I finally got up the courage to finish Leslie Cheung's Inner Senses, and it turned out that it was not a horror film.

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On April 1 day, 2003, Leslie Cheung, who was only 46 years old, jumped down from the 24th floor and fixed his young life in the hearts of fans forever.

Many people lamented his death, so that his last film, Inner Senses, was put on a mysterious coat.

Many people say that it is because he plays a severe schizophrenic in the film that his depression will get worse, so that people and drama will not be separated and will end up in the film.

Although Lime thinks this statement is far-fetched, whenever she sits in front of the computer and prepares to have a good look at her brother's legacy, she will still be frightened by the strange scenes, gloomy pictures and creepy music in the film.

In the film Inner Senses, Leslie Cheung plays a psychologist. He has a strong self-esteem and a calm and rational appearance, but in fact he is withdrawn.

Never believing in ghosts and gods, he could have worked hard step by step and completely forgotten those painful past. But the quiet life was slowly broken because of the appearance of Zhang Xin.

Zhang Xin is a patient with depression. Her parents divorced when she was very young, which caused great trauma to her young mind. So that after growing up, I failed in love several times and could not live a normal life.

Inadvertently learned that the landlord's wife and children died in a mudslide, and she could actually see their souls.

They were covered in mud and pale. They appeared in their closets and in the bathroom where the water was ticking. This made her tremble with fear and she could no longer live a quiet life.

In order to help her overcome her demons as soon as possible, Zhan's good friend Dr. Chen recommended her to Zhan, hoping that through Zhan's efforts, she would let go of her unhappy past.

But since ancient times, it has been easy for doctors to cure diseases and save lives, but it is difficult to cure diseases by themselves.

Accompanied and guided by the Afghan War, Zhang Xin and her parents reached a settlement. As a professional doctor, A Zhan himself fell into the whirlpool of mental illness.

He started sleepwalking, staring blankly and saying strange things. After waking up, I not only know nothing about my behavior just now, but also often have hallucinations.

As far as I can see, I can see the girl's hideous face. My thoughts wander, but I don't seem to remember anything

Although he knows that this is caused by a person's mental stress and can be cured after treatment, he can't get rid of the pain after electric shock.

In order to protect good friends, Dr. Chen suggested that Zhan keep in touch with good friends at ordinary times. Zhang Xin, who had a good impression on the war in Afghanistan before, naturally came together with the war in Afghanistan.

Happiness may not be doubled by sharing, but pain will be halved by sharing.

With Zhang Xin's company, A Zhan's life seems to have returned to normal. Like other lovers in love, he and Zhang Xin go shopping, eat, watch movies and travel together.

How can you pay off the debts you can owe without paying the price?

With the appearance of an old couple, Jim's life has returned to the original point. He would get out of bed in the middle of the night and sort things out like a demon. When I wake up, I will be at a loss as usual.

Although the heart is ignorant, the sleeping memory will be restored one day.

Through Jim's diary, we gradually understand the root of his illness. It turns out that Jim talked about a girlfriend before he met Zhang Xin. The two had a deep affection, but with the passage of time, their feelings broke down.

Jim thinks it's normal for men and women to be on and off, but girls can't accept such a result.

In desperation, she cut her wrist with scissors, jumped off the roof in front of Jim, and made ungrateful Jim suffer the same consequences with her own blood.

There are no ghosts at all. All hallucinations are just the result of their inner struggle.

In the final ending of the film, Zhan, who regained his memory, ran to the top of the building in extreme fear and regret, crying at the girl in the shadow and saying, if this is what you want, I am willing to pay with my own death.

His sincerity won the girl's forgiveness.

Zhang Xin's persistence gave him hope for a gloomy life. But in real life, no one understands the despair in Leslie Cheung's loneliness.

If this film has no influence on him, lime feels abnormal.

His performance in this film is no less than Farewell My Concubine, which made him famous, and even more plump and profound.

As a person with normal psychology, he may substitute himself into it, and there is no guarantee that he will not be influenced by the role, let alone his brother who pursues perfection in everything!

Before shooting, he must have carefully pondered the script and studied Zhan's contradictory personality. Only when performing, on the one hand, try to make him warm and sunny, on the other hand, make him on the verge of collapse, and try to make us feel his pain, helplessness and hesitation in front of the screen.

The feeling of tearing, the despair visible to the naked eye, can only be the soul collision between the actor and the character.

Because of understanding, so compassion. Because I know, I let Ah Zhan's character be fully displayed.

Many netizens said that this movie was terrible. Obviously, there is no ghost in the whole movie, but it is too gloomy to watch. Some people also say that the topic discussed in this film is too heavy, and another version produced by the director is the hallucinatory Afghanistan War, which finally jumps off the roof.

Whether this statement is based or not, lime hopes that the final release will be the ending. After waking up, there is no more pain and regret in Afghanistan. Zhang Xin, who had a similar experience, pulled Afghanistan back from the brink of death with love and understanding.

From then on, there was no contempt and betrayal between them, only love and understanding.

After all, as long as the night passes, the sun will always shine in.

People with depression, like fish sinking into the abyss, lack love in their bones and are waiting for people from high places to pull them up with innocent eyes open.

Written in the last words:

It's daytime when I watch movies, and the sun shines warmly through the window. My husband and two children are sitting around and playing chess happily. So that the quiet and harmonious atmosphere at home diluted the eerie atmosphere of the film and gave me the courage to sit alone in front of the computer and watch it.

When I saw the end of the film, I kept thinking, if there is a depressed person around me, can I go with him like Zhang Xin? The answer is no.

People with depression feel lonely because no one around them listens to their voices and understands their helplessness. Maybe I met him, so I said a few innocuous words, and then I ran away.

After all, there is no real empathy in this world. Only people with similar experiences like Zhang Xin can think of them from the bottom of their hearts.

Perhaps, this is the meaning of this film's existence. It is covered with a scary coat, but it discusses warmth and healing inside.

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