Then try to be an interesting person

Photo/Liu Xiaoya

Martin said: "When you no longer blindly follow the trend, it proves your growth; when you no longer insist on insisting on everything, then it is a witness. Life is a process of competing with yourself, and the most important lesson is that you must slowly know what you can't let go even if you grit your teeth, and what letting go means letting go of yourself. "I am very happy. I like this passage because it directly sums up the changes in everyone's mentality from young to old. Whether you admit it or not, each of us becomes more selfish as we grow older, and the more mature we become, the more we care about gains and losses. In fact, there is nothing wrong with this. At least you will learn more about self-protection and be able to get along with others and yourself in a way that is acceptable to you.

I don’t know if it started after Valentine’s Day last year. The worse I feel, the less I like to stay in a fixed space or environment. Instead, I like to let myself see more and more. I looked around and went to eat and drink. Perhaps this was the realization that after falling asleep for three days and three nights without eating or drinking, it didn't help.

It seems that I haven’t settled down for a long time. I wrote an article carefully and updated it. I don’t know if those who love me are still there. In fact, a lot of things have happened in the past few days, and the mental journey is quite complicated, but I don’t know how to record it, because I can’t figure it out, so a life quote belonging to Liu Xiaoya was born: “If you can’t figure it out, Then go hang out, and if you are unhappy, then go eat.” Because I always feel that walking can make people meditate, and eating meat can make people happy. If I have nothing, at least I can turn my grief and anger into food.

How should I put it, I also experienced a failed relationship some time ago. Two people with different hobbies and different views have been struggling for a long time. To be honest, I don’t like the uncool way of not letting go at all, so now I don’t like to remember it. I don’t know if you believe in horoscopes, but I believe it more and more. Maybe it's because I'm a Gemini and Aries are not compatible. All in all, my two relationships in the first twenty years of my life died at the hands of an Aries man. I hope they won't die again in the future.

It’s just that the second time I encountered a relationship-related problem, I always remembered that the person who introduced me to photography once told me: “Girls, you should take good care of your skin, keep in shape, read more books, travel more. Your own thoughts. Don’t spend all your energy on a man, thinking like a resentful woman. When you get better, you will find that everything will become easier, including love. This is probably the reason why I have become more and more able to let go, and have become more and more uninhibited in my love for my talents. After all, I remember someone said: "You want to be a small part of the talented people who are good-looking, or a small part of the good-looking people who are talented. Remember, skin and soul are indispensable." So the New Year's resolution for 2017 It’s also become a matter of setting a flag for yourself~ and then trying to be an interesting girl~ so that even if you are alone in the future, you can still write your life into poetry~

Study:

< p> 1. Practice hand-drawing of products, three pictures a day, and stick to it. After all, if the lines are not good and the perspective is unreasonable, it will make people feel less confident when looking at the work.

2. Study English well, work hard to memorize vocabulary, and strive to take the CET-4 exam before the end of 2017, and prepare carefully for Mandarin and National Level 2. After all, you can’t waste registration fees just to explore the exam room

3. Prepare carefully for competitions, such as debate team school competitions, photography competitions and design competitions. You cannot let yourself down, nor can you hold back the team. After all, the competition must have results so that everyone’s efforts will not be in vain. Make sense.

4. My handwriting has been ugly for more than ten or twenty years, and I can’t break it anymore. Why not take advantage of this semester when there are few classes to buy a few copybooks and practice hard.

5. Regarding writing, if you like it, then continue to persevere. In the future, you will update at least one article every week. There is no limit on the subject matter. It is best to broaden the scope of coverage and don’t always deal with emotional issues like a child.

6. Sign up for a software class at the beginning of school and learn Rhino. I will sign up for a minor language in the second half of 2017 to prepare for the future. I can't answer every time I'm asked if I have any plans to go abroad. I have no talent for languages. I'll starve to death on the streets after leaving the National Assembly.

7. A check-in game to like a book is the result of reading 62 books. I have finished my second playthrough of Zhang Jiajia's "Passing Through Your World" and "The Ferryman". Yesterday I was reading "My Imperfection" with milk tea. I hope I can be addicted to various libraries in the future. After all, I have been enjoying honey lately. I want to explore the era of Sisyphus and paper~

8. Be more patient and serious about the work of the school newspaper editorial department, and learn typesetting and printing well.

Anyone who knows me knows that my life principle is: "There is no problem that cannot be solved by hot pot. If there is, then have two meals." But in 2017, I can't just think about eating, I must always Set several goals for yourself to distract yourself~

1. Get up early and exercise. I have a famous name called Liu Lalan. As the name suggests, I am really lazy. So let’s start the changes in the new year by getting up early. I hope I can go to the library more and die in bed less in 2017. Exercise more and sleep less, study more and use your phone less, lose weight more and eat less meat. I must lose weight to double digits before my birthday in 2017.

Not for anyone, just to be able to wear the dress beautifully that my roommate gave me for my birthday last year~

2. Go to more places you want to go. In the past, I always felt that when I wanted to go somewhere, I had to wait until the person I liked was with me, so that it would be more meaningful. Now I understand that the meaning of traveling lies in experience and growth. Although I have always been paranoid that who I go with and where is more important, where I go is also particularly important. Maybe for me, if the places I have been to have no meaning, I have no desire to go there again, and the same goes for the people I have loved. After all, as the saying goes: "A good horse never turns back to eat grass~" So in 2017, Liu Lalan should be happy being himself~

3. Where you want to go this year.

Phoenix, Zhangjiajie, Weizhou Island, Dalian, Beijing, Nanchang (looking for the Japanese), Shanghai, Hangzhou, Guangzhou (or Shenzhen), Chengdu (or Chongqing to pick up the goddess from the army), Tibet (this is a place you must go before you live)

I am Liu Lalan, and it is my life-long dream to be an interesting person~

(Actually, I was rejected repeatedly when looking for part-time jobs because the time was too short, so I decided to do it instead A quiet and beautiful man, I will study hard to read and code and practice PS~ And if I can successfully explore Sisyphus, then I will definitely be happy to code~ If the weather is bad, then I will continue to clean the bay window, read and take notes ~2323233~)