All my ambitions are freedom.

? Before going to bed at night, I just read a book. Jin Yong was mentioned in the book, and it suddenly occurred to me that I used to be a fan of Jin Yong when I wa

? Before going to bed at night, I just read a book. Jin Yong was mentioned in the book, and it suddenly occurred to me that I used to be a fan of Jin Yong when I was in college. At that time, I wanted to go to Ling Huchong, the legendary swordsman. I think he has personality, but he is not melodramatic. Encounter ups and downs and finally get happiness. Jin Yong said: "Ling Huchong is not a hero, but a hermit who pursues freedom and personality liberation like Tao Qian." I feel as if I have such characteristics.

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? But I also like Su Dongpo better. "Looking back at the bleak land, rain or shine." This word is used to describe my current psychological state, which is perfect.

However, how many ups and downs does life have to go through in order to finally get happiness? How many mountains do you have to climb and how many miles do you have to walk to achieve "rain or shine"?

? Ka Kui Wong, an idol who was once a student, sang in Broad Sky: "Forgive me for indulging in love and freedom all my life, I am afraid that one day I will fall." It can be said that it is my state when I was young.

At that time, I didn't want to be a step-by-step person, but wanted to be a freelancer. I believe that if work is not my own interest, sacrificing my life for the sake of life is the greatest waste of life. Unfortunately, it didn't work out!

? I am also willing to be obsessed with photography for a while. I have always believed that all the important people and beautiful things that have appeared in life in the world are hard to stay. Only by pressing the shutter, everything will freeze in time, and there will be no extinguished past and no absent future. Every day, I meet at every moment of my life, which is eternal. So I dream of traveling around the world with my favorite camera. All the beautiful scenery along the way and the wonderful people and things I met were in my camera. Not because of anything else, but because of all freedom.

Some people say that the legendary swordsman is the most unfettered Jianghu in Jin Yong's works, and Ling Huchong is the freest hero in Jin Yong's works. In fact, there is nothing but "life is like a trip, and I am also a pedestrian". On this uneven road, you and I just passed by, leaving nothing behind. It's better to get what you want than nothing.

? I can't help but think of the final ending of the legendary swordsman: Ling Huchong wants to live a happy life, but the legendary swordsman married Yingying. Although he fulfilled his life's wish without joy, he was inevitably bound by his wife. He really wants to be free, but he can't. Suddenly, the tune of "Song of the legendary swordsman" sounded in my mind, and I suddenly thought, "When I play this song, I will play it high or low. I am free only when one person plays the piano. But if I play with Yingying, I must play according to the music, and I can't indulge at will. She is taller than me, and she is lower than me. This can be said to be a perfect blend. Buddhism emphasizes "nirvana", and first of all, we must be free from desire and desire. But living means eating, dressing and taking care of others. Can you really have nothing to want? Nirvana is a "realm of inaction" and our life is a "realm of promising". In the promising realm, as long as there is no improper desire, there will be no improper bondage, that is freedom.

So I can't help asking myself: Is there really absolute freedom in this world? The answer is definitely no, freedom is only in my heart. What I want to pursue in my life is the freedom that seems charming, but it is actually charming.

? In the end, it is still the question written by Shakespeare: the survival and destruction of the soul, which is a question worth thinking about.