Xiaoqi Diary (1)

My little nephew found a notebook in the basement last month. I can still remember every detail of that day, including the appearance of the diary, including some papers that turned yellow because of humidity and time. .

At that time, I was like a kite with a broken thread. I couldn't help shedding tears, so much and so hard. I had the illusion that I had cried all my tears for a lifetime.

Little nephew was at a loss, his head was deeply lowered, and he stole a look at me from time to time. Children of this age are very simple and probably think they have done something wrong.

The sunshine outside the house slanted in, and a small shadow on the ground stretched and stretched until it disappeared.

Then my diary was locked in the drawer of my room for a whole month.

Every time I think about it, there has always been a sentence in my mind, Xiao Qi's favorite sentence:

"Do you remember me?"

Yes, it has been a long time. Have you thought about me?

No.438+06 of September, 2065 1

I'm Xiaoqi. On the day of college registration, I took a fancy to this notebook in the stationery store.

The cover is my favorite jasmine, jasmine's flower language "you are my favorite person." It is not as lonely and passive as "silent love" in Sunflower Talk, nor as "pure and selfless but supporting role" in "All over the sky". I like the smell of jasmine, and the simple fragrance will never be ignored.

Molly will be my diary in the future. I like it.

201September 7, 6

I am Xiaoqi, a college student in Puben, and my home is in a small town that is not remote. Parents have a good relationship. Xiaoqi is the first child in the family, and she is very loved. My family is poor, but at least I have enough to eat and wear warm clothes. There seems to be nothing to worry about except grades and getting along with friends.

I have never lived outside since I was a child, and primary school, junior high school and high school are all near my home. I have been to some places, but I have never been abroad. The more prosperous cities have only been to Shanghai, Guangzhou and Ningbo, attended interest classes and never attended one-on-one tutoring.

In animation, I like Miyazaki Hayao, the gratitude of cats, why modern drama is Shengxiao Mo and the best of us. I like male gods and have been liked by excellent boys. I met love and understood the reality. I often have a momentary affection for handsome guys who pass by occasionally.

There are many brothers and sisters studying at home. I have read many famous books intermittently, and I know a little about all kinds of modern martial arts novels that go through pure love. I have been looking forward to being famous for writing for a long time.

At present, the prelude of military training has been opened, and the heat in summer has not gradually cooled down because of the passage of time, but has intensified. It's against one's will to say no complaining. My muscles are sore, my military training clothes are soaked with sweat, and my skin is still turning black after sun protection. Countless cicadas on the tree shouted out the despair that we dare not express with a momentum close to the top of our lungs.

The only advantage is that you will fall asleep when you are tired, and you don't have much energy and emotional homesickness.

Some things must exist in a reasonable place.

I wonder if the diary in the middle is vacant, not only because of its owner, but also because of something missing.

2016165438+1October 28th

Today is the last day of October in the lunar calendar. A long time ago today, I owed someone a happy birthday.

By the time the man mentioned it, it was too late to remedy it.

Do you know that feeling? Go your own way and do your own thing in a familiar place, and suddenly find that you can't walk out of your own world.

Everyone next to me is laughing and slapping in their space, and I am the only one. I desperately want to break into their world, hate loneliness, hate being abandoned, but no matter how hard I try and how hoarse I am, they are getting farther and farther away. No one found me chasing after them, and no one looked back at me.

Sometimes, I am really tired and really want to go home. ......

Good night, my world.

That was the day when I met Xiao Qi. At that time, I had not found Xiaoqi's sensitivity and fragility. She is a girl who laughs like a little sun, I think.

Now that I think about it, every time Xiaoqi is alone, she always stares at a place and doesn't know what she is thinking. Her eyes are as lonely as an abandoned child, but when someone is with her, she always smiles so brightly that everyone thinks she is sad, but in fact she is just dizzy. )

PS: The story is too long. Let me tell you slowly, okay?