What kind of experience is road delusion?

Road idiot, in short, has no sense of direction. Ironically, I am a road idiot. As a road idiot, I worked as a tour guide for three years. Does this sound a little ridiculous? It's just that my job is basically to accompany the tour guide all the time, and I basically don't have to find my way.

I don't know if road blindness is born. I only remember that when I was very young, I had no sense of direction. In the four directions of southeast and northwest, I only know that sunrise is in the east and sunset is in the west. In the small county town of our hometown, I often can't tell the south from the north. So that when I was in preschool, I queued up to walk north and south, and I was in the wrong queue. During the three years of studying in a technical secondary school in other places, I didn't even know which direction my school was facing. It's been three years, so confused.

And my ability to remember the road is really stupid. You must find the relevant signs every time to remember this place. You must walk by yourself, or ride a bike or take a tram. If you let me go by bus, I don't know how to get there next time. I don't know why, the scenery that flashed in the car always seems to be unforgettable.

In the former county, there were not so many high-grade residential buildings and communities. Many of them are factories and enterprises or some rural family houses. In my eyes, it seems that every alley is the same. If you don't remember it on purpose, go ahead. Next time, I still can't find the place I went last time.

I remember when I just graduated, I got a job selling health care equipment. Customers can take the products home free of charge and be accompanied by staff. If the customer can't send back the payment in time, the staff must come to ask for it. Poor man, I am in charge of this job because I am full of energy. In my eyes, I was born and raised in the county for 20 years. Why can't you find a place to ask for compensation? As a result, I really can't find it in a specific family home or village, but I just can't remember it. Where is his home? After I made a mistake, I was severely fired as a road idiot.

For me, a road idiot, every time it gets dark. I feel the world has changed. On a dark night, several street lamps are flashing. If you are unfamiliar, you will get lost, but remember one thing. A place needs careful search several times to find the right way. If you are familiar with the place, sometimes you will stand still and identify it carefully in case you go wrong. Even in the most familiar places, sometimes there will be a moment of strangeness.

I am a road idiot and don't want to wander around outside. I prefer to stay in this place where I grew up for decades. This familiar feeling gives me a sense of security.