Unemployed for a year, life is bleak and the future is foggy.

I seem to have gradually become my most annoying appearance.

Laziness, lack of progress, unrestrained indulgence and self-indulgence

202 1 I have been in naked resignation for almost a year before the Spring Festival. I have experienced many things this year that make me unable to see the future.

When I am tired of work, I look at other people's faces. I am so naive that I set up a stall, make videos from the media, and run errands.

Then just when I thought my life had hit rock bottom, something happened, which made me believe that my life could be worse.

That is, at the end of August, 20021year, I immediately went back to my hometown to take care of the bed after receiving the news that my eldest brother was hospitalized. This company has been undisturbed for two months in a row.

I have been in the hospital for several years, and I can't do anything. I feel distressed and flustered when my financial resources are cut off, but there is no other way.

Until the end of 10, I returned to Guangzhou, a big city. At this time, my life is really completely dull. I have no money, no job, no skills and no capital, but my heart is still wild and my hands are high and my eyes are low. I wanted to return to the workplace and thought about it carefully, but I got stage fright. A brand-new image of not making progress was born.

Time flies, so day by day, every day, now it is 2022.

My various online stores have not improved, only lost money and fell into an infinite loop. Regret, depression, anxiety, anxiety, etc. Keep coming in every quiet night and can't sleep well.

I know, my life seems to be ruined by myself! Although I am only 30 years old, I am already 30 years old. Is there any hope? No, I really don't see any glory in the future ~