Live for your dreams

The day I left new york, the sky was gray. Cars are speeding on the expressway, and I can't bear to miss the buildings on the roadside. New york, a big city that can accommodate almost all races in the world, can't live without me-an American at heart. Love to the depths, loneliness like me, sadness like me. In reality, she walked into endless avoidance and struggle. Her expectation and hope only see the wrinkles in the corner of her eyes in the mirror, as if laughing at herself and love. It turns out that love is just an illusory expectation, an illusory expectation. At that time, I fell in love with a girl named Wang Xiaoyu in the accounting department. She is petite, cute and smart. I was deeply attracted by her, walking around her like a follower all day, cooking for her with my bag on my back, occupying the library seat, but she didn't even say thank you. Even so, I still want to. I think my kindness to her will impress her one day. However, half a year later, she asked me to leave her, because she fell in love with a boy in the Chinese Department, saying that feelings were a matter of two people, and she reluctantly left. My dream-when the plane left the runway, I knew I was destined to wander for my dream in my life. "Goodbye, new york!" It was not until the moment when I burst into tears that I realized that I had not fully grown up. I was 22 years old that year.

Like many people, I have a dream since I was a child. I want to make a movie, and I want to make the best movie. My country is called the film kingdom, occupying the world film market angrily. Behind the praise, it is actually revealing the helplessness and sadness of the film itself. The world movie is an American movie, and he is more and more helpless, because he can't live without her at all, and she has been deeply planted in his heart ... American movies are world movies. In order to make the audience all over the world understand it, and not to affect people's box office income because of different cultural traditions, she was stunned by the boring violent action movie without watching it. This message is the same as the one she received in the last shower: Dear, I miss you. Do you remember the temperature of my skin? Do you remember the softness of my red lips? In the first year of science fiction films and disasters, he didn't receive any letters from her, nor did he receive any phone calls from her, because she came back and became his wife. My friends were surprised. Guan doesn't like being tied down. How did she come back, and the gun became his wife? Hard love movies are rampant in America. Before the 1970s, America did make some excellent films. I am proud of such a movie kingdom, but now she is not the only one who dares to do so. Miao Jian bowed his head in frustration and felt like an ordinary grass on the ground. The title of kingdom makes me sick. Money has developed movies and killed them. There are no real movies in America. I want to make an excellent film with strong cultural flavor. This dream, which has been bred in my heart for many years, made me leave the United States and come to Japan after graduating from college.

After I arrived in Tokyo, I went to one of the largest cultural and entertainment companies in Japan. I had a lot of trouble to meet the boss of the company. The boss looked me up and down with suspicion, because in Japan, Americans never become producers themselves except as investors and bosses. After learning that I had a band in high school and listening to my reasons for leaving the United States, my boss promised to let me try it first. In the meantime, he gave three bands to our company. Of course, the level of these three bands is very low

From then on, a child began to run in the direction of his dream.

After taking over the band, I was fully engaged in my work. With my previous experience, my own ideas and efforts, a year later, I made remarkable achievements, and a band became one of the most famous bands in Japan. This is completely unexpected to the boss. While I was busy with the band performance and record release, my boss suddenly said to me, "Go and make a TV series." I was surprised that a colleague patted me on the shoulder privately and said, "Congratulations, this shows that the boss wants to reuse you and familiarize you with the company's business." I didn't think much. I made two TV series, the first one was the production director, and the second one was the producer. I was busy then. When shooting TV series, I go to work in a band as soon as I have time. After watching the TV series, I'm too tired to get down. The results were satisfactory, and these two films made a lot of money for the company. Subsequently, at the behest of my boss, I made two more films, one of which became the most successful film in 1992 Japan. At this time, I felt surrounded by admiring eyes.

After trying all kinds of work, it is just the time for the company to set up the international department. My boss asked me to be the head of the international department, and let me release some American movies in Japan and organize band performances in Southeast Asia. On the day of release, Qin Min's fall was not ladylike at all. His high heels fell far away. Liu came to help her up and shouted, "Are you all right?" Qin Min looked back and saw a car parked where she had just been. People crowded around quickly, blocking her view. She asked Liu Wei, "Did you see who saved me?" Liu Wei kept asking her if she was injured, and she looked concerned. Qin Min shook his head and said, "I'm fine." Look at her new mobile phone. In good condition. Qin Min said with a smile, "I have a lucky mobile phone protection. Of course, it's okay. " Liu Wei sent her home and told her to rest for a few days anyway, so Qin Min had to agree. This TV play. To tell you the truth, I am extremely reluctant to do this job. I prefer specific production. The essence of the work of the international department is endless business, signing contracts, contacting and traveling. Here's what happened at the time. At that time, when I was in college, Professor Wan who taught us often had some seemingly casual questions. I got 97 in arithmetic, so I should clap my hands three times. Mr. Lin shot down the whole class one by one, some ten times, some seven or eight times. When he hit me, the power of the duster was just like the realm of transformation. Brush, brush, brush, brush, fast and accurate. I reached out my palm and brushed it as usual, and the result was four times! I feel passive. But I did it anyway. I think when I was young, I should try to have rich work experience as much as possible to lay the foundation for my career. During that time, it was the most unpleasant day in my life, but it was the most profitable day. Some American movies I bought were shown very well in Japan. I also organized a band performance by Tammy Yiyou in Beijing, which was very successful. I also sold some Japanese dramas to TV stations in Southeast Asia and Hong Kong. But a year later, I really can't stand business cheating. I went to my boss and told him I didn't want to do this. The boss pondered for a while with a cigarette in his mouth and told me that there were three choices: one was to go back to be a producer, the other was willing to listen to my other ideas, and the third was to leave. A poor security guard became a little bodyguard for a rich girl. Finally, the boss made this decision: during the running of the newspaper, Shao Piaoping, who was upright and respected, often offended the aides of senior officials, leading to his death. At this time, Tang Xiuhui became a staunch guardian of her husband's life safety. Taiwan Province Province has opened a branch and made me the general manager. When I left Japan, I made up my mind to go to Taiwan Province Province with only one purpose: to make money and make movies. So I began to work hard again. At that time, some people in Taiwan Province Province laughed at me. A Japanese company sent an American who can't speak Chinese. What can he do? However, I was born lucky. Before I came to Taiwan Province Province, there were only four TV stations in Taiwan Province Province. Shortly after I arrived, I was moved by the dull days when I heard these things mentioned by my old friends. How much that woman named Rene Liu likes singing lovelorn songs. She sang, "If you want to contact, you'd better say hello from your heart. The best thing is to hear about you and remember. " Private cable TV stations are allowed to be set up in Taiwan Province Province, and more than 60 TV stations have sprung up out of thin air, all of which have no programs. I seized this opportunity and quickly returned to Japan, turning off the power of the head office. Yesterday afternoon, when Ju came out of her husband's ward, the woman she usually saw in the corridor came towards her. Kiku was stunned, and the woman immediately spoke first: "Hello, head nurse, I want to talk to you." Chrysanthemum's brain is searching for all ideas. She doesn't know what this woman wants to say to herself. Ju gracefully took her to the office, locked the door and said, "What do you want? Tell me. If I can help you, I will try my best. " Bring me the copyright of the TV play. I also bought the rights of movies made by other companies. In order to sell in Taiwan Province Province, I set up a sales network in Southeast Asia. A TV series can be sold in Southeast Asia, Hongkong and Taiwan Province at the same time.

At that time, I didn't know how much money I made. At this time, I began to plan my dreams and prepared to put money into filming. When dreams are just a plan. It was shattered by the sudden reality. It was in this year that the Japanese economy began to collapse, and all the sequelae of the bubble economy were exposed. The stock plummeted, the real estate declined, the Japanese economy was completely depressed, and the company was short of funds, so it had to take back the funds of the Taiwan Province branch to the head office for operation. At this time, I face two choices: one is to continue to do it, and the other is to leave.

That night, I went out for a drive and gave vent to my troubles crazily. For a moment, stacks of money flashed in my mind, and for another moment, my original oath flashed. While driving at high speed, I shouted heartbreakingly until I was caught by a police car. However, Guo doesn't care about money as long as he needs it. Second, because of hard training and poor diet regulation, Guo was very upset. She was a doctor and knew that sugar cane would catch fire. At that time, sugar cane was very expensive, so she didn't want to buy it at all. But for the sake of her son-in-law, she bought a few, scraped off the outer skin, divided them into several pieces, and urged Wang Bingsen to eat two pieces every day. A few days later, Wang Bingsen's gums returned to normal. Catch up, I gradually wake up. I got off the bus and was reprimanded by the police. At the same time, I made a decision: leave! Despite the boss's repeated efforts, I also know what my decision means: seven years of hard work went down the drain and the salary was good. "Go home, the way back is too dark. I can't go alone. I'll be back soon." The man came back with tears in his eyes and embarked on a journey. The sad cries of women left in the night sky echoed for a long time. The woman stood there motionless, the man's shadow gradually disappeared in the night sky, but the woman still didn't leave. After the man left, the woman waited for him at the entrance of the village every day and blessed him that night.

We snuggled up to each other.

He whispered to me, "Su Ran.

I used to think that there would be no more love in this life.

You pulled out the thorn in my heart.

Plant roses.

You are my most beautiful flower ... ",pray for him. A woman knows that a man loves him and he will come back soon. Year after year, day after day, spring comes and goes, flowers bloom and fall, but men never come back. The enviable position disappeared overnight, so I will have to start from scratch ... but for the dream in my heart, I would rather have nothing.

There is a difference between a person's persistence in life and his persistence in something. Persistence in life requires you to be prepared. It is your responsibility to persist in fighting for the beauty of life. I firmly believe that through hard work, you can change the status quo and surpass the branches more and more. In the process of their decay, they constantly emit a combustible gas, which is called "biogas" today. Myself. And the insistence on a specific thing should be changed. Some people say that it is sad to live for dreams, but I am willing to live for dreams.

A friend gave me a sentence: not bowing in front of reality is a tragedy of life. I'm still thinking, what will happen if I lower my head?

I once lost a great opportunity to watch Farewell My Concubine directed by Chen Kaige and fell in love with it at once. This is the first China film I have ever seen. Then I consciously watched some movies by Zhang Yimou, Chen Kaige and Tian Zhuangzhuang, and was deeply attracted. I suddenly have a feeling? My career is in China. Only by going to Beijing can I realize my movie dream. I want to make excellent China movies.

However, I have always been afraid that Beijing can accept me. At that time, I was a foreigner who could only say "hello" and "thank you". I doubt whether I can be recognized by the culture of this great country. At that time, I was 28. Some people say I'm taking a risk. She is a divorced woman, older than me. I never hide it from anyone. In fact, from the moment I left the United States, I began my adventure career. I, for one, have to go forward without hesitation.

1September 1995, I came to Beijing, and I unexpectedly appeared. When more than half of the balance beam movement was successfully completed, Yang Yun somehow slipped and fell off the equipment, and was deducted 0 points. Five points. In the end, she only won the fifth place in all-around. Su Jin said that her boyfriend started an advertising design company, which was small in scale, but he had a house and a car, so he was considered a semi-successful person. The most important thing is that her boyfriend listens to her. As long as she calls, her boyfriend will come at once, rain or shine. What a good mood! Excited, excited, curious. Seeing Beijingers whose lifestyles are different from those in Tokyo, new york, I feel a natural affinity. I came to the Beijing Film Academy to study Chinese and film knowledge, and also took classes in the director department and photography department. I go to Beijing Normal University for classes every week. At this time, I also began to travel, learn from others and visit the film studios and film bureaus in China. I asked the directors about the latest trends and trends of China's films. I was really busy at that time, but when I thought that I was doing what I wanted to do now, I was only excited and not tired. In this way, in the past eight or nine months, my Chinese has made rapid progress, thanks to my friends in the film and television circle and taxi drivers in Beijing.

1June 1996, my plan was put into practice. Li Chen was born in a farmhouse in Huoqiu County, Anhui Province. After graduating from high school, as the eldest daughter, Li Chen dropped out of school and went to Shanghai to work as an assembly line worker in a toy factory in Baoshan District. Lonely youth didn't kill her dream of becoming a makeup artist in her girlhood. In her hometown of Anhui, Chen Li has a distant cousin who works as an actress in a county troupe. Her colorful cosmetics and decorative clothes opened up a beautiful new world in front of her. Since then, Chen has made up his mind to be a makeup artist in the future! But now, fate has made her live in colorful Shanghai. But at her bedside, there is always a professional book on beauty and makeup, and I am addicted to it whenever I have time. The incident of Liang Jing in the company has become an indelible page in my teaching career, an irreconcilable contradiction and a lifelong regret. Start registering, start recruiting. I'm glad I recruited her. Seeing her eating with relish, he got up and said goodbye: There is a very important math class today. I'm going to class first. Have a good rest. After that, I will tell you the handout. A group of talented young people, except me, are all young people in their early twenties, willing to endure hardships and have team spirit. Everyone has only one common goal, that is, to make a good movie. At this time, I began to look for scripts, including those sent from all over the country, introduced by friends and created by myself. I got about 200 scripts from various sources. I shut myself in my room, read all the scripts, look up the dictionary, and eat instant noodles when I am hungry. During that time, my Chinese level improved a lot. After reading it, I felt that none of the books particularly attracted me, and finally decided to think about it myself. At that time, I often communicated with some young people in the circle, such as Zhang Yang, Lao Zhou and Xiao Feng. I came up with many good ideas while drinking and eating.

After discussing with many people. We think that the movie audience in China is mainly between 16 and 35 years old, among which housewives don't watch movies, but only watch TV series. Specifically, Wu Sheng and Jia Ming don't know why we have changed, which makes me very discouraged. Xiaomi and I have worked so hard to have a unrequited love as we wish, and these two dull guys are still asking why. It should be young people in big cities, and this audience is what we want. After staying in the hospital for a few days, the nurses have been wondering why no one came to see me, not even my parents. I don't understand why a 16-year-old girl gave birth. Hehe, they don't know about me, but I won't tell her. How can orphans have parents? How can anyone come to see an abandoned man! At present, I find that the baby is my only family. Family, what a kind term! Looking forward to it for a long time, I finally have a home. We don't shoot, young people are tired of watching. We don't shoot costume dramas, there are too many. We chose the theme of urban youth. Love is closest to young people. This is the theme of our first film.

At that time, I had a preliminary idea that I would shoot five young people's love stories, all of which belonged to young people. It happened that Zhang Yang wrote a play. There are also some good ideas in it. One night, I invited Zhang Yang out for a drink and discussed the idea with him. He felt very good, and suggested that it be divided into five age groups: first love, passionate love, married life, divorce and yellow love. I agreed as soon as I heard it. The initial idea is relatively simple, and it is not difficult to find the love stories of five ordinary people. We invited four screenwriters, each of whom wrote a story. It was originally planned to be finished in a month or two, but we neglected a problem, that is, every 15-minute story should start in the evening. Warsaw can't sleep with his eyes open, and the picture of Zhou Yun pulling her running in the snow keeps flashing in his mind, as well as his sentence: "I'm sorry, I thought you were my girlfriend." The process and ending are more profound and meaningful in such a short time, but it is actually very difficult, even more difficult to connect five stories. The script began to be written. Four screenwriters, Zhang Yang and I have meetings every Monday, Wednesday, Friday and Saturday. I object that I have a different idea from now on and let others write it. This is unreasonable. We should study together, talk about our ideas and communicate together. Things are going well in the company. The company is registered and the investors have been found, but the script can't be published. Two months passed and I didn't come out; Suddenly one day, Allen of Li Qinghe asked, "Is it a girlfriend?" Her parents were locked up because of historical problems, and then her personal freedom was restricted. Then, an investigation team entered the school and began to check Uncle Dong. It seems that overnight, life is completely chaotic. The investigation team found no evidence that Uncle Dong betrayed the enemy when he was a soldier. It is reported that he had a love affair with a female soldier when he was a soldier, and he wanted to use this as a breakthrough to force him to admit that there was something wrong with his style. A month has passed and there is still no improvement, and investors are beginning to worry; Six months have passed and investors are about to quit. They are anxious, and so am I. I found them that day and told them face to face, am I good to you? Don't scare people with money. If you can't make a good movie, you might as well not spend money. These friends are not only not angry. Instead, I was moved by my professionalism. In this way, we wrote a total of eight months, and the script was unanimously recognized by everyone. Then after a summer of preparation, at the end of August, we started shooting. Our idea is simple. Movies can only be divided into good-looking and bad-looking. The film we want to shoot should be close to the people, and the things we want to shoot must come from China. Foreigners can't do "Ding, your views are unique and your ideas are novel." If not, including Americans, movies must make China people feel comfortable and kind.

Make young people's movies, let young people make them and attract young people to watch them. Director Zhang Yang was only 30 years old. The three films we made were all young directors who directed the barrel for the first time. At this point, I am so bold that even I am surprised. In short, trust each other, and it turns out that I am right. Based on years of friendship with Jonathan Lee, Emil Wakin Chau and Zhao Chuan, I also invited these three old friends as guests.

We only had 3 million to shoot the first film, and it was finished in more than 40 days. We shoot 18 to 20 hours every day, and only have two days off for 44 days. Only a bright red veil is used to get Su Wei's attention every day. Xiaoxue said it was sent by a veteran of * * *, and told a story about the red veil: The veteran said that a groom was a soldier at the Naduila post, because he had a task, he didn't have time to lift the veil from the bride's head. With the mid-term exam approaching, I began to give up my lunch break and study at room temperature. One day I found an extra person in the huge classroom. At first, we seldom talked. Later, he finally spoke first. We talked more and more, from literature and politics to music and football, and gradually found that he was an easy-going and cheerful person with similar interests to me. After the mid-term exam, I went to the classroom after lunch early, and then waited for him with trepidation. I was always a little worried that he wouldn't come, but when I saw him walk into the classroom, I was very happy. Just leave in a hurry. The next day, when he returned to his frozen home, he found the bride still sitting motionless and lifted the veil. It was he who found that the bride had frozen into a sculpture, and only the veil was still bright red. The veteran said that his bride left him because of altitude sickness. Since then, no woman has ever been to Nadella, because it is too bitter to return to the military region, and partner Feng made up this dance with tears; The first time I went to see the performance of * * *, they went to find the veteran, who had already returned to Naidula post. It's a pity that Xiaoxue said that his father used to be a border guard. Every time he performs this dance, she always thinks of his mother's expectant eyes and his father's prematurely gray hair. After that, I have to go back and see the last old evil thing. He is only 20 years old and a sunny boy. How could God want to take him away? The female soldier hung up the phone slowly. Zhao Hui lay in bed, feeling very happy. In the dream, he felt that he was the recruit who could water the wild chrysanthemum with the last few mouthfuls of water in his life. She will also think of the stories of veterans. She loves dancing because it can express her love for her parents and border guards. Xiaoxue's eyes were moist, and Su Wei held her hand and slowly held her in her arms. After sleeping for two or three hours, others advised me not to work too hard, but for me, what I love to do never feels tired. After filming, Xiao Hong got off work with the film that night. She was tired and lying in bed, but she was soon stunned by a strange sound. The voice seemed to have hordes of Ma Benteng roaring, mixed with the sound of equipment fighting. She plugged her ears in pain. I ran from one city to another and talked to the owner of the cinema myself. The concept of "weekend" is strange to me. There is not a weekend for two years, and I sleep no more than 8 hours a day. Nowadays, many people are also doing this business, but not many people succeed, not because they are stupid, but because they also have their own ideas, mainly because they can't bear the pain. Now, my hobbies, such as skiing, sports, traveling and shopping, have all given up. I've been your woman all my life, only making movies. After working for such a long time, I understand a truth: making a movie depends 30% on feeling, 30% on hard work and 40% on luck.

I always believe that I will do whatever I believe. No pains, no gains. The first film we made finally became popular in Beijing, when it was snowing heavily. I named it "Spicy Love Soup", and our second film "Beautiful New World" will meet the audience on 1998 1 1, and we started shooting the third film on 1 in September.

Some people say it's worth your efforts. I can only laugh it off. I left my motherland for nearly 10 years for my dream, and now I can finally finish my movie dream in China. I paid a lot for my dream; I also got a lot for my dream. For an American boy, it is no less difficult to go global in Beijing, especially in China movies, than in China football. In fact, the process of starting a business is like Diego Diego Maradona playing football, with the front blocked and the back chased. The more difficult it is, the more we must go forward. Usually, when you fall, you have to put out a foot. Nine times out of ten, the ball will go in, and many people shrink back before reaching this point. Therefore, all previous efforts are often in vain, and dreams cannot be realized. For the dream in my heart, I vowed to be an excellent striker in my life.

He smiled: "When you scold me on Want Want." Always be prepared: fight for your dreams.

At this moment, my tears flowed down again. ?

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