to be focused and can produce results. It doesn't have to be baking. You can also try puzzles, build models, draw pictures or simply meditate. In this process, gradually find inner peace.

besides baking, there is photography, which gives me new eyes. I don't know when it started, but I realized that I could express my understanding of life by taking pictures. So I began to notice many details that I had neglected before. For example, the car repair booth at the intersection actually gathered a group of grandfathers who loved music, playing the piano and playing the flute in the traffic, with ordinary skills but enjoying themselves; In the registration hall of the hospital, there is a woman with a worried face in the corner. What's her story? I will also squat down, carefully observe the sunlight passing through the veins of pumpkin leaves, and be moved by the hard growth of life; I will also feel sorry for a beautiful blue beetle that died on the ground. I took these photos not only to record every valuable moment, but also to record my life state at that moment. So, I hope you can read this and pay attention to these details in your life, so that you can have a fuller understanding of life.

There is a question on Quora, which translates into Chinese as "How do you force yourself to keep improving and upgrading?"

One of the short answers impressed me deeply: "Whenever I encounter difficulties that I dare not face directly, I will close my eyes and imagine that I am an 8-year-old man, regretting the numerous difficulties I have given up and escaped in my life. When I get into the old man's mind, I will say to myself, "What I want most now is to be young again." Then I opened my eyes ... Bang! I am young again.

Although this is just an impossible story, why not treat yourself as the old man who wants to make amends and become young again from now on?

Imagine that you are 8 years old (assuming you are lucky enough to live this long), and now you are standing at one end of the road of destiny, not far away. Looking back at the life you have experienced, what kind of sigh will you give?

will you feel full and happy because you have tried and worked hard for many meaningful things, or will you regret that you have wasted too much time and missed opportunities, and feel sorry for too many "I could have"?

so how do you plan to control your life if you come back? Do you realize what you are doing at this moment? Do you realize how you are spending your life? Do you realize the consequences of every choice you make? Every choice is worth examining, and a conscious decision is a valuable and responsible behavior.

I keep asking myself these questions, and then I find that most of the time, I am always in an unconscious chaotic state, and I often envy other people's lives but criticize myself. We must constantly clean, interrogate and find ourselves, and at the same time don't set limits on our lives. Therefore, I have kept a reflective diary every day for more than five years, and I plan to try something new every day.

I hope I can light up a little light and share something valuable for photosynthesis. Thank you for walking with you in 9 days.

# Extra #

Three sentences:

[Rose] Introduce yourself in one sentence:

19-year-old INFP girl, sensitivity is my most precious treasure.

[Rose] Describe the fields and resources you touched in one sentence

Innovative education, psychology, photography, Chinese studies

[Rose] Express the fields and resources you want to hook up with in one sentence

Film production, music production, psychology, innovative education, public welfare, cultural relics museum

* * Create a challenge for the future:

(in a word, what you want to accomplish this year or what you want to achieve in college)