The lost photographer "Lu Daosen" confirmed his death. What happened before he died?

Rudolph's life experience was very tragic. Left-behind children, school bullying, were controlled by their parents, lived in relatives' homes for a long time, their parents quarreled for a long time, and the workplace was not satisfactory. These are the stories of Lu Dawson's life in just 25 years. Lou Dawson finally chose suicide to end his life. In the final analysis, being born in a family has an unshirkable responsibility. Many people may feel that it is an improper behavior to blame all unfair things on their parents when they hear Born in a Family. But in Native House, unloved, lacking of love, longing for love, fear and anxiety became the last straw to crush Ludolson.

I. Family

When Lu Dawson was a child, he often lived with relatives. Although his relatives are very kind to him, Lu Daosen always has a feeling of being swayed by considerations of gain and loss. The reason for this feeling is that Lu Dawson didn't feel the warmth of belonging to his family, and he felt insecure under the fence. After returning to his hometown, Lu Dawson was tortured by his parents. Imposed ideals, constant quarrels between parents, mother's strength and father's alienation have all become the reasons for his despair.

Second, the campus

School bullying can be seen everywhere. At that time, after Lu was transferred to his hometown to live with his parents, he was called a bitch by children of the same age because he didn't like to talk. Facing the new environment and new groups, Lu seems a bit out of place. He was bullied, bullied, excluded, threatened and nicknamed by various insults at school. These grievances have nowhere to tell, and over time they have become one of the demons of Lu Daosen.

Third, society.

Lu Dawson wrote in his suicide note: It was not a straw that crushed me, but countless grains of sand. Every step I take is like carrying a mountain on my back. After graduation, Lou Dawson became a private photographer. Although he has worked hard in this job, he has been doing nothing, working and running, and the pressure is not proportional to the gains, which makes Dawson's depressed emotions more and more rampant.

Lu Dawson's suicide note is a psychological monologue he wrote for a long time before committing suicide. Through this monologue, we understand the tragic pain of Rudson for 25 years. The deceased is gone, and I only hope that roses will bloom for him every year.