I have always loved it, but I don't have a shallow diary.

I have always loved it, but the reason is very shallow. 1 high school, the place full of sweat and rain, will always occupy the biggest position in our future memory.

"... my dream is to be a teacher, so my goal is to be admitted to normal university ..." The boy kept looking at the girl who introduced himself on the stage. He thought he would meet again, but he didn't expect to be in the same class. But at the thought of meeting for the first time, he immediately lowered his head, fearing that the girl would recognize him.

He lives in the countryside and was admitted to the key high school in the town. His parents were very happy, so his father decided to send his children to school as a reward. This is the first time his father has sent himself to school, and the boy is very happy. But when they moved to town, it happened to be raining, and their hardworking and thrifty father refused to take a taxi. They stood by the side of the road waiting for the bus. It rained harder and harder, and the quilt on their father's back was wet. At this moment, a car stopped beside them.

He remembered the predicament he and his father were in. He regretted getting on that car. Unfortunately, the girl recognized him and took the initiative to be next to him, which made the boy more uneasy and waited for the girl's ridicule. The girl's first sentence was "Is your quilt dry?" This surprised the boy, but when he came into contact with the sincere eyes of the girl, he knew that the girl would not laugh at him.

In this way, they started the topic and had the same goal. Through studying together, the boy discovered the kindness of the girl. In the eyes of the boy, the girl is perfect, has a happy and wealthy family and can sing and dance. Look at myself, the burden at home is so heavy, I want to study hard. At the thought of this, the inferiority of boys came out again.

Slowly, boys began to alienate girls, just looking at her from a distance and waiting for her silently. In fact, an understanding girl can't see the boy's inferiority complex, and all she can do is to accompany him, but the girl's parents have better development and want to go to other places to develop. The girl found a boy, hoping that the boy could keep her, but the boy refused to see her in order not to make himself uncomfortable. The girl broke her heart and followed her parents.

Boys found out that the girls were gone in class, and they didn't know until they asked, but they couldn't contact the girls, so they could only cry silently.

The boy didn't know that the girl had been waiting for the boy at the station, but she was waiting for the bus at the next stop. The girl thought, this may be fate. I have always loved it, but there is no reason to be shallow.

I have always loved deeply, but I don't know why it is so shallow. "Xiao Shi, you are so beautiful, there must be so many handsome guys chasing you!" "no!" I pretended to ask casually, and Xiaoshi answered naturally. This is the first time that Xiaoshi and I met in ktv near our school, and it is also the first time that we felt such a strong electric shock.

This is also fate. At that time, the brothers in the dormitory chased the big sister in Xiaoshi dormitory, but there was no result. They are nearing graduation and want to take a chance to see if they can win the beauty pageant. But I'm used to it, so I called all my brothers in our dormitory to wave flags and create opportunities! By the way, let's see if we can get some beautiful girls from Xiaoshi dormitory. On the same day, you guys came to the gorgeous KTV box early, waiting for the arrival of beautiful women. The other girls in Xiaoshi dormitory came first. From my point of view, two big sisters, three careless ones, and none of them is my dish, I feel a little disappointed. Just as I was drinking hard, the door of the box opened. "I'm sorry It's a little late. " A girl with long curly hair, oval face and a sunny smile appeared in front of her eyes, wearing a white ankle-length skirt, just like Snow White. "Why, hurry up and order songs!" Other girls sing wheat casually! "It doesn't matter. You sing! I listen to you sing! " He said that he did it next to me. At that time, he seemed shocked. In an instant, he came to the spirit. "Hello, I'm Liu Feng, big roommate. What song are you singing? I will help you. " "I am Xiao Shi. I share a dormitory with them. I am not very good at singing. Go and sing! " In this way, we chatted. In the middle, we sang a song "Full Moon Flower" with Xiaoshi, which was quite tacit. We found Xiaoshi's singing is very beautiful, and her voice is very gentle and beautiful. Looking at Xiaoshi singing on the bar in white, accompanied by gorgeous soft lights, there is a dreamlike feeling, as if separated by a stone!

After singing K, Xiaoshi answered a phone call and suddenly said he had something to go back! I became very lost in an instant. I asked where the little teacher elder sister in their dormitory went. The elder sister said, "Her boyfriend is here. She and her boyfriend seem to have broken up." When I heard the first sentence, I suddenly felt a sense of darkness, and then I felt the twists and turns. Dinner was in the private room of Shuzhong literati garden, with bright lights and people coming and going. The business of the hotel is very good, but I didn't start with a declining mentality. Suddenly, the poem came back and did it next to me. At the same time, it is full of joy and some sadness. Everyone talked and laughed with me. Everyone is helping Dakuan, and a pair of lanyards may naturally see that I have a good temper. I politely refused a few "meanness" and offered to punish myself. Sisters and Martha girl insist. Just when I was at my wit's end, Xiaoshi stepped forward to stop my sisters from "extorting a confession" from me, and took the lead in agreeing to punish me with a cup and filled my cup with a smile. Later, everyone talked about their plans after graduation, and learned that Xiaoshi had passed the postgraduate written test of his alma mater, and his heart thumped again. When Xiaoshi knew that I had passed the written test in Selected Graduates, Hubei Province, she showed malicious admiration for me and immediately poured me a full glass of Jianpi wine to show her respect for me. "Do you want to sell me drunk to traffickers to make a lot of money? ! ""you are not so valuable! It doesn't look at your capacity for alcohol. " Faced with my joke, Xiaoshi replied wittily. I drank a lot of spleen-strengthening wine, went to the toilet several times, and every time I went back to my room, everyone looked at me with gherardini. Back in my seat, the empty cup was full again, and I looked at the poem that I couldn't help but cover my mouth and laugh. Who did this? I knew it! "Xiao Shi, you are so kind to me, I'm afraid I can't drink well!" Gave her a white look and pretend to blame, "I'm good to you! That is not quick to drink, "Xiao Shi said with a smile. "Wait! I will respect you in the future! " We smiled at each other. Because my brother and several heroines passed by, I was drunk and dizzy, and I secretly cried bad. I'm afraid of what will happen. Everyone pointed the finger at me. I have always insisted that "the wine field is not a battlefield, and it is time to recognize cowardice", pretending to be drunk and raising a white flag. My brothers with me naturally don't believe it. The big sisters also watched the excitement and didn't think it was too big. Only Xiaoshi secretly asked me, "You really can't drink!" Looking at Xiaoshi's clear and transparent eyes, I couldn't bear to lie to her, but I still replied, "I'm old and dying!" " "She really believes it! Next, I was forced to drink, and there was nothing I could do. Xiaoshi poured me half a glass of wine, which was really touching! There are not many such good girls in my heart!

At dinner, I left my contact information with Xiaoshi. Although they have a good impression on each other, they don't have much contact with each other. Occasionally chat on WeChat, my roommates say it's time for me to act. I also find the poem interesting, but I know it is not that simple. It is irresponsible and hasty to do so. Because we know that although we are predestined friends, there is probably no intersection after graduation. For me, whether Xiaoshi really broke up with her boyfriend and whether she continued to study at her alma mater was a great blow to me. And if I really go to work in Hubei, and she is a graduate student at her alma mater, I think she is unwilling.

I thought my fate with her would start quietly and end quietly. Unexpectedly, our fate is not over. Dakuan invited Xiaoshi's roommate to dinner again and poured out his heart. I didn't go because of something, and Xiaoshi didn't go either. But then, unexpectedly, nearly eleven o'clock in the evening, Dakuan called us and said that we should go to China Film Food City to meet him at once. At that time, the dormitory and school doors were closed. Fortunately, I worked as a student assistant in the school for three years and got acquainted with the school doorman. So another buddy and I went to the dormitory doorman to open the door, but before we got to the school gate, we found that the doorman at the school gate didn't know where to go. Looking at the towering fence, we are in a hurry. We have no choice. We had to bite our teeth and climb over the wall. Running all the way came to the private room of the Warring States Restaurant in China Film Food City to find Dakuan, and found that he and his goddess were drunk and vomited a lot. They also came and saw me. No, I casually said, "What are you talking about? I'm not with them today, besides, how can I ignore my brother! ? "When he said this, he went to help Dakuan, and Xiaoshi immediately caught up with me and took my arm and said," Really! How did you get here? The schools are closed! " "If you jump out of the wall, keep it a secret." I hey hey smile, ask them just know, big wide about a few people to have dinner with the goddess, others are smart enough to go, only big wide and them. Maybe the draft beer is too cold, or there is something wrong with the food. Both of them vomited and couldn't walk. Da Kuan struggled to call us and Xiao Shi. "What should I do?" Xiao Shi, they obviously panicked. "It's okay. Let's go to a nearby hotel and open some rooms to take a look. " My dormitory brother Lao Zhang said directly. The girls looked at each other, and only Xiaoshi faltered and said to me, "We are very strict with our boarding aunt. If we don't go back, it's easy to be found. The aunt who is responsible for sending the dormitory will definitely tell our tour guide. " I understand the meaning of this poem. I said, "It's easier said than done. It's all like this. How can you go back? " "You carry our elder sister and let your other roommate carry her wide." Xiao Shi smiled, and I suddenly whispered to him with a black line on my face: Sister, are you kidding? Your sister is like this, how can I recite it? Besides, Lao Zhang can't move that big one! "Lights out in 20 minutes, time is pressing, so I said: in this way, you leave two people to take care of your sister, Lao Zhang, and you take care of Dakuan. They should just drink too much, it's nothing serious. I know the doorman fairly well, Xiaoshi. Come with me and I'll take you back. When the aunt in charge asks, you say that you are going to graduate, and it is too late for the party. If it is confirmed, just say it. " "All right!" "That's it!" So I sent some girls back. On the way, I met a tall girl I didn't know before. Xiaoshi calls her Sister Ying. She looks very dignified. Dogs bark constantly on the road, the lights are dim, and the garbage left on the ground by vendors can be seen everywhere. There is also a drunk running around in the street. Looking at them, I'm a little scared. I whispered: don't be afraid, follow me and stay away from that drunk! "When the drunks disappeared, I thought they were all nervous, so I joked," You are ready! Pull up your skirt, and Brother Feng will take you over the wall later! " "Ha ha. . . . "The poem was teased first, and others followed suit." Ha ha. . . All right! We are going to graduate, crazy once! "Others also smiled. At the gate, the girls hid behind me, and the light in the guard room was very dark. I said, "Wait here while I knock on the guard room. The doorman often sees me, turns on the light and looks at me through the window, and then opens the electric door. "How can you be so powerful? Do you know the doorman? " They looked at the poem in surprise. I scraped my nose with my thumb and proudly said, "Of course, who is Brother Feng! Three-year college student assistants are not made for nothing! This face is still given by others! " "Yo yo, you can go to heaven with your tail between your legs!" This poem quips. The school is already in darkness, and only the gatehouse in the building has lights. I walked to the door of their dormitory. I said, "When you go in, just tell the aunt who is in charge of the house I just mentioned, and call me if you have any questions." "What would you do?" Can I go back to the dormitory? ! "Xiao Shi asked earnestly. After listening to this, my heart is warm. "See you have successfully entered, I still want to go to the big wide place. I'm afraid something will happen to them again. ""You'd better go back to the dormitory. It's so late. They're all being watched. It should be no problem! "Poetry said anxiously, and other girls echoed." I'm afraid that if Dakuan and them have something to do, Lao Zhang and them will be neglected. Don't worry, it's okay. I am a big man, neither rich nor colorless, very safe! "Xiao Shi gave a wry smile." All right, be careful yourself. We're going in! ""well. Let's go. " I waved them into the building quickly. Everything is going well. When they entered smoothly, I was deeply relieved and rushed back immediately. I climbed over the wall again to reach the door of the hotel. "Lao zhang anxiously looking at the door what are you doing? It took you so long to come back! I have come to meet you at the door three times! ""The girls walk a little slowly, what's wrong with them! ？” "Nothing, nothing unusual, they have fallen asleep! """that's good, so Lao Zhang, you are tired after a busy day. You can change rooms and have a good sleep. In case of any special circumstances, I will sleep with Dakuan! ""This room is too busy. Just one bed. Let's change rooms. " "Forget it, Dakuan is asleep, just sleep for one night!" "Well, call me if you need anything!" . In this way, I am as big as a pig, sharing a bed for one night, and my pillow is tightly pressed by the width. I secretly scolded 1, "death is big and wide, you chase the goddess and let me suffer with you." No, I am more painful than you! " At night, the dogs around the hotel bark, which makes it difficult to sleep. I picked up my mobile phone and saw two short messages from Xiaoshi. "We are in the dormitory, don't worry, be careful yourself!" "You go back to the hotel! Are you all right? " "I went to the hotel, don't worry! Everything is fine! " Hesitated for a moment, or sent the message out, thinking: it's almost one o'clock in the morning, I wonder if Xiaoshi has fallen asleep! "Well, all right! Thank you today, good night! " Xiaoshi actually replied a short message "You're welcome, good night!" " This night feels both unlucky and beautiful!

Later, I heard that Xiaoshi passed the graduate interview of her alma mater and got back together with her boyfriend. Although I also passed the interview in Selected Graduates, Hubei Province, my heart is not bitter. Until graduation, apart from simple chatting, we never had closer contact. Although it is very painful, I can't destroy Xiaoshi's happiness. Maybe this is a joke played by fate, and we passed each other twice. Going back to school for political review for the first time. At that time, Dakuan failed in the first year of postgraduate entrance examination and rented a room in the university town near the school. I went there for a day. Sitting on the bus home, Xiaoshi called, "Why didn't you call me when you went back to school? Yingjie in my dormitory had to live in the university town to prepare for the postgraduate entrance examination. Dakuan and I went to help, and Dakuan told me that you were back! " Feel bitter in my heart and pretend to be relaxed. What a pity! I came back today after a busy day of political review. I didn't even come to dinner. I should have gone to your place for dinner! "Xiaoshi also changed his complaining tone and joked: I wanted you to come and help me move things! I didn't expect you to leave early! ""hey, brother feng, you know astronomy and geography. You are good at everything, everything is good. You are amazing! " Seeing that I began to brag again, Xiaoshi said with great cooperation: "Awesome! You are the best! But what a pity that I didn't meet you! " The poem suddenly lowered its tone. "Next time I go back to school, I will definitely go to see you and contact you first!" I was very sad when I heard the poem, so I said it in a flurry! "Then I'll wait for you!" When I went back to my alma mater for the second time, I went to Hubei and did something. I can't wait to call Xiaoshi and want to ask her out for dinner. At that time, Xiaoshi was on summer vacation and worked part-time at KFC to help her buy birthday presents. When I called, she didn't go to work and her boyfriend was waiting to pick her up from work. She seemed to be stabbed and lost, but she still had to die and say, "Next time." "He's a lot like you. It doesn't necessarily matter who wins or loses." He said awkwardly. "Then I play with him. Who will you help? ! "I call a spade a spade again! Say it and you'll regret it. Xiaoshi didn't speak for a long time. I quickly said, "Stop joking and let's get together next time!" " ""well "is the last sentence that Xiaoshi told me on the phone!

When I came to Hubei, I had less and less contact with Xiaoshi. I haven't contacted him for a long time! She often recalls the past bits and pieces, and she has always kept them. She has been looking at the photos of graduation military training page by page, and has been silently watching the bits and pieces she shared while traveling in Tibet! Seeing that beautiful smiling face again and again, I recalled that naughty and lovely dimple again and again, thinking that Xiaoshi must live happily and study well. She is so lovely and filial, her boyfriend and parents must regard her as a treasure and are really happy for her! I sincerely wish her happiness!

I heard that Dakuan and Yingjie are preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination in Xiaoshi dormitory, and they live very close. After a long time, she came together, and she felt that the fate of everyone was indescribable. Looking back 500 times in her last life, she passed in this life. Whether she can get together really needs fate, and there is no need to force it. I have always loved it, but there is no reason to be shallow. This may be a sigh for the memory of Xiaoshi and me! For me, this will be a very good memory of my youth. I hope everything is fine with each other, even if I forget each other, I must pursue my own happiness!