Have you ever been alone and tried your best?

Yes, in my senior year of high school, I took a train from Shandong to repeat my studies. For a person who took the train for the second time, such a thing was also very scary, not to mention that it was a failure. Gui has a pessimistic mentality, because he has done something wrong and feels that any little care he wants is a luxury. It's really uncomfortable to feel like that. Go home alone to a new school, spend the loneliest year alone since childhood. Of course, I knew that I had to work hard even if I was alone, because this was the last chance for a rural girl to make a choice about her future life. I would definitely not let go of this opportunity, so in order to take the exam that year When I went to college, I tried my best.

During my re-study, I felt like I was the only one left in the world, because everyone related to me was no longer around. My favorite mother went out to work before I even finished the college entrance examination. She She is the person I care about the most at home. I was raised by my mother when I was little. Although she didn’t have much money, she would always feed me well every time I went to the street. Even though sometimes my father would say something about her when I came home. She spent a lot of money but she still did that. I remember when I was in junior high school, I would go to school in tears every Sunday when I went to the town to study. It was not because I was afraid of doing homework, but because I didn’t want to leave my mother.

I have a good friend from college who I met not long ago in Shandong, and a good friend who grew up with me in Shandong. Although we both got along with each other at the wrong time and in the wrong place, at least they can get along with each other. I talk heart to heart. There are also all the good friends in high school who I just met on the day I came back from Shandong. I haven’t seen each other since I filled out my application form before. Those who did well in the exam and those who didn’t do well in the exam all went to college or university. I went to college, and I was left alone to repeat this hellish senior year. There was no one around who could talk to me and understood me. Even though the reality was so cruel, I was not discouraged. I put all my dissatisfaction aside. All the pressure from my family was perfectly transformed into motivation for me to work hard. I told myself that although I failed this time, I would definitely get up proudly.

So I finally returned to a strange environment, and I worked hard. Every morning I went to the classroom to study biology, memorize Chinese and classical Chinese, and memorize English, because I always believe that the meaning of a book will be apparent after reading it a hundred times. , I would read a book for a while at noon before going to bed. At night, I would do some math problems in the dormitory. On the one hand, in order to improve my grades, on the other hand, I was distracted to prevent myself from having time to think about things. I am also very lucky. I have never been interested in Chinese teachers, and I have become very interested in her because I found her very interesting. She can interpret ancient poems clearly and powerfully, and my daily Chinese classes are no longer as boring as before. Instead of reading extracurricular books, I followed her into the artistic conceptions given by the sages. At the same time, I also discovered that the Chinese subject should not be underestimated.

Except for the male English teacher in the third year of high school, all the others are teachers I respect. At that time, I met my favorite young female English teacher. Although she looked serious in class, She was outgoing and lively outside of class. Maybe because I was very serious at that time, her outgoing and lively side was omitted by me, so every day I took my favorite course seriously and rigorously. I remember one time I was queuing up for food in the canteen because the line was too long, so I just endorsed it. My seriousness was recorded by a stranger. After that, the class teacher publicly praised me in class because of this, and I was admitted to the university. On the day I went to get it, my Chinese teacher, who had never known me before, also praised me for my seriousness. So even though I was alone that year, everyone could see my seriousness.