Are the people around you who seem to be idiots really really idiots on the inside?

If I were to describe a friend as a jerk, it would be that she has a personality that I like or get along with, makes me laugh, makes me feel lively, funny and cute, or has an optimistic attitude. , an active life makes me feel full of positive energy and comfortable.

Are those people around you who seem to be idiots really really idiots on the inside?

Yeah, that’s right, that’s right, it’s just a sand sculpture and a stone hammer, there’s no need to wash it.

No, not entirely.

Behind the charade is the unhappiest and most real version of me

Most of my friends say that I am funny, charlatan, very witty, and quick to talk dirty. He also said that I was a charlatan, and the atmosphere suddenly became charlatan when he was with me, making me laugh all the time. I can’t keep up with my brain circuit, and it’s hard to get on and off the bus.

I admit that many times I deliberately make everyone happy in order to hope that everyone will think that I am an easy person to get along with and extend an olive branch of friendship to everyone in my own way.

In fact, I am a very introverted person in life. I don’t like socializing or contacting strangers. I like silence and being alone. When I am alone, I watch Korean dramas and watch videos.

Sand sculpture videos are not my preference. On the contrary, I prefer to watch quiet vlogs. You know, the kind of coffee shop vlogs, making desserts and drinks, without making any sound. I am addicted to the vlog area all day long and cannot extricate myself. (But I can’t just watch it, it requires hands)

I don’t like shopping or going out to play. It's really hard for me to get asked out, but it's not okay to not go out all the time. I'm afraid of not having friends if I keep rejecting people. So during this period, I felt so comfortable that I felt confident not to go out.

I also hate answering the phone. No matter who calls, I will panic, so I have been on silent mode for several years.

Due to family reasons, I have experienced various human relationships since I was a child, which had a great impact on me. However, my parents just thought I was hypocritical, so there was no communication between us. There is no reasonable channel to help me digest. I am not happy myself, but I am afraid that expressing my true emotions will cause trouble to others. I am afraid of losing friends (although I don’t seem to have any). In short, I always think a lot. , these thoughts constrained me, preventing me from accepting others, preventing others from getting close to me, and making everything only superficial.

I particularly appreciate the character of my roommate, an easy-going, truly cheerful little angel with emotional intelligence. It is very comfortable to get along with her, warm and comfortable. She can chat with anyone and gets along very well with everyone. She is full of positive energy every day and is willing to try anything. Being happy means being truly happy. She always told me that happiness must be given to yourself.

But the silly emoticons are definitely my favorite. They are unique and silly images that cannot be expressed in words. It makes you feel refreshed and addictive.

Who invented it? I love him. I want all his information in three minutes.