Just because something you haven't met or seen doesn't mean it doesn't exist.

what I wrote before: The following story is based on a real event (posted with watercress), which is really hard to understand. If you don't believe that there is true love in this world, it will be a bit long, so please read it patiently!

1

Do you believe there is true love in this world?

I asked that person, and she only smiled lightly, and I still remember the certainty and gentleness in her smile.

She said, "Just because you haven't met or seen something doesn't mean it doesn't exist."

If human beings take love at the age of fourteen seriously, there will be no such tragedies as Romeo and Juliet and butterfly lovers. If they are seen and respected at the age of fourteen, she will be happier than everyone else!

But she finally fell in the tenth year after he left, leaving a baby girl who was not yet full-term.

she's so desperate that she can't stand it.

I think she actually died on the day he left.

when friends talk about it, they just feel sorry. She is a very warm person. Perhaps, he in her heart is waiting on the other side, because he can't stand her loneliness!

when I went to my aunt's house, I saw my cousin's photo randomly placed in the corner of the living room. She was as beautiful as ever, with a natural and dignified aesthetic feeling.

Mom said, "Your aunt and uncle must feel bad when your sister leaves for a big holiday. You should buy something to have a look."

when I came to the door with a gift box, I found that their house was very lively. My uncle was sitting on the mahjong table, bragging with three or two friends and touching cards. My aunt took my things, although she was smiling, but her smile was a little embarrassing.

My aunt's embarrassment was even worse when I found my eyes swept to my sister's photo: "Go and sit in the back room."

I've been here countless times, and the atmosphere in my aunt's house is always strange. The walls are covered with my cousin's awards since childhood, and the cabinets are also filled with trophies.

I went to my cousin's former room, where I spent most of my time every winter and summer vacation.

This family is full of untimely "glory", and there is no human fireworks. I have never seen my aunt and uncle whispering to my cousin, but whenever it comes to my parents, my cousin always avoids talking about it.

She is not perfect, and all her grievances or temper are vented to that person.

From when I met him at the age of fourteen to when he left at the age of twenty, a girl grew up for six years, and he was there every happy or sad day.

to cousin, he is closer than his parents.

Half a year after her death, her parents' life was as usual. It was not like a home without an only daughter. I sat there for a while, but I felt freezing cold. My cousin had lived in this home for more than 2 years and had never felt the warmth of ordinary people.

all the gentle qualities in her body were taught by that person.

She remembers that in the summer when she was fourteen, on a normal day, he sat opposite her with a bowl of rice, looked at her seriously, and frowned and said, "Why don't you always have a good lunch? Can I take care of you later?"

that's a teenager's confession, direct and lovely.

Cousin said that she dreamed about that scene countless times in her dream, like slow motion, which lengthened the sun that day. She looked at her shadow and just replied, "Yes." The next second, he turned into a 2-year-old, standing in front of her, smiling bitterly. He said, "Xiao Ye, I'm sorry, I'm going to break my word this time."

My uncle is the principal of a high school, my aunt is the chief physician, and my cousin is a good girl in a well-off family. It is not allowed to go on business trips.

Some things are not man-made, but providence. Cousin struggled with providence for ten years, and finally made ends meet with her life.

Before I left, my aunt grabbed my hand, and I stopped at the door. She looked a little embarrassed and hesitated. I waited patiently for a while, and she said, "Xiaoxiao, let's stop here about your cousin, and we have to move on, right?"

when I left my uncle's house and the door closed, I felt relieved.

I understand that my uncle's family is ashamed to say that my cousin is a derogatory term of postpartum depression and suicide. My aunt's meaning is very clear. Let's stop discussing it, just pretend that this person never existed, and any trace of my cousin will make them "ashamed".

My cousin's children were sent to her grandparents' home. She didn't know that her grandparents would rather be notarized and leave all their inheritance in her name than take a second look.

I gasped. Fortunately, she is still young. Fortunately, she knows nothing.

Otherwise, how will she face these "relatives" who are indifferent to the bones? !

2

When my cousin just died, my brother-in-law asked me to sort out my relics.

He said that before he committed suicide, there was no sign, and his family searched everywhere, leaving no message to his parents, husband, in-laws, friends or even his own flesh and blood.

I vaguely remember that when she called the night before, she incidentally said, "Tomorrow is his birthday."

why didn't I care? ! If I am keenly aware, my cousin doesn't have to die!

ten years! We all thought she had put it down, but when I opened the drawer, it seemed to open my cousin's heart, which had been blocked for ten years and was riddled with holes and overwhelmed.

There are antidepressants scattered in the drawer, and there is an iron box that has been pried open, with traces of searching.

it's a mess to lose the hostess's home!

Brother-in-law can't figure it out. Why?

I asked him, "You don't know? Or pretend not to know? "

in the two years since she married him, she said to us more than once, "I could have been very happy."

My cousin fought alone for eight years, and my aunt forced her with her life. Finally, my cousin obeyed and resigned. At the age of twenty-eight, she married her brother-in-law on a blind date.

in two years, my brother-in-law was promoted to a bank executive, and he was regarded as a rich man by outsiders.

I don't know what their married life is like. Maybe they are calm, maybe they are as respectful as guests as Qian Qian couples.

Brother-in-law is not bad for cousin, and he doesn't interfere too much.

And behind all this freedom, it's just a relative "stocking". He's a mistress outside, but my cousin knows about it, but she never asks.

Probably in my cousin's heart, she has been married for a long time, and this body in front of her is only to give her family a so-called explanation.

I took the iron box away in front of my brother-in-law. I said, "This belongs to my sister, not to this family."

some people say that time can kill all "love", but cousin, why don't you?

ten years! It only takes seven years to change all the cells in a person. You should be a brand-new person, you should live your life in the way you like, and you should live yourself!

She may not be ignorant, but the tragedy of mankind is the insurmountable gap between knowing and doing.

If I hadn't heard about the past, I would probably think my cousin was stupid. As a bystander of the incident and a witness of the first love of youth, I fully understand how difficult and happy they are along the way!

The hero of the story, whose life is fixed at twenty years old, is only twenty years old, and how young he is. He always thinks that the years are long, and he still has a long time to prove to his cousin's parents.

No matter how bad the family background is, Shen Yu never felt inferior, was not recognized by his cousin's parents, and never gave up. With his qualifications, if he struggled for ten years, he might not be worse than his brother-in-law.

He is the boy who dotes on his girlfriend the most, probably because his father died young, his mother was sickly and bedridden all the year round, and Shen Yu had to take care of her alone at home and abroad. From a very young age, he learned to take care of her.

"At that time, I was young, not long, and the stove was high. I had to move a stool to cook, and the window could not be opened, which made the room full of oil smoke." When Shen Yu said this, he was smiling. Perhaps because of his precocity, he always gave people a sense of reliability.

I walked from such a difficult environment, but I lived like the sun, so bright, and I took pains to dispel the haze in my cousin's heart over and over again. During those six years together, they never quarreled.

I was in the middle, helped them steal many love letters, and made immortal feats for their underground love. A pack of spicy strips or a pack of Tang monk meat is my reward, and I am never tired of it.

In the tin box, there are old photos with a sense of the times. They look like printed photos exported from a mobile phone. There is a single photo of Shen Yu and a photo of two people. The time, place and scene are carefully noted behind each photo. When I look at those photos, I turn them over one by one, and my heart aches.

so that I couldn't watch any more, I hastily sealed the iron box.

because of sadness! Overwhelming sadness, something sadder than sadness, and a great sense of powerlessness wrapped me up.

I'm a bystander, and I can't bear to read it, let alone a witness.

How many sleepless nights did she sleep with such an old story?

What a perfect match! What a wonderful couple! Unfortunately, after ten years, both of them went to the grave.

In retrospect, Haoran Liu, who Shen Yu looks like, is the closest temperament to me. His outline may not be as stunning as that of a star, but when he comes, the kind and sunshine that comes face to face can always warm people nearby.

Cousin is like a slim and petite version of Aragaki Yui. Before the age of fourteen, she was at best a lonely girl, and I was the only one who followed her often. After meeting Shen Yu, their behavior became more and more similar. Cousin laughed and was really beautiful. When she grew up, she was more moist than before. There was always the shadow of Shen Yu on her body.

Shen Yu's family is poor, so he prefers to save money by himself, but he never loses his cousin's food and clothing. In college, he also has various part-time jobs, majoring in finance and minoring in law, and often helps teachers study topics in order to win more scholarship opportunities.

"What other girls have, you should have it, and I will work hard to make you have more than them." How proud and childish he is, but he never jokes and keeps his word.

On Valentine's Day in my sophomore year, it happened to be the winter vacation. Shen Yu stayed in school for a part-time job, secretly took a bus for several hours without telling her cousin, and went back to her hometown to find her.

However, I met my aunt and uncle who forced my cousin to have a blind date. The other person is a person with very good conditions. According to their words, they call the door suitable.

when my uncle learned that Shen Yu was coming, he was afraid that he would do something bad, so he locked his cousin in his room and was not allowed to go out.

The boy was afraid that the contradiction between them would intensify, so he sent a message to calm his cousin's mood, told her not to worry, and was afraid that she would be unhappy or wronged, so he ran back to her house and stood downstairs all night.

the plot of many idol dramas? But drama comes from life, but it is not as good as life.

On the way back early the next morning, it was too dark and slippery, and Shen Yu had an accident ...

Cousin said, "He sent me the last message, telling me to be happy, not to think too much, saying that everything was his."

when she learned the news, she didn't believe it at first: "How is it possible? He just came to see me last night and mumbled and sent me a message. He confirmed it again and again in the morning." Only then did she react, her lover was gone, really gone!

So she cried and made noise like crazy. Her docile and well-behaved cousin was as possessed as a demon, so petite a person could not be pulled by several elders.

then it suddenly calmed down and I didn't mention it.

aunt and uncle, I don't think this is such a big deal. Why are you dying to live?

in their time, as long as the material was equal and there was no shortcoming, could they eat or use it? The love of life and death is beyond their cognition and understanding.

why do you have the heart to wave the butcher's knife to the next generation after experiencing the lush age of "you have to"?

Some people say that this is life and this is reality. If Shen Yu is still alive and overcomes all difficulties, all shall be well, will he still be happy as before?

yes! If it is someone else, I may not give such a definite answer, but they, I am very sure, will! Even if love turns into affection, they will love each other forever.

So God was jealous and took away half of my cousin. Since that half was lost, my cousin can't live, or just a living dead person.

after Shen Yu's death, I accompanied my cousin to see his mother. She was in a bad state in the hospital bed and was dying. Her son's going again was a great blow to her and she died a year later.

I recall the picture of that year, which was really heartbreaking. Two women who loved Shen Yu the most, when they met under such circumstances, both cried uncontrollably.

when cousin met his mother, she plopped down on her knees by the bed, kowtowed to admit her mistake, and even said she was sorry. Mother Shen said that her son was unlucky. Although I don't blame you, please don't come in the future.

Cousin has never been to that hospital again.

My cousin still doesn't know where Shen Yu was buried. The Shen family didn't tell her, but they didn't want to mention it on their own initiative.

There is no need for a grave. My cousin worships him in her heart and prays day and night. After a long time, she always thinks that he will come back.

"I could have been very happy." This is a sentence that my cousin has repeatedly recited.

3

It has been said that a person's love energy at the age of 14 should be many times that of his adult life. Most people are severely ridiculed after their love at the age of 14 is killed by their parents, families and themselves. If human beings take love at the age of 14 seriously, if human beings tolerate people at the age of 14 to love and realize it, they will never be sophisticated!

and that teenager, that gentle and careful teenager, that teenager who said that he would take care of her, that teenager who jumped on the court, fell asleep forever at the age of twenty!

It was a long time after this, so long that we all thought that my cousin had forgotten that person.

everyone never mentioned it for fear that she would be sad.

It's just that my cousin, who was once lively, became more and more silent. Later, we went our separate ways and seldom contacted each other.

One day, my cousin said that she wanted to travel, and I said yes, so I booked a travel agency.

That night, at the seaside of Xiamen, my cousin took the initiative to mention that person for the first time, against the sound of waves.

it suddenly dawned on me that my cousin never forgot for a moment, saying that she never forgot, because she never needed to think about it. He became a shadow in her heart and shared a body with her.

But my cousin said the words at the seaside calmly, but I will never forget them.

"Xiao Xiao, I often dream of an old bicycle recently. It is especially dark and there are no street lights. It is the path from No.1 Middle School to our home. My parents only care about whether my grades have deteriorated, but they never ask me if I am afraid of walking alone in such a dark road. In fact, I am not afraid at all, because I remember that a man has been standing in front of me. I was sitting on that old bicycle clutching his clothes. He told many jokes to make me happy.