Happy birthday to you.

How time flies! It happens to be your birthday again. Every time you celebrate your birthday, I always feel at a loss, think a lot, but have no actual operation. Now it's another year, and I still want to write the best of you.

Every time I think of you, I always think of the first time I met you. At that time, I was naive. I used to think that you were as cute as your head, like a little girl, or the kind that didn't grow up. When I saw you, I was a little disappointed, which was a little different from what I thought. This is not a lovely type, but a beautiful touch.

At that time, the gym was very quiet. I remember not only playing badminton with you, but also what I said to you. I thought everything was normal and didn't pay special attention. Later, I couldn't finish thinking and feeling. I always feel lucky to know you. If you hadn't played badminton at that time, you might not have known you, and there would be no follow-up story.

Many times, my attention is focused on myself, and many of them are too lazy to pay attention. For the sake of knowing you for so long at that time, I hardly looked for you, but the 40 kilometers from Conghua seemed to pass by in a hurry, and your traces were pitiful. I just remembered that the girl wearing a navy hat under the overpass was smiling brightly.

All the turning points with you seem to be washing your hair on New Year's Day. Remember what you said in the car, "Are you a little inferior?" That was the first time I heard someone say that I felt inferior. At that time, I was very confused and was about to become a senior. When I was in college, I didn't seem to know anything, and I knew very little. Many copies are inferior, and inferiority is normal. Later, I found it easier to feel inferior around you, worrying that I don't deserve you, and my mind is full of your Excellence. If I don't feel inferior, what gesture can I have? Later, I found myself more and more humble in front of you.

Before that, I didn't like plum blossoms very much. Just thinking about the beauty of plum blossom, I went to see it with rookie team A the year before last, but I didn't see plum blossom, so I went with you. Under the plum blossom, it seems that all the scenes are gathered on you. Looking back at the previous photos now, it seems that there is nothing, but your smile will always come to mind, thinking of falling flowers and petals, and seeing the whiteness of flowers, my heart can no longer be calm. I just remember the Gong I found with you at that time, and I still want to be together.

Later, I noticed that the word "recently in love" was written in your circle of friends, and you should have guessed it. Later, I always wrote a word intentionally or unintentionally. The epigraph name of that word has always been "recent love". Many times, I always think that my recent love is very good, but I want to fall in love with you.

Later, it was often related to any party, and watching others get closer and closer to you also caused waves in my heart. When I saw a classmate say hello, I became particularly worried, always worried that you would be bullied.

At that time, I often played badminton with you at night, as if it were the happiest time. You often ask me such and such questions, especially trusting me, and I remember that I seem to have cured my inferiority complex. Looking back now, you looked at the lights in the east playground and I watched you sweat like rain. Everything was so beautiful.

Legend has it that Valentine's Day in ancient China was the Lantern Festival. I was in poor health and had a bad cold. I couldn't help collecting your photos and got an H5. Anyway, I've always wanted to leave some traces for you.

I have always thought that peach blossom is a good plant. At that time, some people hoped that peach blossoms would bring good luck, so I took you to Xing Xuan Village. Peach blossoms were not beautiful at that time. In my heart, you are more beautiful than those peach blossoms. Since then, there is one more place to miss. I will miss that cypress tree, that small bridge, those villages and lanes, and you who are studying peach blossoms.

I always don't know what words to use to describe your kindness. I want to write plum blossoms with you, I want to write peach blossoms with you, and I imagine each of you as an iris. It's just that all the poems are inferior to your memory.

I went to study outdoors and didn't have much desire to take notes at that time. I heard that I would like to show you my notes. This is the first time that I have taken such careful notes in college. I don't know whether you have read it or not, but this is one thing I have accomplished.

I remember when I traveled to Hunan, you were the only one who asked me for a personal letter. Lucky, good. At that time, I thought every day that no matter how good the scenery is, I should put you first. I don't know what I experienced at that time, and I feel inexplicably distressed. I was always worried that I would have a heart attack. I'm worried about dying in Zhangjiajie Grand Canyon, but I'm not that fragile. However, at that time, there seemed to be more knots.

When I came back for physical examination, I was really arrhythmia, so I dared not do anything, as if I had no soul, but thank you for taking care of me at that time. When I borrowed money from you, I thought it would be good to borrow 100. You said, "Is 300 enough?" ! I always feel incredible. It turns out that we are so beautiful. From then on, I feel I owe you all my life.

I went to Ruile's interview with you. I was just sorry I didn't go with you. The biggest feeling is to walk out of school with you and eat pickled fish, which is the best pickled fish I have ever eaten, because you were there at that time. Later, I went to that place to eat, and the food at that time did not feel that way. I just like to eat fish with Chinese sauerkraut for no reason.

When I moved into my new home, I talked to you a lot. You are the only person in southern China who gave me a red envelope. Well, it's not much, but I appreciate it. It seems that nothing matters, as long as you have your share.

I remember I was stupid and often jealous. At that time, in the graduation season, I saw other boys playing well with you. I am inexplicably bitter and really jealous. It seems that I can't let go, and I can't play with you so happily and inexplicably lost. But at that time, I still collected your photos one by one, and the composition was not so good. I still like them very much, and I always think that as long as you are good-looking.

Later, I asked my classmates who went to Ruile, and I always heard bad news about you. I always feel very distressed, sleepwalking, irritable, etc. I feel incredible when I think about it, as if I can't do anything, so I often think about sending you a red envelope in the future, and I don't know if it is useful. I've been trying to get rid of your irritability.

Think about it, in fact, I am more distressed. Wherever I go, there is always your shadow, which is always beautiful. I'm always fascinated when I watch it, and I don't know what I'm doing, but sometimes I still like that feeling and always feel stupid.

I am lucky to go to Lvwan Lake with you, and you are still in my group. Even better, I take the bus and sit next to you. At that time, in the car, I always looked at you intentionally or unintentionally, as if I could not restrain my inner excitement, but when you looked over, I had to turn to the other side. At that time, I was afraid to talk to you. In retrospect, I always wanted to slap myself.

At that time, I didn't look at you until you went to sleep. In retrospect, it's always so clear, but it's all over.

Lv Wan Lake, where are the most traces? Many others have been forgotten. Every time I think about it, I will think of it. At that time, I secretly photographed you with my mobile phone, which seems to be a treasure and makes people want to stay.

I feel more problematic when I come back. At that time, I would seriously think about the problem of lovesickness, and I would be awakened by dreams at night, so I went to grandma's six places alone and took a route I had never taken, which was not so troublesome. I didn't bring a charging treasure at that time, and my mobile phone was dead. I also listened to those ghost stories and walked in the dark for a long time. Finally, I am in Grandma Six. It seems that all my fears have passed. I still have to confess to you that everything is nothing.

Thank you. I've been bothering you, but you haven't given up on me, and you won't pull black and so on. But I really think you are too good, too good. I often feel inferior and always feel that I am not worthy. I always feel sorry to like such a good person, and I will cry in my dreams.

I still remember that New Year's Eve. At that time, I really wanted to communicate with you more, but I was particularly embarrassed. Everyone else is watching, and I feel inexplicably guilty. I just looked at you blindly. At the last moment of 20 17 and the first moment of 20 18, I always looked at you as if everything had become so happy.

On the last winter of solstice, I was lucky enough to get together to make jiaozi and cook jiaozi. At that time, there was always more sadness in my heart, as if I was going to graduate soon, and everything seemed very confused. Jiaozi is not as delicious as I expected, but it is so profound, because I always have someone to pay attention to, and everything seems to be getting better when I see you.

It was graduation season soon, and I was in an awkward position. My credits are not enough. To be clear, I can only graduate, not graduate, so I can't invite others over. I was particularly embarrassed, but I stayed at school until the last minute before I was willing to leave.

The biggest move at that time was that you were willing to leave me your time, take a photo with me and stay with me for so long. I will always remember the selfie with you at that time. It was the best memory of being with you.

Later, I never saw you again, and I couldn't face you. After graduation, I lived a very depressed and unhappy life. I don't like myself and I don't want you to see me so down and out. So when you graduated, I didn't dare to go, but everything was a pity.

I will still think of you often, and I can dream about you in my dreams. I don't know how lucky I am to know you, and I don't know how meaningful those with you are, but I always want to leave some time to write, but I always don't have the patience and worry that I can't write. It turns out that you are the kind of person who is so important and irreplaceable in my life that I feel inferior all my life.

Tomorrow is your birthday, and I don't know what gift to give you. Would it be awkward to make a phone call? I don't have your address, so I can't give you any gifts. Every time I talk about your birthday, it always seems so important, much more important than my birthday.

In retrospect, you are so beautiful and excellent. You really like it.

I thought it had been so long that I wouldn't feel bad in retrospect, but now it hurts like being twisted, so I still write down my memories about you with tears in my heart.

Probably much more than yours. I always feel that the story can exceed100000 words. Now I can only write a little, and I have to say "I'm sorry".

I don't know if I will meet you again, and I don't know if I will meet a good girl like you. Let it be. Thank you for everything. I wish you happiness.

Mei Cai, June 1 ST, I wish you a happy birthday, all the best, and keep a childlike happiness, the best of you.