"Everything can start all over again" and "Nine Crossing"

"It's not the unknown world that gets you into trouble, but what you believe, not what you think." -Mark Twain

Author Xie Danru

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1.

If you like literature, you like its profundity. Its profound thoughts guide people to stare deeper, look higher, or return to themselves through words. There are free and easy births, compassion for people entering the WTO, compassion for people, pain, and sharp growls. These are heartbreaking pains and pains, as well as cracks.

Perhaps, everyone is born with a wound, just like an umbilical cord that was cut at birth. Since then, although it has become an independent individual, the divided pores have spread infinitely, covering every pore. People's five senses are the most intuitive, but it seems that there are not many people who directly hit the depths of the soul, only thoughts. Literature is a good incision. Tearing it from here and cutting it on the heart is a cure and a new wound.

Happy people should not hold literature all day. This is my personal suggestion. However, how many people are really happy

It is good to be happy without knowing it, but you have to continue to live if you are unhappy. Even if we are born lonely, even if we have to leave one day, even if we are often mired in mud and bruised all over, our hearts are already riddled with holes. However, there is always some warmth worth creating, owning and loving. We should cherish it and try to love it.

Love, freedom, warmth, hope, what touching words, sadly, some people easily get the right to enjoy, but they easily squander, consume and even take it for granted.

Perhaps, everyone is coming to this world for the first time, and there are many things to learn. Learn to love, know how to love, and then love. Don't worry too much, life is long, and you need to get lost to get to places that others have never been to. And love, if possible, I hope you can always love, pay, accept and create love.

We are all human beings, the same kind. The joys and sorrows of human beings may not be connected, but through the joys and sorrows of the same kind, should we also make contributions, not only for ourselves, but also for more and more latecomers.

I think this is probably an inseparable part of literature. The connection between people, the communication between feelings, the communication between hearts, the encounter between souls, and the pursuit of love, freedom, warmth, hope and many other beautiful things.

We should live well!

2.

I have a bad habit of reading. I always like to stop at the end of reading, turn to the last page and stop. Then, I don't know whether this book will be finished or not.

Imagination is a wonderful existence, which connects itself with others, distance, past and present. Literature often needs no imagination. Because it is close enough to reality and life, at the same time, its ending is almost predictable. However, this does not mean that imagination is not needed, but that imagination is not as dependent, open-minded, derailed and absurd as science fiction.

However, what is certain is that they all have the same direction, that is, they are constantly approaching the essence of human beings, reflecting people's hearts to a certain extent, and making some noise, hysteria or thunder on the ground, which is deep enough to wake up people who pretend to sleep.

Jiudu, I finally finished.

For me, this is a very difficult thing, which has nothing to do with the author's writing style or the story itself. I have long been different from those at the beginning, just holding the idea of listening to stories. More, reading is reading yourself.

Substitute your own ideas, integrate yourself into the role, experience the emotion and pain in the role, walk with the role and look for it together. This is my way of reading, and it is also my own way of reading.

I don't deny that life has given the soul nutrients, otherwise, literature will not be born. However, for people like me, it's fantastic to want to absorb nutrients from life just by my knowledge. I have no corresponding life experience and lack a lot of common sense cognition. Similarly, my facial features are dull and my thinking is not quick. Personally, I am a little paranoid, pedantic and clumsy, so literature has become my support pool.

But, even so, I still have a lingering fear. I can only carefully screen, read and taste, and my soul can't stand too much shock. Being at a loss is the distance between me and the world, and there is still a long way to go before I get out of place. However, I also have things that I'm afraid of, and I'm afraid to face directly.

This feeling has deepened since I read Sun Pin's works. Undoubtedly, her works are profound, with stories, things that I don't want to face but are full of curiosity, and questions that I also want to know, but I will still be afraid. When the ending comes, I believe that it is not what I think.

As Mark Twain once said, it is not the unknown world that gets you into trouble, but what you believe, not what you think.

Yes, I'm not old enough to think I can predict all possible trends, but I'm more afraid that even what I believe in will fall apart in an instant.

I am not an optimistic person, especially for literature. To some extent, literature has deepened my pessimism, or literature really made me feel my pessimism.

Perhaps this is the attribute of literature, but if you want to find light from cracks, you have to find light, right? How can you give up light because you are afraid of darkness?

3.

The story of Nine Crossing is, in a sense, about a desperate life.

The so-called despair, the world can think of nothing more than the truth of death, the grief of parting, and their own loneliness and desert island. Besides, there is still hope for life.

What do some people live for? It can be said that this is some kind of crazy paranoia.

Just like "Liu Jinfang" in the story, she said that everything else was fake, all in form, and it didn't matter. She only needs the most essential things to make a person not despair.

"She told me that it was because there was always a sense of despair in her bones, so she always wanted to grab something desperately to fight that sense of despair."

Liu Jinfang chose love, which is beyond the secular love, which is not understood, but also crazy and paranoid love.

At school, she fell in love with the head teacher. Mr. Bu, 40, has never been married because he has devoted himself to studying philosophy. In order to go with Mr. Bu, she has tried every means for several years. Later, she went to see Mr. Bu. I don't know what Teacher Bu told her. After returning, she applied to transfer to a village primary school where no one wanted to teach, and went to a remote mountain village.

This is something that deviates from one's essence. Without it, there is no reason not to despair. So, what's the point of her living? She was born for this. Without it, there is no reason to continue.

Wang Zeqiang also needs a reason to live. In prison, in order to survive, he made his body and soul strong, which is the power to live. There, where there is no sunshine, living there needs more reasons. This is the answer of "corresponding personality" given by Liu Jinfang. A reason, a reason to live.

Obviously, Wang Zeqiang is her kind, so he needs this reason. Thus, the letter signed "Mother" came back to life. As a "strong man", a child with a mother came back to life. However, although Liu Jinfang knew that he needed such a reason, how could he go on with his life? From the beginning, he was like a vine, and parasitism was his whole meaning. The host is gone, so how can he live?

However, no one can always accompany him, no one.

4.

Tracing back to the cause of the whole incident, it is easy to find: Zeng Xiaoli, this is his hope.

To some extent, he wants to regard Zeng Xiaoli as his own parasite and continue to live in the name of love and for reasons of love. This is his hope. In order to protect her, he cut Bing Wang and went to prison. Eight years, this is his consequence and his desperate struggle.

However, when he came out, he found that his struggle seemed to be developing in other directions, thus falling into a deeper sense of despair. As before, he was adopted by his great-grandmother, and then parasitized on Liu Jinfang, the same desperate man. Finally, his ending seems to have been written. Just like the ending of Zeng Xiaoli, we must compromise for his consequences.

Yes, Zeng Xiaoli married Bing Wang and gave birth to a silly son. The consequences of all this point to Wang Zeqiang, who hurt Bing Wang, and then Bing Wang found Zeng Xiaoli. Bing Wang was beaten after being drunk. From the moment he established a parasitic relationship, Zeng Xiaoli was more like his hope than his parasitism. However, his hopes were also dashed.

In the end, his last struggle with despair was to kill Wang Bing, and then he spent the last three months alone.

Just like when he was finally asked by the police about the motive of committing the crime, he simply said, "A disabled person like him should have died a long time ago. He has nothing to do all day, but drinks and beats his wife. When will he drag a woman? As long as he lives, women will suffer for a day. Only when he dies can the woman remarry and have a way out. "

Can you see Wang Zeqiang's struggle and that essential thing from here? Path, pointing in the other direction again.

And his own way? On one occasion, he was told that everything could be started again.

That's a letter from Liu Jinfang's friend, and it's also a letter to Liu Jinfang. I think that's what Liu Jinfang wanted to tell him, right? Everything is in time.

However, Liu Jinfang left herself.

How similar is this? What is his lifestyle?

However, he is also leaving.

He once realized: "He must save himself. Only he can save himself. He is his own fish. He is also his own fisherman. "

But in the end, obviously, he failed in the struggle.

As he finally said, "I'm still getting used to it inside, but I'm not used to it when I'm out of the door." Besides, I come out alone, and it's the same everywhere. "

At this point, he has spent the first eight years, but he can't pass the ninth level.

At this point, how should Zeng Xiaoli adapt? At the end of the story, there is no explanation, but fortunately there is no explanation. It seems that not explaining means that everything can start all over again.

The departure of three people seems to pave the way for such a "everything can be done again". Can it really be done again by parasitizing, supporting, adapting and crossing the river?

"It's not the unknown world that gets you into trouble, but what you believe, not what you think." Probably, the bigger dilemma than this "not what you think" is how to "cross the river"?

A reason, hope, love, warmth, affection, parasitism, support and adaptation seems neither an answer nor enough. They are just a crack. The final answer can only be to find it yourself, or to live, not to find it, and cross the river. Will it be different?

Everything can be done all over again, right? be

Maybe we should all believe this, otherwise, what should we do?