Laozhang photography

When I first entered college, the school often organized some freshman exchange meetings in order to let freshmen quickly integrate into the new campus life. People often go back and forth in various parties in high spirits. Because I am particularly interested in photography, I often appear at the gatherings of photography clubs. At that time, I felt that there were always eyes staring at me at parties. I didn't care much at first, but later I found that a girl often secretly looked at me. As soon as I made eye contact with her, she immediately moved again. At that time, I saw the light in her eyes.

I went out to take part in a photography activity and received a small cake. At first I thought it was from the club, but I ate it without paying attention. After eating, I found a note under the wrapping paper box: After eating this cake, we will be friends. Nice to meet you. I am Xu Yunhui from the accounting class. When my eyes found her, there was a smile in my hair, which was really rare and pure in the world. In this way, I met her.

I was born in a relatively poor mountain village. Because I was poor since I was a child, I often saw my parents quarreling over daily necessities, so I dared not ask my family for pocket money or spend money casually since I was a child. Perhaps from that time on, the seeds of inferiority have been planted in my mind. Even if the family's economic situation changed greatly later, my inferiority complex could not be erased.

Soon after that day, as long as she has time, she will follow me to class, eat with me, play basketball with me, and sometimes even come to the boys' dormitory with delicious food. The degree of clingy makes my roommate Lao Zhang call her all-purpose glue, a real follower. She doesn't care. She often laughs at her roommate. Her smile is very infectious, really like that blooming flower.

I was ambivalent at the time. I enjoy my time with her and I like to see her bright and flowery smile. But my inferiority complex is often like a demon, telling myself that I am too poor to deserve her, and I will definitely not be able to give her happiness in the future. The conflict between my longing for her and my deep-seated inferiority often keeps me awake all night.

This lasted for about half a semester, and neither of them clearly expressed their attitude towards the other. Although she didn't say anything, I know her psychology is definitely not a taste, because I often see a little bit of lost light in her eyes. One night, she asked me to go to the school lake. I hurried to the appointment, and she arrived at the appointed place in advance. Familiar figure, familiar dress, the afterimage of street lamp shining on her face, a breeze blowing, messing up her messy long hair.

She turned around and I saw the light in her eyes again, but this time it was tears. I was about to speak when she suddenly hugged me tightly and sobbed in a low voice. I was completely frightened by this scene and froze. She slowly raised her head, leaving a string of tears on her face. Wait for a while and look at me quietly: "Do you really don't like me at all?" Perhaps infected by her cheerful personality and sweet smile. Seeing her cry, my heart hurts like a knife. At that time, I didn't think about anything. I just stroked her face and dried her tears, and then I kissed her directly. She closed her eyes and let me suck greedily. So the two of us established a relationship.

Since this innocent and lively girl came to my world, my life has changed a lot. If going to college changes my life track; Then, her appearance should purify my soul. With her company, I finally seem to have the courage to face up to my inferiority complex, and even get rid of the control of inferiority complex.

One weekend, I walked hand in hand with her in a busy market. An uncle selling candied haws came face to face and passed us by. I subconsciously looked at those sparkling candied haws. This moment reminds me of my childhood. At that time, I thought sugar-coated haws were the most delicious things in the world, but at that time, even if I wanted to eat a candy, I needed to help me chop firewood all day. What's more, these sweet and sour sugar-coated haws were simply extravagant to the extreme.

Suddenly, she broke free from my hand and trotted away in the direction of uncle candied haws. Just when I was wondering, she brought back a bunch of red sugar-coated haws and put them in front of me:

"Hey, this is yours, representing the unhappiness of the past. Come on, I'll help you eat; This is also yours, representing the confused present, and I will help you eat it. "

I froze and looked at her straight, not knowing whether it was a surprise or a touch. For an instant, she seemed to understand my mind.

"Hey, by the way, how did you eat? You little greedy cat. "

Then she stopped to pull out a bunch of candied haws.

"The rest represent our bright future! So, we eat together. "

At this time, I saw a very dazzling light in her eyes, just like the candied haws directly exposed to the sun. If light is the most beautiful and warmest, I think it should be this moment; If there is anything in the world that I remember to protect and cherish most, I believe it is also this moment.

Sometimes a seemingly insignificant action may just change a person's life. If you walk for a long time and are still covered with shadows, please walk a few more steps, because where there is shadows, there must be the sun.