Lost photographer Lou Dawson confirmed his death. What was the real cause of his death?

Photo blogger Lu published a suicide note on the social platform 165438+ on June 28th, and then disappeared. These two days, his figure appeared one after another, but for the last time, people found his mobile phone and were ready to wait for the rescue team to find him, but in the end they found that he had passed away forever.

The cause of his physical death was drowning, or he chose to walk so far. However, the cause of his psychological death, as described in his suicide note, was never a straw, but countless grains of sand. The disharmony of family environment, school bullying as a child, work pressure after graduation and so on. Everything seemed nothing, but together it became a grain of sand and crushed him.

Lu Dawson said that when he was a child, his parents always quarreled and he didn't feel love. In his 25-year life, he can only feel love when he was with his grandmother when he was a child, but he can't feel love after her death. Children who grow up without love always feel that something is missing and there is no way to make up for it. Therefore, when Lu grows up and faces all kinds of forced marriages and problems from his parents again, he will feel very tired. It can be said that the harm brought by the family has caused him irreparable pain. Under pressure, he chose to flee.

In addition to his family, there is a lingering shadow in his heart, bullying on campus. In fact, school bullying is very common in current society. For those who bully others, it is a temporary pleasure, but for those who are bullied, it is a lifelong nightmare, and there is no way to get rid of it. He will always remind you of your insult, which he also mentioned in Lu Dawson's letter.

In fact, there are many reasons that drive him to choose to leave, because when all the problems appear, he has no way to face and solve them. He felt that he had no future, so he chose to leave and was not cured.