I want to be a documentary photographer, but my family is not very good. Therefore, we should take good care of our life and don't choose the wrong path, otherwise our life may be finished.

If you are interested in photography, you can continue. Judging from your feeling, you are not interested in portrait photography. However, it may be quite difficult to make a living by documentary photography from the beginning. Because you have only a preliminary understanding of photography, there are still many things to learn. It is suggested to find a stable life first, and then carefully consider whether you are willing to continue on this road.