Ge Bing's strange national situation

(2)

I was lovelorn after all. I should have expected it from the moment I decided to go abroad, but I didn't realize it at that time. If I am conscious, how can I run out without hesitation!

I will say to every lovelorn friend: everything will pass and everything will be fine! That's what I told myself.

Looking back on these months, we quarreled many times. You're right. Every time we quarrel, I don't mind, and I don't remember why we quarrel. I knew it. It's good. It's good to get through this. Maybe you are really tired, disappointed in me again and again, and finally desperate. Sadly, I know nothing about it. However, this ending came so suddenly that I didn't want it. However, I can't help it.

Your poisonous words, your numb expression, your desperate expression, your cold eyes. How can I warm a frozen heart?

(3)

1 173 days ago, we met by chance. After 300 days, we were officially together. At that time, how lucky, we met 300 days ago. Always thank fate, thank fate, thank you!

At that time, you were still in that barracks. I am in the country of elephants, fighting against the hot weather. I love to play and laugh, and often share beautiful photos of going out with you. There were many photos of me in your mobile phone at that time. You will also put your P on it, artificially bringing us together.

The insignificant time difference just brings us the convenience of talking on the phone before going to bed. You told me your story, your dreams, your feelings, your twists and turns, your thoughts and sweet words. I go to bed at ten o'clock on time, and you sleep peacefully at eleven o'clock. Sometimes we have a good chat and can't bear to hang up. It won't be more than twelve o'clock at the latest, because you are more distressed that I stayed up late. At that time you had to stand guard for two hours every night. You said to look at my photos when you are free, which is a spiritual comfort to accompany you.

At that time, video chat was not as popular as it is now, and even voice was not as popular as mine. I remember the day after you promised to be your girlfriend, you stopped typing and chatting on QQ, but called me directly from overseas. You said you could hear my voice. I sigh that this girlfriend's treatment is really different. You said, of course, your girlfriend is your own. Of course not. You should be nice to her.

I admit, my feelings for you are gradually deepening, not as deep as at the beginning. I will always remember the moment when I was tempted by you. It's really hard to get a boy with such devotion. If only I could meet one. Moved by your attitude towards feelings; Moved by your concern for me; I am attached to your love for me and the harmony and nature when we are together.

You also sent me an international express. For the first time, I have a pen as a friend, a wallet as a suitor, and a necklace as a token of my boyfriend's love. You said this is your heart, let me take good care of it.

The second time, I said I wanted to eat bacon, and you really sent it to me stupidly. Don't you know that meat can't pass the security check? The result was checked, but you let the meat stay and the rest moved on. I don't know what is left without meat. All I know is that I got a phone call one afternoon and I couldn't understand it. I didn't know I had international express delivery until I asked a Thai teacher for help, and I was taxed on more than 500 pigs. Open the package, which contains photo albums, crystal glass and romantic starry lights. I can look at the starry sky on the ceiling in the room with the lights turned off at night, and the photo of us you sent to P. I never told you that I was really ugly in that photo. In that photo album, most of them are my photos, and a little of your military uniform. What a small wish at that time, just a photo.

Looking forward to it, finally in March, every day is anxious, and every day can't wait. Because March is the day to return home, you can meet each other when you return home.

I still remember that warm and sunny afternoon when I saw you sneaking to see me at the gate. Compared with you I saw a year ago, you have changed a lot and become stronger. I have seen you clearly, but why do I feel that I have never seen you before? Why are all familiar people still so strange? This is probably the embarrassment of online dating.

Yes, online dating. I just chose one from the army. It was also foreign from the beginning. What courage did I have at first, or am I a fool at all!

(4)

April, April two years ago, the most beautiful April on earth, the warmest sunshine, the most beautiful you and me. You are on vacation, you should take me to the south of the colorful clouds that I miss very much, and realize my desire to play and our tourism vision.

This April, you took me home.

Some people say it depends on whether two people are suitable. Let's travel together. The scenery along the way is beautiful, because you are around. You always protect me and always hurt me. You are responsible for the journey of packing and finding delicious and interesting things. I am responsible for smiling like a flower, being silly in your eyes and leaving a bright smile in your SLR. I can do nothing but be silly and happy with you.

I want to stay with you and leave good memories. However, at first, I let you see my ugliest and ugliest appearance. The plateau climate is too dry, so I eat more spicy food. I didn't get used to it for a while, so I got angry. Half of the mouth is covered with blisters, itchy and painful, which is ugly. I've been blocking it with a scarf, but you won't let me. Give me the medicine patiently and gently and say it will be fine in a few days. But until the end of the journey, back to my hometown, there has been no good. I always mind being so ugly; But under your comfort, I began to accept it, and rubbed the medicine and waited for it to be intact.

Later, we also went to Phoenix. To tell the truth, I saw the so-called ancient city all the way. In addition to the same business, Fenghuang Ancient City has long lost the scenery in Cui Cui's eyes, but it is the place I miss most and want to go again. I still want to go home once a year, step on every green slate, sit in every bar and eat all the snacks. Go through spring, summer, autumn and winter, listen to running water, watch the sunset and welcome thousands of lights. Years change and pedestrians flow. What remains unchanged is that you and I hold hands.

The days along the way are my happiest days. No matter how noisy it is, remembering the time when I held your hand and swam with my son can always kill all the unhappiness. Whenever I blurt out to give up, I will be soft-hearted when I think of the road we have traveled together. That's when I decided to go with you all my life! Whenever I encounter difficulties, I always tell myself, don't forget that your initiative is the only way to stick to it. This also supports me from time to time in the distant place behind.

Later, you returned to the team, and I started school, which is close to you. After an hour and a half by bus and an hour by train, I can often see you. Although the frequency is one month, I can always see you. Every time I catch the bus at six o'clock in the morning, I arrive at the North Station, then take the train to your city, and then come back by train at six o'clock in the afternoon. It's past ten when I got back to the dormitory. Often you have turned off the lights and rested, and I am still on the road. Round-trip train tickets are already a thick stack. Although I can swipe my ID card directly on the bullet train, I still stubbornly regard the ticket as a souvenir. In fact, all the problems of long-distance love will disappear at the moment when the train station looks at each other, and it will be replaced by the joy of meeting each other.

Whose life will be smooth sailing? Isn't life trivial? As long as in the days of occasional volcanic eruption, think about the initial heart, the initial heart is still there, and there is nothing to get through!

(5)

Sure enough, nothing is smooth sailing. Later, my family's opposition grew louder and louder. At first, I just felt that I was playing in my head for a while and didn't explain anything. Later, this became the biggest obstacle between us.

Last June, after the training in Beijing, our relationship was somewhat unstable. I still remember the first time we discussed what would happen if we were not together in the future on the train going south. You said you would go on blind dates, get married and have children, and live a quiet life; I said me too. I just can't figure it out. You and I are destined to get married and have children. Why can't I marry you and you marry me? ! Why must it be someone else?

You said I would take care of my family, and you would take care of yours. Yes, many people in my big family can't speak, and there is no tradition of verbal communication between family members. I have never understood why my eldest brother is the loudest opponent. I have never disobeyed him on one thing. I have been the most obedient and the weakest since I was a child. Whether intentionally or unintentionally, I finally became a two-faced person. I dare not rebel against my family, and I will not give up saying goodbye to you. So, in the back, with you, I became our traitor, and in my family, I was a traitor, and the relationship became more and more rigid, and both ends were not pleasing.

Finally, you can't sit still. Go to see my mother alone, express your feelings and get to know her directly. After getting her old man's statement that "I don't care about your young people's business", you suddenly feel that you have beaten chicken blood and suddenly feel full of confidence. Still planning how to deal with my father. Last Spring Festival, you handled it alone. In addition to heartache, you can only wait and see through your mobile phone.

You have always said that if two people are together and can't get the blessing and appreciation of their families, there is no way out. So you pay special attention to my family's opinions and want to get everyone's love and recognition, even the married eldest brother. Later, at my insistence, my eldest brother finally acquiesced. However, between you two men, you still failed to ease down after all. You finally gave up. For mom and dad, you showed the sincerity of the younger generation; For my eldest brother, you finally showed your dignity and backbone as a man.

I still remember when you went to eat New Year's Eve dinner, the first night we were still quarreling, even our malicious words were exposed. At the other end, you still choose to eat. I know that you love me after all. Otherwise, we are in that state, you can not open the door.

(6)

Maybe I love me because of you, so there is nothing to hide. You said you hated me for playing, just as I hated smoking and gambling. I still don't understand why my hobby is like smoking and gambling in your eyes.

You get angry at the mention of travel. You ask if you are happy, but have you ever thought about how I am?

But I just love to play! When you first met me, in the country of elephants, didn't you like to play with me and laugh and be gentle? Now, I am still me, why in your eyes, whether you care or not, I have become?

At first there were boys playing, and you were angry. I think you're jealous. You don't mix with boys, and you reduce the frequency of travel. I can't do anything, I can't lie to you, I can't even hide it, so I choose to report it in advance. However, this time, during the few days of traveling, your indifference and indifference finally made me realize that things have reached the point where I can't control them. I always know what is behind me.

I'm sad, I'm sad, I'm desperate, I'm crazy, and you told me that you finally realized that what you feel now is what I felt before. I know I realized it, but I didn't know it was so late. I just found the problem, and the problem is out of control.

I don't agree, I stay, reversibility is still a cold face. I can't go back after all. A broken heart can't be said back. You said: since you haven't changed for so long, you stick to yours, then I'll stick to mine. So, in the final analysis, we are incompatible.

(7)

I said, some people on the Internet say that Scorpio, who is overbearing and exclusive, and Libra, who is indecisive and gentle, are a pair of immortal combinations, and their personalities are just complementary. You said, together is a combination of god, not together is a combination of pigs. Yes, when we are together, I always listen to you. Choosing is my weakness. You came, saving my heart and things. You are overbearing and active, and you have the final say. Although I am a passive party, I have a weak temper and am willing to be pampered under your control. When we are together, we don't have any contradictions and conflicts, but once we are separated, the problem comes.

You are arrogant and suspicious. Once things are out of your control, you can't accept them. However, I am free and unrestrained, and I always do things casually when I go out. Now you feel that my impetuousness puzzles you and makes you feel that I don't care about you and don't value you.

However, everyone who knows my colleagues and friends knows that I have a soldier brother and a boyfriend, and I can't live without you if I don't talk. For single people, I am sprinkling dog food to show my love. Everyone knows my heart for you, only you don't know. Do I really have to show you my heart before I believe it?

Your hobby is me, and I love you, but my hobbies include writing, photography and traveling. Writing and going out to take a photo are both personal matters. I'm telling you, you can take me. Only traveling without you by my side is your most taboo. At this point, it breaks all the harmony in our character.

(8)

Fighting all the time, fighting all the time. But after every quarrel, I know you better, and we made up immediately. I am also very careless. I thought it would be good to be old even if it was noisy. But I was wrong. If I'm not tired of arguing, you will. If I'm not tired of arguing, you will. When you are ready to be sweet, you are inseparable. When you quarrel, you fly a knife and think that this is life. However, you didn't. You are tired and desperate.

You have always been bitter about my going abroad. When we are in a hurry, we will also choose to hurt each other. You said: foreign love sounds really tall! I said, do you know how great it sounds that my boyfriend is a soldier?

Actually, breaking up is not a big deal. In this era when no one can live without anyone and life goes on without anyone, it's really not a matter of breaking up in love, and thousands of stories are staged every day.

However, I will still miss it and still want to cherish it. After such a long time of getting along and accompanying, we all know each other's personalities, and starting a new relationship with a new person is just repeating and circulating the same thing. If you want to quarrel, you will quarrel after all. The same problem will appear in a familiar way, and the passion will eventually be dull. Repeated tossing will make people numb and don't believe in love.

In fact, every time a quarrel comes to the brink of breaking up, I will imagine countless scenes of breaking up and stories after breaking up in my mind. I have been practicing repeatedly and am not afraid of separation. I will meet another suitable person who is tempted, and so will you. We will start our own family.

So, on second thought, we all want to start a family, why not us? And you have to go through it again, so why bother? Now that we are together, why should we miss it so willfully? Do you have to change people every time you feel that you can't get along? How many people will change in that life for decades?

In my opinion, love, love and affection, must have the belief and determination to persist, in order to create the myth of holding your hand and growing old with your son.

We lived in a foreign country, experienced a foreign land, overcame military love and settled my big family. No cheating, no third party. We just gave up because of character.

You are the person who has given me the most love and been the best to me for more than 20 years. I am your only one and your world, which is enough for me to regret. Although the time is not long, but the weight of love is very sufficient. In the future, I will never be moved by the little kindness of others, nor will I look for a man's shoulder because of lack of love.

My friends often listen to me talk about all kinds of us. When I gave up my trip for you and went home, I said you were used to it. If he is a man, he should tolerate and understand you. Don't treat him like a son! I smiled and kept silent. They know that I spoil you, but they don't know that you spoil me. You spoil me like a daughter, and I am attached to you like a father. Pet and habit are inseparable.

Thank you for loving me so much! Thank yourself, too, for loving you so much!

Start in a foreign country and end in a foreign country. Three years, a reincarnation, and back to the original point.